🌻 PsychedeIic Mycelia Madoka Magica
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25 she/it disabled trans plural schizoautist isekaijin - ⬅️⬇️⬆️➡️ ITG girls, psychoactive drug musicians, barefoot shoe idiots
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let's try this again;
plato's cave inhabitant doses acid, asks shadow puppeteer, "am I supposed to see anything? there's just a wall"
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'medical authorities' talking about caffeine: caffeine isn't considered addictive, it's unclear whether there even is a withdrawal syndrome, trust us it's totally fine!
drug people talking about caffeine: this shit fucked me up like it was cocaine and quitting made me wanna die
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I think I'm starting to enjoy visiting r/madokamagica again this is like watching people from an alternate universe who think queer people are a fujoshi conspiracy
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half the trans girls getting piled on for having Reddit Fashion don't even have the money to have more than one default outfit like what you expect someone to to dress like the pinnacle of cisfem conform when they can't get clothes fitted & have 5 socks 1 skirt and 2 shirts???
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I can't add alt text because twitter broke that functionality
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some mental disorders explained simply:
autism: too correct
ADHD: too fast
schizophrenia: too enlightened
ASPD: too based
NPD: too cool
DID: too many
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"meta is bad too"
no, meta is the ORIGINAL horrible tech company, they even changed their name to try to make you forget, it's not an asterisk placed behind using insta or threads, they're the one company you already knew years ago NEVER to give your data to
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I built a gaming PC in 2015, it will run things like rocket league at 150 frames per second without problems, the discord "x is typing..." animation, consisting of text and three dots, consistently spikes my CPU usage by 50%
we should be allowed to kill webdevs
I see people joking about new PCs with 128GB RAM finally being enough for Google Chrome. I see people posting faster and faster Internet speeds. Combined, I don't think this is means we win, rather it's a removal of constraints from Web developers who'll take this as a challenge.
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TIL that we literally don't know where salvia divinorum comes from, the plant is pretty much sterile (has NEVER been observed to produce viable seed in the wild), local populations are all clones, it's probably not a hybrid, and it might be a cultigen but we don't know where from
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right, now that twitter allows for taller aspect ratios, we can post this legendary umineko meme we made during our read a year ago
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sayaka: "I can't believe coach got ligma"
homura: "w-what's ligma?"
sayaka: "ligma balls hahaha gotteem"
[89 loops later]
madoka: "homura-chan, what's ligma?"
homura: "evil intentions can hide behind the most innocent smiles, do not entertain those who speak such foul words"
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you've gotta admit drugs are such a cool concept you can just put molecules in you that change how your brain works and for some reason authorities want to forbid you from doing this (they want your brain to work one specific way I guess)
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one of my best friends told me the story of how she broke her leg, went to the hospital, told them "my leg is broken, I need an x-ray", and they kept telling her "if it were you would be screaming in pain", she kept yelling at the doctors "I know when my body is broken! scan me!"
on reddit someone posted a literal rock that came out of their ear after more than 20 years stuck in there (since childhood), and they seem to be stuck in a repeating loop, endlessly explaining to redditors the realities of having a doctor who fundamentally doesn't believe you
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I have been at this shit for 5 years and my broke ass has a grand total of 3 functional skirts and I have to worry about budgeting tights to replace the ones that tear from fucking thigh friction, I am way more likely to get pushed into budget techwear than actual cisfem fashion
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just had someone tell me "autism isn't enough of a disability to be incapable of work, you just need accommodations for neurodivergent thinking" and I think I'm done with autism acceptance it's time to start demonising autism again & make people think it's a mortal curse
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medical professional obsessed with clocking 'drug seeking' patients are a special breed
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the crucial mistake in (C-)PTSD literature, discussion, treatment, recovery, is the assumption that the traumatic stressor has ceased
the average trans woman does not suffer from Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, she suffers from Complex Acute Traumatic Stress Disorder
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@ChazakielDoremi
I *can* see a method to survive a year in solitary, but it's entirely too deranged for me or probably anyone short of utterly mythical significance to put in practice, it's entirely unrealistic, step ONE is full ego death
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withdrawals 2 to 9 days my fucking ass btw, I'm lucky if the migraines stop at the 2 week mark and at this rate I think it's gonna be a couple months before my energy levels actually recover and my brain finds some equilibirum again
