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Nico’s Call of Duty Masterpost ✌🏽
ft. Modern Warfare, Ghosts, OC content, etc
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soap going on a solo mission and coming back…different
ghost is the only one who notices, everyone else thinks he’s over exaggerating because look at soap! he’s still the same smiley and goofy guy! the same loud mouthed and lovable sergeant!
but every time ghost is alone w
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soap being the only human on a monster task force where price is a hellhound, gaz is a vampire, and ghost is an eldritch type creature.
all three of them are super protective of soap and for some reason, /really/ obsessed w his scent despite him being only human.
they’re not
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John MacTavish, absolutely desperate for a job, being hired as a caretaker for a little kid at some manor in the middle of nowhere countryside. It’s suspicious and weird, but the pay is amazing and he’s also being provided room and board, so who is he to say no?
What he’s not
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virgin ghost and experienced soap is just SO good
soap thinking ghost isn’t a virgin at first, so he’s hard and rough and ghost is so overwhelmed but he never tells soap to slow down, only to later mumble that it’s his first time when soap asks if something’s wrong
ghost thinks
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soapghost / ghostsoap
Soap is claustrophobic. He can handle small spaces for the most part, can handle being pressed against a wall to hide from passing security.
What he /can’t/ handle is when the space is so tight, he can’t /move/.
There’s pressure along his chest.
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soapghost au where Soap is a children’s book writer and illustrator. He has a very popular and well known series about a young boy and his scary but kind imaginary friend. What no one knows is that it’s based on Soap’s own childhood.
At some point, he begins to catch his
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ahhhhhhh, ghost lovingly fucking up soap’s guts. muttering absolutely sickly sweet things while fucking him deep and hard, cooing so softly as soap cries on his cock and begs for more, and of course, of /course/ ghost will give it to him
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Soap, who's used to being cheated on. It's happened...an unfortunate amount of times in the past, so he's very used to it. He's reacted every way possible; gotten pissed off, threw things, cried, screamed, tried to fight his ex partner, the person they were cheating on him with,
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soapghost where Soap constantly gets into little arguments and spats with the other soldiers on base. Ghost, who stalks Soap wherever he goes, glares the other soldiers into submission before things can escalate.
One day, Soap’s alone and a group of soldiers gang up on him,
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another take on the ‘141 treat Soap badly’ trope but mix in the end of the mwiii campaign.
Soap’s tried so hard to fit in. He’s done everything in his goddamn power to prove that he’s as good a member of Task Force 141 as everyone else is. He fucking /tried/. In the end, it
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less human than they thought. he’s got the smallest drop of fae blood in him, massively diluted, but still enough to have a luring effect on other monsters.
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au where Johnny, his twin sister, and Simon are all childhood friends. Simon had a crush on Johnny’s sister, Sarah, but she wasn’t interested in him the same way.
Simon is forced to move far away the twins but asks Sarah to email him so that they can keep talking. She promises
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// renga - sk8 //
I want a YouTuber Reki au. Or even twitch streamer
When Nanako tells Langa they’re moving to Japan, he wants to work on his Japanese. He knows a decent amount because Nanako made sure to teach him since he was a kid, but he hasn’t practiced in a long time.
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thinking that without Ghost, Soap can’t hold his own.
What they failed to realize is that Ghost deescalates the situation not because Soap can’t handle himself, but because he doesn’t want Soap to accidentally kill a man on base.
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Ghost begging, ///begging///, Soap to fuck him, telling him that he fucking needs it, he’s so goddamn desperate, it’s driving him /insane/
So Soap obliges…and fucks Ghost’s ass. Has his Lieutenant crying and begging, telling Soap he needed his cock in his pussy, not his ass,
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the only ones who seem to be obsessed w soap, but they work hard to keep him safe (aka threaten to bite out the neck of anyone who dares to approach the sergeant despite the fact that soap can v much defend himself)
it’s not till later that they find out soap’s just a little
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I still think about an au where Langa ends up abandoning Reki and they grow distant, to the point that Reki moves away, but when he comes back, he’s an entirely different person. Radiates confidence and sex appeal.
