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please boost!!!
extremely urgent need for safety funds in increasing climate crisis summer heatwaves❗️[red exclamation point]
RETWEET ⚠️ summer means the risk of heatstroke and DEATH for unhoused & low income people increases!!
help victims of climate injustice survive deadly temps. funds needed for hotel rooms, water/food, air conditioner and electric/power bills & medical bills!
more info ⬇️
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disabled & chronically ill ppl are experiencing mass anniversary effect as the 2 yr mark hits for the pandemic, in which the majority of the world has left us for dead even more so than before. that collective trauma will be tucked in between our bones for the rest of our lives.
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more & more wary of self-proclaimed ‘radical leftists’, ‘anarchists’ and ‘communists’, especially in community organizing spaces, who can’t be bothered to practice collective care
words r even cheaper when ur actions aren’t aligned with ur theoretical positioning
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they’re together now. rest in paradise & pleasure, we will avenge you
lighting a candle to ask my dead friend to help bring my missing friend home safe … what the actual fuck is happening
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how much more grief can we be expected to compartmentalize to keep existing in a world that wants us dead?
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the superspreader bowl is going to make this number skyrocket & it makes me physically nauseous to think about
U.S. reports more than 2,000 new COVID deaths for the 6th week in a row
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posting on behalf of a friend who sent me this video from Wegmans in Bethlehem, PA. The taller man in a dark shirt was not wearing a mask when it’s store policy, called a POC staff member “a terrorist,” and spat on a man trying to intervene.
#racist
#YouAboutToLoseYoJob
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was at a walgreens drive thru pharmacy just now trying to get PCR’d, i scheduled this on monday— they are already not accepting insurance & it’s $130 out of pocket because of the PHE ending at 12am.
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do not want to see anyone talking about harm redux unless they’re also considering how many disabled & mad people are forced into deep isolation, relapse, and die because of lack of community care & covid precaution
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i will never forget blatant ableists & Covid unsafe people discarding me in one of the worst moments of my life within my chronic illnesses, then coming out of the woodwork to seek my advice & empathy when they themselves became disabled with long covid
And people were fine to largely ignore what we were saying but as soon as they experience it, it all of a sudden becomes real.
I’m not trying to minimize anyones experiences, but it feels like I’m being gaslit twice simultaneously.
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[CW: familial ableism]
love being the family ‘disappointment’ over being high risk & immunocomp, and therefore setting rigid boundaries to keep myself & my loved ones physically + emotionally safe.
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#MentalHealthcareSoPoor
that severe depression and anxiety disorders in teenagers are assumed to be "high school stress and hormones".
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drop ur payment / support links here if you’re disabled LGBTQIA2S+ and have been forced to isolate and/or risk your life repeatedly for the past 2+ years —
nondisabled ppl, the least you could do is make our lives a little easier financially if you refuse to keep us safe
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disability pride month begins tomorrow & we’ll be hiding from the aftermath of all of the maskless pride celebrations in the weeks prior
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putting on mascara for the first time in months to cope & promptly sobbing it off in despair over profound isolation + being repeatedly made disposable by society at large through eugenics in action — how’s ur week
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being that it’s the first day of pride month—
if you’re immunocomp & disabled, 2STLGBQIA+, and repeatedly forced out of so-called ‘community’ because of complicity to & reenactment of eugenics
drop your payment links, shops etc! please share, uplift, & keep each other safe⚔️
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this is a subtweet @ anyone intellectualizing disability, illness & pain who simultaneously enforce eugenics with their risk-taking behaviors during multiple global pandemics
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already seeing anecdotal posting of ppl testing positive for covid cross-country after attending unmasked pride events this weekend. and so it begins
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there are no words for what it feels like to already be experiencing the effects of this in real time not even 24 hrs later
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i refuse to be made to feel guilty for having hard boundaries around my health, wellbeing & safety!
by anyone! i refuse!
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been organizing virtual events + live guest sets with disabled musicians and writing live audio descriptions in tandem with ASL interpretation for 4 yrs now, it’s really truly possible
I must admit, seeing “concerts” described as unnecessary consumerism is difficult bc once again I’d like to ask the ?, what should musicians do? Are we advocating for the end of live music? I agree there needs to be accessible ways to share in music that aren’t crowded stadiums…
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so it’s really this easy for states to urgently provide N95s to the public in climate emergency, but not for a raging global airborne pandemic that is a vector of climate emergency. got it
Tomorrow morning, one million N95 masks will be made available at state facilities.
400,000 will be distributed to New Yorkers at
@MTA
stations,
@PABusTerminal
,
@NYStateParks
&
@Javitscenter
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600,000 will be available from
@NYSDHSES
stockpiles for local governments to pick up.
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if you want to theorize our suffering while actively contributing to it, at least pay us a ‘research’ stipend
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TW: eugenics
feeling vacant & spectral today
the world has effectively k*lled off the high risk disabled population— quite literally, & also figuratively— over and over again for going on three winters, and yet everyone expects us to remain passive ghosts
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i rly need newly disabled ppl to understand that none of this is new.
the MIC isn’t new, eugenics & ableism aren’t new, wearing masks isn’t new.
you’re getting your first peek into it. many of us have been here for a long time. there isn’t a ‘secret code’ for navigating it.