3 years stimmed up isn't w/o consequences
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also how many people do you know who
A. had a long term caffeine addiction
B. quit said caffeine addiction
and C. ACTUALLY STAYED OFF CAFFEINE LONG ENOUGH TO STABILISE AGAIN
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"two lesbians should just get a man and share him" horrible, awful statement, please reflect on yourself
"two lesbians should just get a girl and share her" incredible, revolutionary, you have mastered life and should be invited to be among the smartest beings of the universe
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>consumer audio devices become boomier
>music becomes mixed more harshly and sibilantly to retain detail on consumer audio devices
>music doesn't sound boomy enough now, consumer audio devices become boomier
>music becomes mixed more harshly and sibilantly to retain-
STOP PLEASE
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two of the three skirts were gifts by the way, all of them fucking broke, two were fixed, one is still broken but """functional""" if you just accept your doom with the zipper
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this combined with it being the only known organism to produce a pharmacologically unique hallucinogenic substance with arguably the most unique and bizarre structure among any, containing only carbon, hydrogen and oxygen, with no nitrogens whatsoever, makes it DEEPLY unsettling
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extremely fucked up that people don't know that if you wash yourself excessively often you start stinking way faster because the stinky compounds your body makes have like an actual purpose
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a popular myth is that people who are Very Plural are aware of their plurality. nothing could be further from the truth. the Very Plural are capable of generating much more novel and fascinating ways to be naive to their plurality and exercise this capability wantonly
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I'm on acid right now but cars should be instinctually understood to be a mistake
when did we, in all our wisdom, decide human decision making and cognitive skills are reliable enough to employ in piloting giant projectiles that, in event of a mistake, kill OTHERS
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back in the day, I thought, oh I've gotta come out to my parents you gotta make sure they respect you, gotta come out as trans, gotta come out as plural, they gotta know
no, live in the shadow, tell them nothing, they don't know you yesterday and they won't tomorrow
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correction: only known organism to produce it in quantities where it is viable for human recreational or entheogenic use
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twitter is a dying forum now run by a megalomaniac who can't figure out how to keep an army of ants from posting things he doesn't like, meta purposefully radicalised your grandma, inspired everyone to deny you housing and gleefully assisted in the genocide of your sisters
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treatment for this C-ATSD does not look like de-escalating every trigger and learning to be vulnerable, it looks like taking control over one's trauma responses, figuring out what is and isn't extraneous, and learning to healthily conquer environments that are never 100% safe
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frequently when antipsychiatry comes up in spaces that aren't all schizophrenic plurals, we see a lot of people going "well I (a cis heterosexual white male in tech) benefited from therapy so not all therapists are bad" which is, missing a very crucial piece of the puzzle
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it's so fun having to explain to people "yeah the reason there's so much isekai slop with bizarre titles is that japanese 'novels dot com', the largest self-publishing platform, doesn't have a description field for stories, requiring the title alone to draw in readers"
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"this trans feminine story makes me uncomfortable as a trans masculine individual" -phrases spoken without a hint of irony
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all the autistics who got repeatedly accused of being 'pretentious' and bullied for their language in childhood knew right from the start that this was exactly where it was going
Horrible previously unknown side effect of AI: people with large vocabularies getting accused of being AI
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sapir whorf is so funny cause "the structure of language affects your cognition" is unambiguously true and any half-conscious person who's learned a second language knows this but they used it to be weird and racist so now everyone has to pretend it's not real for moral purity
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if you're visibly autistic enough in the presence of people who don't get it they literally will not perceive you, your behaviour and being is so unfathomable to them that they literally refuse to fathom it and run their cognitive processes as if you aren't there at all
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banning public urination and defecation is inhumane and criminalises existence outside of paid-for buildings and I'm so disappointed this is just not a topic in politics
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after she threatened to just check into the ER again if they kicked her out, they went "fiiine, we'll scan you so you can see that it's nothing"
obviously the scan showed her leg was broken
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clarifications:
no I do not think this is cisfem fashion
you're just picking on easy targets (pathetic)