He shows up at ‘S’ after years of being gone and at that point,
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I've said this before, BUT I'LL SAY IT AGAIN, boyfriend by dove cameron, but ghostsoap
I just desperately need Ghost /knowing/ Soap's boyfriend ain't shit. He goes out one night because he's tired of wallowing in his unrequited feelings, just to end up at a club that Soap is
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thinking about soap who wears ghost’s hoodies all the time and of course they’re giant on him because ghost is /large/
so recruits mistake soap for being small, underestimate his strength and challenge him to a spar. soap’s got so much extra energy, he never says no to a spar.
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part 6 of fake amnesia soap!
ronan doesn't mean to eavesdrop, really. it's just...he's been curious, and just waiting around for an answer hasn't proven to be very fruitful so far.
"you're avoiding the meeting?" ghost asks, but his voice isn't accusatory, just soft. from where
part 5 of fake amnesia soap! ft ghost pov
ghost can't shake it. he's used to odd people, used to others being nervous around him, avoiding his line of sight, leaving the room when he enters, etc. he's /used/ to that.
so why does ronan doing it make him feel so /weird/? he's had
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part 3 of fake amnesia soap!
when ronan enters o'conor's office, the man is flipping through a file, though he's quick to drop it against his desk before tapping a finger against it.
"tell me about them." ronan was expecting this, but he crosses his arms over his chest when
part 2 of fake amnesia soap!
there's no end to weirdos in the military who cover their face. ghost stood out because of the reputation surrounding him, but he's not the only one who wears a mask. john meets others. nikto, krueger, könig, horangi. a bunch of others as well.
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part 2 of fake amnesia soap!
there's no end to weirdos in the military who cover their face. ghost stood out because of the reputation surrounding him, but he's not the only one who wears a mask. john meets others. nikto, krueger, könig, horangi. a bunch of others as well.
another take on the ‘141 treat Soap badly’ trope but mix in the end of the mwiii campaign.
Soap’s tried so hard to fit in. He’s done everything in his goddamn power to prove that he’s as good a member of Task Force 141 as everyone else is. He fucking /tried/. In the end, it
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soap, there’s a shiver that runs down his spine.
soap is /different/, and fuck, ghost can’t tell /why/.
not till soap invites him to his room one night. makes sure to tell ghost to come alone. that no one can see him. it sounds like a different kind of offer, one ghost would’ve
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part 4 of fake amnesia soap!
ronan shakes ghost's hand, and...whoa. it's weird. it's not like ronan ever thought ghost died. he's sure he would have heard about it from laswell or o'conor, but it's still weird, having the man in front of him like this. warm and solid and...in
part 3 of fake amnesia soap!
when ronan enters o'conor's office, the man is flipping through a file, though he's quick to drop it against his desk before tapping a finger against it.
"tell me about them." ronan was expecting this, but he crosses his arms over his chest when
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something something, rich son soap getting kidnapped by a group who want money, ghost is part of that group and got tricked by an old acquaintance into helping, didn’t realize who the target was and ends up being subjected to a soap who’s not scared at all and keeps flirting w
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soap who can't remember anything about his life prior to enlisting
it's been yeaaars since the last time he's been back in scotland because he feels so distant from a place that should be home but doesn't feel like it since he remembers nothing about it
he's not there alone,
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ghost tells himself, at least. soap is normal. he’s the same soap as he’s always been.
trying to convince himself of anything else will just drive ghost insane.
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@iscaramoo
he’s literally the sweetest?????
a menace, yes, but like!!! a goddamn gentleman!!!!!
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part 7 of fake amnesia soap! (sorry for the....one month delay, lol)
a dry update, not much happens, but still
having kate on base is a relief, ronan thinks. he greets her on the tarmac and immediately, he can feel himself relax. it's funny, especially after he'd fought o'conor
part 6 of fake amnesia soap!
ronan doesn't mean to eavesdrop, really. it's just...he's been curious, and just waiting around for an answer hasn't proven to be very fruitful so far.
"you're avoiding the meeting?" ghost asks, but his voice isn't accusatory, just soft. from where
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accepted so easily if it weren’t for the fact that soap isn’t soap.
somehow he ends up going anyway, finds himself sitting on soap’s bed while the sergeant stands before him, his shirt unbuttoned and leaving his chest exposed. there’s a long but thin scar that runs from between
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his collarbones down to his bellybutton
“can I have your hand, simon?”
alone like this, even soap’s voice sounds different. ghost breathes heavily. he’s dizzy. what is going on?