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new covid advocacy & disability rights-only-centered groups/spaces being wildly inaccessible is always such a slap in the face lol
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everything is devastating. there’s already so much death. reminder to wear a mask in direct action for protection against pathogens & surveillance.
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hi friends, this seems to be reaching more people than i expected when shouting into the Twitter void, so i’ll say this if you’re reading —
i love you. you are so, so precious. i hope that you have even just a single moment of rest tonight. we need it while our bodies remember.
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cancelling all of the in-person appointments & procedures necessary to sustain my living, to avoid acquiring Covid in a maskless medical center to also sustain my living. spiraling
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never ceases to amaze me when abled ppl abandon you in direct correlation to ur health declining within ur many chronicities, but then come out of the woodwork when they themselves inevitably become sick beyond acute illness for the first time
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how many times do we have to explain for people not affected & not in confirmed locations in the thick of water crisis to not mass-hoard resources they don’t need in the moment
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got off the phone with my 80-yro grandpa currently in a covid unsafe rehab hospital for parkinson’s complications & declining (he’s also type 1 diabetic), who talked to me so openly about wearing masks & wanting ‘to keep [me] and people like [us] safer’. my heart hurts
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exchanging ‘stay safe’ — as in, ‘i love you’ — with strangers in brief passing & carrying them with me forever
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[TW : Covid death]
one of my friends from HS died in 2021 from Covid pneumonia, in her early 20s. my grandfather died days b4 my bday last yr of a post-Covid heart attack.
there are too many funerals. too many i can’t even attend because of total disregard for Covid safety.
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fuck your pride in perpetuating & contributing to interconnected genocides globally
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@chronicallybeee
i’m so sorry. had a pharmacist laugh & complain about wearing masks while simultaneously handing me a bag labeled in bold all caps lettering ’radioactive: chemotherapy transport’
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getting tested for cancer alone in going on year 5 of unmitigated mass debilitating pandemics is indescribably fucking cruel
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this made me tear up, as a kiddo gaslit constantly about my pain + repeated severe injuries
fast forward to being 25 with rapidly progressing lupus, EDS, osteoporosis, multiple postviral + degenerative diseases, whole laundry list
listen to your kids fucking hell
It's not 'growing pains'. There's no such thing.
It's PAEDIATRIC PAIN and it is NOT a normal part of growing up. It hurts because something is wrong.
You should have been believed. You should have had support.
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sending care to fellow immunocomp disabled ppl that have Covid denialist, minimizing + ableist moms, maternal & parental figures. today is hard
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@chellamanart
A large majority of your audience is marginalized folx being heavily affected by the current public health crisis & struggling. But get this — many of us were struggling BEFORE covid-19. (1/2)
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sending ❤️🩹 to everyone interacting with this, do something kind for your kid-self today
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@Imani_Barbarin
asked my PCP about vaccine access in Baltimore for disabled + immunocomp ppl— no straight answer, got a ton of misinfo + massive tirade of horribly derogatory & demeaning bullshit instead.
seeing a lot about how even Jynneos isn’t an option for a lot of us… nightmare
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trans day of vehement griefrage & vengeance. i will not forgive those who looked away while we searched and you were found dead.
they’re together now. rest in paradise & pleasure, we will avenge you
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hopkins is set to end their mask mandate today.
reflecting on how a yr ago yesterday, i was in their cardiac ICU with cardiotoxicity from chemo class meds. i have long term cardiac damage. almost didn’t bother going because of the risks then.
so now what,
@HopkinsMedicine
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hi
#neisvoid
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let’s talk about appointment overwhelm. Do you find yourself pushing off “less urgent” appointments and tests just because you don’t feel like adding another thing to your plate because it “can wait”?
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@dizzydizzydazed
so fucking blown away. the pharmacy tech wasn’t even told until they were trying to set things up & profusely apologized
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the visceral feeling that comes with this specific grief is so indescribable
can’t be on the streets, can’t join protests, can’t even safely participate in mutual aid efforts…. tbh it’s depressing how much we STILL want to show up for a community that has completely abandoned us
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lighting a candle to ask my dead friend to help bring my missing friend home safe … what the actual fuck is happening
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never ceases to amaze me how ppl who are consistently well-resourced + have easeful connections to familial wealth + unconditional social support are the ones that demand unlimited access to ur presence [even parasocial] w/out ever doing anything to ensure that continues to exist
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being effectively displaced by eugenicists fully knowing the potential consequences for putting you in harm’s way while you’re injecting yourself with chemo weekly will harden a person (that person is me, i am hardened beyond repair)
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and you know what? i still manage to muster a shred of compassion, often to my own detriment— because i don’t want people to have to navigate the medical industrial complex alone without resources or someone to advocate for them in the ways that i have for years & years.