my actual fashion objective is to make people think they walked in on a FLCL spinoff
if you bully tgirls for not dressing cisfem you will be undone by your own hand
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shoutouts to anyone who's here from another world, another life, everyone who misses their form, their capabilities, their people, their routines, maybe even their battle, who continue to exist despite this world persistently telling them they don't
you're the real ones
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drug education doesn't just look like telling people about the dangers of illegal drugs, it looks like informing people on how energy drinks, coffee, even tea, are potent drugs, it means informing them of the workings of alcohol as a gabaergic depressant & of dependence syndromes
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white phosphorous is such a deeply fucked up thing to ever use as a weapon, unusually fucking cruel, material that self-ignites in presence of oxygen and is damn near impossible to separate from the human body once it burns its way in, that's so fucking bad dude
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how long will we go before stricter caffeine regulation is the norm you wager
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AUTISM IS NOT
"THINKING SLIGHTLY DIFFERENTLY"
IN ITS FUCKING TOTALITY,
YOU OBNOXIOUS FUCKS
AUTISM CAN ALSO MEAN
BEING A PILE OF FLESH
SCREAMING IN AGONY
INCAPABLE OF DISCERNING
LIGHT FROM DARK
OR LOUD FROM QUIET
CONTORTING INVOLUNTARILY
UNABLE TO MAINTAIN HUMAN SHAPE
OR THOUGHT
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as far as I'm concerned the "neurodivergence" movement has completely failed
every single time I read "neurodivergence" now it's in the context of a neoliberal argument for us being neurotypical+, it took one decade for everyone to forget autism can be a debilitating disability
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@ChazakielDoremi
informational entropy will kill you so need to spend years beforehand observing enough in maximum detail, then relegate all experience of that to nonperson nonbeing in your brain, problem is accessing that data will alter it and eventually grind it into noise, it's finite
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thinking about how I took an overdose of psychedelics and then watched madoka magica, thought I was gonna die, struggled through the infinite pain of the true realisation, then watched rebellion, and yet my sober tripsitter was the one who took more psychic damage that day
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there was a time where this was "completely dysfunctional retard disease" and this dysfunction was recognised, we have now 'progressed' to "being slightly cringe disease" and now everyone thinks if you're a completely dysfunctional retard you just need to Take Responsibility
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@ChazakielDoremi
then there's the mental machinery to set up, walk in, flick a switch, kill the Self, completely, external world no longer exists, there is no waiting, no *need* to keep time, drop fully into an inner world set up to periodically reboot you and itself, a timeloop
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explaining this cursed kanji for my followers
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the process of 'coming out' is a moralist op meant to enforce community/family integration and subjugate people to groups, fuck that shit, just fucking show up with tits and bangs and a skirt or with a different person in your body and tell them only what's convenient for you
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how about I stand up to shake your hand because I feel threatened if you try and touch me while you're towering over me
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@Celica_Art
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the concept of red flags in relationships as a whole is so fucky when usually relationships fall apart because of some mutual incompatibility rather than one party being Irredeemably Evil, assigning red flags to the other party is just a way to dodge introspection
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i wanted to change who can reply because I don't feel like dealing with the peanut gallery but that feature is broken too now lmao, mute conversation it is then
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the most tragic part of my cognitive decline is I cannot fucking keep track of people's headmates any more, I've just turned into one of those "wait which one are you" supportive boomer nascar dads, I have NO fucking idea what's going on and I cannot remember what went on
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oh yeah underage drinking (use of a gabaergic depressant) totally fucks your brain up forever it's horrible but chronic underage (and nonconsensual) use of antipsychotics, SSRIs, SNRIs, stimulants incl. cathinones, other gabaergic depressants, etc, is fine! take your pills!
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therapy's usefulness scales against social acceptability, therapists are mini-hitlers, if mini-hitler thinks you're one of the good ones, you'll do fine in therapy, and if mini-hitler does not think you're one of the good ones, you are not going to do fine in therapy
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if "senpai" and "kouhai" are on their way to being valid english then surely we also need to import "maou" at some point cause I'm tired of hearing "demon king"
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fellas, if your girl
-constantly says things that seem weirdly quotable
-seems to frequently be reminded of something, somewhere, that you don't know about
-plays with objects in ways alluding to visual symbolism
that's not your girl, that's a fictional character!