“please?” soap pleads.
ghost doesn’t say anything, just lifts his hand for soap to grasp, and
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part 5 of fake amnesia soap! ft ghost pov
ghost can't shake it. he's used to odd people, used to others being nervous around him, avoiding his line of sight, leaving the room when he enters, etc. he's /used/ to that.
so why does ronan doing it make him feel so /weird/? he's had
part 4 of fake amnesia soap!
ronan shakes ghost's hand, and...whoa. it's weird. it's not like ronan ever thought ghost died. he's sure he would have heard about it from laswell or o'conor, but it's still weird, having the man in front of him like this. warm and solid and...in
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Simon’s brooch design.
Johnny passes out. He doesn’t hit the floor. Instead, he’s caught by strong arms that cradle him close to a broad chest.
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//
#soapghost
- codmw2 //
It’s a topic of conversation that comes up often. Ghost brings it up himself when he wants to argue, needs to get tension out and this is the only way he knows how when he doesn’t have a gun in his hands.
“Just leave me alone, Johnny.”
Soap lets
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one would expected the insides of a human to feel like. no.
something brushes up against his fingers, a long and wet tendril, and both soap and ghost gasp at the same time.
“what-?”
“feels good, simon.” soap nearly moans.
—
ghost doesn’t remember what happens next. he
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it’s overwhelming again for ghost, but in the best way possible. by the time soap finally slides his cock into ghost, ghost is buzzing w pleasure under his skin. everything feels good and ghost would never trust anyone else but soap w this.
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/into/ him.
he tries to pull back, but soap’s grip on his wrist is too tight. too strong.
“no, keep going. please, simon.” soap is begging again but ghost is barely listening past the thundering of his heart in his chest.
soap’s insides are warm and slick, but it’s not like
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there’s a soft smile on the sergeant’s face. he brings ghost’s hand up to the scar and ghost thinks soap just wants him to feel it. but no
he presses ghost’s fingers against his skin and-
what the fuck? what the /fuck/???
soap’s skin splits open and ghost’s fingers push
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soap being reaaaaally into medieval/fantasy romance novels, chokes on something while reading the last book in his favorite series, dies, /ends up in the book/
ghost is the male lead who's cold and closed off to everyone except for
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wakes up alone and in his own bed. he doesn’t know how he got here. when he gets up, it’s morning. he pushes himself through his normal routine and heads to the mess for breakfast. soap sits at their usual table and waves him over w a bright smile.
that was…a dream. that’s what
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// I will give you a million kisses if you can tell me what influenced this thread. hint: it’s a horror manga //
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soap won’t want anything to do w him after that, but /fuck/, he’s wrong.
soap slows down, kisses ghost all soft and gentle, preps him carefully w his fingers, his tongue. makes ghost come at least once w just his mouth on his cock before he even thinks about getting himself off.
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nonmilitary soapghost where Soap’s sister passes and he’s left as the guardian of his newborn niece. His parents are too old and sick to take care of her and his other siblings take care of them.
Sorcha is a small little thing, underweight but otherwise healthy. Soap absolutely
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tysm to everyone who enjoyed the first part of this, i truly was just rambling at like 2am, but anyway!!! part 2!!
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For a moment, Soap doesn't reply. His next breath gets caught in his lungs and the weight of the hand on his hip doesn't shift, doesn't move. There's no warmth,
soapghost au where Soap is a children’s book writer and illustrator. He has a very popular and well known series about a young boy and his scary but kind imaginary friend. What no one knows is that it’s based on Soap’s own childhood.
At some point, he begins to catch his
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@moondust666_
@HorridAntiTakes
ah, but they can’t know each other as kids or even as teens because childhood friends is also wrong
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apartment before he can be seen, almost slamming his door shut.
Soap's heart is pounding a bit too loud as he thinks about Ghost to hear his ex trying to knock and get his attention, begging for forgiveness and to be let back in.
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Soap going out the night after his bf breaks up with him. Gets dressed up real pretty, something he hasn’t done in years.
The only thing on his mind is getting drunk and getting fucked to the point that he can’t think anymore. Ends up in the lap of a very good looking man,
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in last second, and Soap squeezes the hand Ghost is holding.
“I know. Let me hold you instead?”
“Yeah.”
