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It seemed everything was getting better last week. My brilliant husband was recovering from the cardiac arrest that very nearly killed him. He’d finally got home from hospital.
Then his heart stopped again.
We were in bed. I was the only one there.
All he had.
What I’ve learned / had reinforced from this crazy few weeks:
- fight for the people you love
- defend the NHS at all costs
- my friends and family are amazing
- my husband is the bravest, strongest, hardest-fighting man I know
- we should all know CPR
Thank you to all the people who saved my beautiful husband. And to all the people who’ve supported both of us through this horrendous rollercoaster.
Hug your people close.
🖤
I’m not in any way medical. I’ve never had CPR training. But it was me or nothing. So I pulled him off the bed onto the floor and started battering Staying Alive onto his chest with two hands.
(Later the paramedic would tell me I did good. Thank fuck.)
A couple of hours later he was spelling out “what happened?” with his finger on my hand.
A couple more hours, & they took the tube out. We were able to kiss goodnight.
He’s still in hospital, but getting better. I will get to take him home. So desperately unlucky / lucky.
I’m not going to pretend I didn’t panic. But panic is sharp. It’s active. I sprinted for the spray the hospital had given us for if he experienced chest pains. I skidded on the wooden floor on my way back but righted myself…
In those few seconds I was away, he’d got worse.
They had to shock him six times. They drilled into his shin bone to give him drugs. Those amazing people fought just as hard as I had been to save him. But with all their skill and knowledge and equipment. They got him stable enough to get him to hospital.
I have very bad eyesight. I needed to phone an ambulance… but in that moment could find neither my phone nor my glasses.
Thankfully I remembered my Apple Watch could call out to the phone. It was caught up in our duvet, totally hidden. I’m so grateful for that little noise.
I called 999 and yelled my address and that I needed an ambulance RIGHT NOW.
From the last time (only two weeks before) I knew D had almost no chance if I just sat and waited. I was losing him.
I had to do something.
After two and a bit hours, the consultant came in and very kindly and gently, but also accurately and clearly, said D was still with us and heading to ICU. They’d got his heart rhythm back under control. We weren’t out of the woods yet, but it was good news.
The paramedics came quickly. (Though it seemed an age as I kept repeating that motion.)
Two ambulances and two cars ended up arriving. I think there were seven people working on him at one point in our bedroom.
It took hours of me talking to him without knowing if he could hear, but finally his eyes opened and he could follow the instruction to squeeze my hand. Wow.
My amazing friend had arrived by this point to take me to the hospital. We followed the ambulance up to Golden Jubilee and then after all that high adrenaline, it was time to wait and see.
More brilliant friends arrived to support me. We sat in a tiny, very warm room.
Then began the wait to see if his brain had been injured. Whether he was still in there in all his creativity and kindness and funniness.
He was intubated and sedated when I got in to see him. We were waiting to see if, and how, he came round. His skin felt so cold.
@runtleywood
Thanks for the thought. Worth discussing with the medical team. And, my god, keeping going for 25 minutes is incredible. I’m still aching from the 5 minutes I did. Wow. Hats off to you.
Absolutely gutted to hear about Sinéad O'Connor. She was such a warrior. Fighting for what was right even when it hurt her. Finding power in vulnerability.
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I’m so sorry for your loss. His poor wife. I have thought a lot about what would have happened if I had been in the shower or downstairs getting a coffee.
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