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[presented with a situation where doctors are not taking someone seriously at all because they're not a subservient baby] "the problem here is that everyone wants healthcare too loudly so now we can't know who needs healthcare any more"
people like this make bad doctors
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scarier than dead internet theory is the absurd yet likely notion that a very substantial portion of the population genuinely has that few braincells
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hopefully a cold take:
the success of medical cannabis is not in any magical property of the plant making it a comparatively phenomenal drug, it's in the hands-off approach, the way cannabis is used as needed and desired instead of prescribed for arbitrary amounts & intervals
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@ChazakielDoremi
those experiences and memories can't stay locked away either, so by the time it's over you'll need to isekai back into existence with them, and hope the trauma doesn't render you incapable of joy
NOT WORTH
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really have to double emphasise just how bad the current world has fallen into scientism
SCIENTISTS ARE NOT MOTIVATED TO FIND TRUTH OR DISCOVER THiNGS
THEY ARE MOTIVATED TO CREATE THE APPEARANCE OF DISCOVERY AND TRUTH
THEIR LIVELIHOODS DEPEND ON THIS
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@ChazakielDoremi
I ponder the mental ramifications of this a lot and I don't know why I do it, it scares the living shit out of me
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most glompable person I know now also has experience with both the lysergic and fungal substances and when I asked her what she thought the qualitative differences were she deferred to my way of speaking in "the fungi zoom you in and the acid zooms you out" as being most accurate
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@ChazakielDoremi
necessary courtesy of limited data, but then even with your former ego fully dead the problem is repetitions will slowly alter this inner world into a hellscape, the only thing to really bank on is staying naive to its nature and the external world
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things I regularly need to remind myself of:
-the human brain itself is a mind-altering substance
-full informed consent to an altered state of mind is not possible, it has to be taken on good faith based on experience or curiosity
-materialism is a religion
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"I could never get away with showering less than once per day, I'd start stinking so bad" yeah you WOULD, you have a SHOWERING TOLERANCE
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can we also highlight how fucked up it is that almost every country is like "you have no right to welfare if you weren't born here lol lmao"
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that orange lemonade has a higher caffeine density than the concoction I call "hell tea"
I have fed this "hell tea" to someone who regularly does all sorts of drugs and is in fact on acid right now
she said it had "the worst body load of any drug I've ever taken, by far"
Great news everyone, the lemonade that kills you was not discontinued and is still available by the jug
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extremely frustrating when people go off about "[x] is a pedophile!", "something something Child Porn", and you have to fucking ask, "real? or is it someone cranking their hog to lines on paper again?" and 95% of the time it’s someone cranking their hog to lines on paper
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if you repeatedly strip your skin of literally everything your body *wants* to put on there of course it starts putting it on there faster and faster
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"caffeine addiction is a symptom of protestantism, in a healthy capitalist worker's culture we'd have methamphetamine and cocaine addictions" -actual thought my brain produced
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"this is a W for creators"
"time to make more money"
"rare youtube W"
"good for creators"
I hope you enjoy me never watching something on the platform again
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asked my shapes-brained friend if american suburbs are hypersigils, she becomes physically unwell upon being asked as she was aware of this but had made herself forget
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TAKEAWAY:
IF YOU'RE A TRANSFEM TAKING PROGESTERONE FOR HRT
PUT PROGESTERONE UP YOUR ASS
OR DON'T TAKE IT AT ALL
OTHERWISE IT'S LESS HRT AND MORE JUST AN ADDICTIVE SEDATIVE
BLOOD TESTS LIE (THEY CAN'T REALLY TELL PROGESTERONE FROM THE SEDATIVE METABOLITES)
progesterone is good but you should not be like me and figure out the optimal way to get shitfaced off of taking it orally and then do that every night because you will develop a terrible dependence and withdrawals possibly without even knowing why lol
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got sidetracked in the middle of ranting about the current era
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ordinarily I would leave a take like this be after getting spontaneously flashbanged by it, but I have to ask;
where on earth does this come from, why are people so desperate to perform character assassinations on the guy, you can get better dirt than this on MOST authors
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have you noticed how you can't 'just say shit' any more unless you control the space? how people are all vicious animals with no forgiveness, talking only to fight, playing footsies and jabbing at any opening? have you noticed how it wasn't always like this?
I don't like it
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trans schizo connective tissue traumacreature: "I'm having this issue where-"
me:
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big fan of psychedelics, absurdly unsettling class of drugs to exist, mostly physiologically and neurologically harmless, even good, in every single way, just completely crowbar you loose from the entirety of reality and can utterly undo everything you are and know, cool as fuck
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"as a consumer, you too have a hand in perpetuating this problem"
no, as a consumer you are an arm of corporate interests, demand is manufactured from you, desires are planted and supplanted in you, you exercise zero control over your wallet, they control you via your wallet
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