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part 8 of fake amnesia soap!
sooner than ronan would have hoped, kate's locked away in a room so that she can work without distractions, and unfortunately, ronan is considered to be exactly that. he's given a singular /look/ by the blonde woman that has him turning away w his
part 7 of fake amnesia soap! (sorry for the....one month delay, lol)
a dry update, not much happens, but still
having kate on base is a relief, ronan thinks. he greets her on the tarmac and immediately, he can feel himself relax. it's funny, especially after he'd fought o'conor
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part 3! took ages for me to be in a writing mood again, but here we gooooo
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Ghost doesn't visit him the next night, or any night after that, and Soap thinks he's going insane. Again.
The heavy presence he'd started to feel over the past few weeks had faded, but no so much
tysm to everyone who enjoyed the first part of this, i truly was just rambling at like 2am, but anyway!!! part 2!!
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For a moment, Soap doesn't reply. His next breath gets caught in his lungs and the weight of the hand on his hip doesn't shift, doesn't move. There's no warmth,
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So so, amnesia Soap who doesn’t remember a large chunk of his childhood. Maybe even up to his early teens. Doesn’t remember that he met Ghost when they were kids and that it was the best summer of his entire life.
As adults, Soap meets Ghost for the first time…as far as he
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Soap feels something weigh down the bed beside him. A hand brushes along his waist.
“Hi, Soap. Missed me?”
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honestly, I feel like if Reki and Adam had a conversation not involving Langa at all, like…just about skating, they’d get along???
Adam would v much tease Reki, but like. Deep down, both of them really fucking love skating and I’d just love to see a mutual fanboy moment between
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Reki being the mom friend is canon to me.
Just imagine him carrying snacks and water and medicine everywhere he goes because the twins are little germ monsters and Koyomi is accident prone (so is Reki)
And he’s so close w his mom so he basically adapts her attitude towards
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he meets a group of recruits in the gym and finally takes off ghost’s oversized hoodie.
casually reveals to his audience that he is /built as fuck/. they’re going to die. they’re really going to die. soap will take one swing and it’s fucking over for them.
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convince them when they’re already eager to get rid of me.” He looks at her and smiles. He’s oddly happy. “Thank you, Kate.”
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soapghost where Soap can see ghosts. They’re rarely ever violent and have the tendency to stick around not because they themselves have regrets, but because whoever they’re attached to has regrets.
Soap is used to seeing ghosts all over the place for any number of reason,
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pauses. He sounds ashamed. Scared. Soap is confused. Why does he sound like that?
“I held onto you too tight while we were asleep. Johnny, I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to.”
…
…
…
/Oh/.
Soap knows what’s going on now. He blinks. And blinks again. Slowly, his eyes adjust to
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stripper soap who kills his clients
eventually, that attracts the attention of police and simon riley is sent to investigate, going undercover. somehow, he ends up getting a private dance from soap only to get knocked out
he wakes up in the club’s basement, tied up and gagged w
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outlast au where soap, a journalist, investigates an asylum after getting a mysterious email
the man he’s supposed to meet is mysteriously missing, but unfortunately, soap can’t just leave. driven both by fear and curiosity, he decides to investigate even without meeting w his
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Ghost, who’s been able to see spirits his entire life. After the death of his parents at an extremely young age, he was passed from family member to family member, but no one ever wanted to keep him long term because he had ‘behavioral issues’ and would constantly talk to things
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Soap w the ability to siphon other people’s pain through touch. Lays his hand over a person’s skin and the blood in his veins darken and turn black as they’re infected w the pain of others.
Small things, he can shake off easily, but greater injuries, if he keeps the contact
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Something is keeping his arms pinned. He can’t shift his head. He can’t /breathe/.
Soap panics.
He panics and wheezes because there’s no fucking air and he feels like his vision is going blurry. His lungs hurt, his chest aches, and his limbs are going numb the longer he’s
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“That’s not funny.”
“Really? I think I’m hilarious.”
“Johnny.”
“Simon.”
He’s fighting a losing battle, one he’s never been able to win against Soap. Not that he complains.
“Let’s go back to sleep, yeah? We can talk properly in the morning.”
“Okay. I’m sorry.” He slips it
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daughter talking to no one. He attributes it to normal child stuff until he hears her utter an awfully familiar name: Ghost.
Soap tries to convince himself it’s just a coincidence but his curiosity gets the best of him and he starts asking her more about her new friends. Sorcha
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trapped. He can’t move. He can’t call for help. Soap just /suffers/.
Despite the lack of air, he lets out a pathetic whine. High pitched and soft. The only sound he can make beyond just tiny gasps for air. It’s dark down here. He can’t see. There’s no gaps, nowhere for his
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“Can’t control how you move when you sleep, Si. It’s okay.”
Soap can see the way Ghost frowns. It’s almost cute.
“I should sleep-“
“If you finish that sentence with ‘in another bed’, I’ll strangle you.”
Despite his best efforts, Ghost lets out a puff of air. A laugh.
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the darkness. There’s someone sitting in front of him, still holding his hands, and even in the dark, Soap knows exactly who it is.
“Simon.” His voice is still rough, but Soap leans forward. Lifts a hand to rub his thumb along his husband’s cheek. “Look at me? Please?”
Ghost
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does as he’s asked. Glances up at Soap. He’s hesitant, but he’ll never deny Soap. Not ever.
“Sor-“
“Stop apologizing.” He reprimands lightly. Ghost nods. He opens his mouth to say something before he stops. Soap smiles. “Good boy.”
“Johnny….I should’ve been more careful.”
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well as Soap.
Eventually, Soap wakes up again the middle of the night. This time, it’s to the sound of a gruff voice singing softly. Soap hasn’t heard that song in /so/ many years, but he immediately recognizes it.
“Ghost?” He calls out with hesitation. The singing stops, but
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...hybrid cat Ghost who Soap thinks absolutely hates him. Sees the way his lieutenant's tail moves and reads it as 'stay away from me'
A recruit happens to find a box of stray kittens and brings them on base. Somehow, they end up in Soap's care and he bonds v quickly w the
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door slam shut.
Johnny looks up and he’s really not alone anymore. He drops his phone and it clatters against the ground, probably breaking. He looks up and up and /up/, finally meeting brown eyes framed by blonde lashes that peer at him from behind a skull mask, similar to
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looks up. His vision is blurry, he can’t see anything, it’s still so fucking dark. But, he- he’s-
“Johnny, you’re okay. You’re safe.”
Again. That voice. That name. There’s no way…?
“Simon?”
Soap’s voice is nothing but rasp. Barely understandable, but there’s a sigh of relief
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Soap, “When did you start growing facial hair?”
Ghost, “Out the womb.”
Soap, “No, but actually.”
Ghost, “Popped out the womb w a beard and I lost it in the war.”
Price, listening over comms and sighing to himself
Gaz, “How? How’d you lose it in the war, LT?”
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is quiet about it at the beginning, shy and hesitant, but then she starts to slowly talk about the tall blond man with a skull mask over his mouth that plays tea party with her whenever Soap is busy with work.
She describes him more and more and Soap realizes she’s describing
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the same exact man he himself had spent so much time with as a child. Soap can’t believe it. It’s too much of a coincidence, but at the same time, there’s no way it’s /not/ a coincidence…right?
Soap starts spending every bit of free time he has with Sorcha, neglecting his work
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surprise when on his first day of class, Kyan Reki himself is sitting in his new classroom
Langa goes from starstruck to ‘fuck. He’s even cuter in person’ in an instant.
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voice to come out from if he ever manages to remember how to actually talk again. If he can even gather the energy to scream. But no. Soap is stuck, help in place, and there’s no one coming for him. No one that knows he’s even gone in the first place. And it /hurts/.
Something
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lrt.
loud bottom ghost who was actually super quiet with all of his past partners…before meeting soap. and now he can’t keep down his sounds unless he’s gagged or has his mouth full
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that comes from the darkness in front of him. Familiar darkness. A comfort, unlike the inky blackness that nearly threatened to swallow Soap up.
“That’s right. I’m here.”
Impossible. But it sounds so real. Maybe he’s-
“You’re alive, Johnny. You’re safe. I-“
And that voice
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“Johnny, I-“
“Who are you?” John tilts his head in confusion. The man w a skull mask seems to freeze. “My name is…well. I was told it was John. And you are?” John’s voice is soft, his accent subdued. He sounds nothing like the old John.
“Kate? What’s going on here?”
Laswell
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him.
Laswell and Price speak for a bit longer, but eventually he leaves too. John is left alone w Laswell.
“You should consider being an actor after that performance. Sold it well.” Laswell tells him when she thinks no one is close enough to hear.
John shrugs. “Easy to
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part 9 of fake amnesia soap!
what ends up saving ronan from what feels like an /extremely/ awkward moment is his phone ringing. he jolts at the vibration in his pocket but quickly scrambles to grab the thing and doesn't even check it to see who's actually calling.
"ronan."
part 8 of fake amnesia soap!
sooner than ronan would have hoped, kate's locked away in a room so that she can work without distractions, and unfortunately, ronan is considered to be exactly that. he's given a singular /look/ by the blonde woman that has him turning away w his
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of the night to the faintest brushes of touch against his skin. One night, it had felt like lips against his cheek. But he never sees anything.
Despite his worries about being haunted, Soap doesn’t feel unsafe, and Sorcha is extremely happy, both to be spending time w Ghost as
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sound. One that leaves his throat hurting.
“Johnny!”
Soap gasps. One second, his lungs barely have any air, and the next, there’s /too much/. He chokes. Coughs. Gasps again. He brings his hand up to his chest, and it /hurts/.
Wait. He can move…?
Hands take his and Soap
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fake…right?
But Soap starts to feel the weight of someone staring at him whenever he’s alone. Drives him a little crazy. He’s not being haunted, is he? Ironic that it would be a man named Ghost that’s haunting both him and his daughter.
Soap wakes up sometimes in the middle
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The way they always act like he’s /replaceable/. Soap got shot in the head saving Price’s life when he knows in his fucking heart of hearts that the man would never do the same for him. Isn’t that sick?
It’s a little scary, watching the way Laswell’s gentle eyes turn hard and
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// maybe a part 2 where the guys find out Soap is faking? time skip? aftermath? Idk, goodnight y’all, it’s bed time //
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crackles in the periphery of his senses, just on the edge of everything. It’s like static in his head, and for a moment, Soap is convinced he’s hearing things. He’s too buried deep to hear anything happening above him, especially not with the buzzing in his ears. The loud ringing
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that /won’t. shut. up/. Soap can’t even die in peace.
He closes his eyes and tries not for the first time to try and even out his breathing. He’s delaying the inevitable by still trying to regulate his breaths, but Soap’s not quite ready to die. There’s a million and one
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crystalline as Soap tells story after story. She grits her teeth.
“Okay, John. I’ll help you.”
Two hours later, the John ‘Soap’ MacTavish everyone knows dies in his hospital bed.
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When Laswell drags the remainder of the 141 to visit, they shuffle into the room awkwardly.
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It takes Soap a moment to realize the name being called isn’t ‘Soap’. It isn’t ‘MacTavish’. Not even ‘John’. No. The name being called is something only one person has ever earned the right to call him. But that’s impossible, right? There’s no way he’d know he’s down here. No way
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he’d be able to dig him out.
Soap lets out a gasp. Pressure builds above him. Things are shifting, but not to free him, no. It’s like more rubble piles up on top of him, punishment for thinking he might be saved by /him/. Soap would laugh if he could. A bitter and tasteless
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ghost coming in his pants just from going down on soap, send tweet
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gets him nowhere else but dead.
Laswell originally tries to convince him that it’s a shit plan and Soap somewhat agrees. It’s definitely cowardly, but he’s tired and in pain and he just wants this over and done with. He explains everything to her. The mistreatment, the coldness.
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him. "His stuff was always too small, could never offer me his jacket like this."
Ghost smiles back. "You don't have to worry about him anymore, Johnny- John." He corrects himself, but Soap shakes his head.
"No. I like when you say it."
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damn room.
Before he can open his mouth, Laswell cuts in sharply. “John got fucking shot in the head, Price. Saving /your/ ass. Most people don’t walk away from that alive, let alone w amnesia.”
John still doesn’t say anything, just glances back at the group of men still
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regrets that swirl around in his head, nothing that he concentrates on for too long because if he does, he’s going to /lose/ it. Not that he’s doing the best at keeping himself together.
Soap dares to speak. Despite the enclosed space, his voice doesn’t echo back at him. It
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seems to fade outwards, stretching further than Soap can hope to reach himself. He opens his eyes only to be met with the same inky blackness, and shuts them again. Best to die w his eyes closed. Hopefully it’ll hide the fear he feels if anyone ends up coming across his body
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