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endlessly fucking devastated. we deserve to live. if you’re not protecting queer & TGNC ppl in your lives in actionable ways— you’re actively contributing to our obliteration.
verified gofundme link to support the families & survivors from Club Q ❤️🩹
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SiQ is working to build a public access database of local mask distribution efforts!
if you or a group you’re affiliated with is distributing masks in your communities and would like to be added to our network, please fill out our Google Form at 💚😷
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@chellamanart
(2/2) I suggest looking at all of the mutual aid requests online right now and donating to them directly instead of asking the same people to PayPal you first.
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wearily yelling ‘i love you, i love you, i love you’ — to everyone here❤️🩹
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new cardiologist just had a freudian slip in a telehealth appt & said ‘brain fag’ instead of ‘brain fog’
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covid—& the mass disability + death in its wake— is a direct method by the gov’t to eradicate anyone they’ve forced deeper & deeper into the intersections of multiple marginalization.
any & every tiny shred of bodily autonomy is on the line at the same time, for the same reasons!
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non/pre-disabled people have no grasp on chronicity
I think a lot of nondisabled people have never suffered, truly. That’s the only way I can rationalize ANY of you thinking anything trivial is worth the risk of SARS.
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as of May 3rd, 2023, your Covid dashboard is marked with 6,921,614 reported deaths. we know this number is far higher.
fuck all of you for your flippancy & denialism.
@WHO
[image from original tweet reposted with alt text, that WHO couldn’t bother to include]
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posting on behalf of a dear friend also in SiQ who doesn’t have twitter —
thai is a cancer survivor with multiple disabilities + an autoimmune skin disease that requires the use of $$$ hydrocolloid dressings daily
their payment / support info is here :
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cannot express the importance of therapists / facilitators making direct statements in group spaces against covid denialism
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my terminally ill dearest friend was exposed last summer & has long Covid. can’t even begin to count how many people i know that have post-viral complications + latent chronic illness activation.
but sure, fuck around & find out what it feels like to embody total devastation.
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3 yrs ago tmrw was the last time i was in an art gallery (and probably never will be again)
my degree thesis show closed entirely 2 days later on account of Covid, i was already wearing a respirator, & half of my thesis work was thrown away by the institution afterwards
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would do unspeakable things to safely sit on someone else’s couch & be made a cup of peppermint tea
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love when the body chooses to remind me its haunted. something about degenerative diseases that especially attack sites of past physical injury, trauma & abuse is such a cptsd mindfuck
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the twitter landscape has been so bleak this week with self-proclaimed leftists & socialists throwing around ableism & defeatism about Covid with wild abandon— right now? seriously? get your shit straight
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if pre-disabled ppl leaned into unpacking their internalized ableism now for the sake of those of us already bearing the brunt of its projection, and in hindsight for future versions of themselves…
things may be a little less painful for everyone involved
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rly need people to grasp that this is history repeating itself over & over again
it’s disrespectful as hell.
the CDC ignored mass death of marginalized populations during the AIDS epidemic
CDC is now ignoring mass death of marginalized populations yet again.
and you think you’re being an ally?
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@Wegmans
staff tried to de-escalate the situation but were clearly verbally harassed in the process. I’m not sure if this situation got worse, or if he was kicked out of the store.
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in the mood to single-handedly rampage at maskless ppl (from plentiful distance with an extension grabber pole to shake them)
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finding out you’re far more immunocomp than you already knew for ~7 years in one fell swoop in peak raging unmitigated global pandemics check
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@chronicallybeee
when i picked up my chemo injection treatment for lupus for the first time from the pharmacy attached to a Hopkins clinic, the pharmacist laughed & complained to me about wearing masks while actively handing me the prescription bag with “CHEMOTHERAPY” plastered across the front
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getting my prescription to start T on valentine’s day is truly too precious
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parentified oldest sibling to frenetic cleaning fixation as a means of coping with a total lack of control in circumstance pipeline
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@CouncilmanETC
@BaltimoreFire
@BaltimoreOEM
@BCFDL734
delivering pallets of water to high risk communities maskless is beyond irresponsible.
if you’re not aiming to protect these folks while ‘providing aid’, what are you doing other than a PR trip & causing the potential for mass community virus spread during multiple pandemics?
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did my first T shot tonight—because of course it had to happen on an angel number day (2/22)— & needless to say i am having Compounding Feelings™️
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ironically my thesis was a rumination on degenerative chronic illnesses, & what was thrown away was a literal cast of my bust in agar agar withering in the gallery lol
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hi friends — does anyone have resources on navigating disability rights in the workplace ? one would think that working with a non-profit that provides services to disabled people would be more accommodating to their disabled employees, but alas... (1)
#neisvoid
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not looking forward to the wave of anti-mask covid & climate crisis minimizers / denialists walking around saying their cough & other symptoms are ‘just from the smoke’
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all of you in relation & community with people being entirely careless with themselves & the ppl around them at gatherings & events tonight, and not bothering to engage in critical conversation or expressing concern— you’re enabling eugenics, ableism, and bioterrorism. that’s all
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going to start calling laterally ableist covid unsafe ppl ‘abled-adjacent’
because that’s what you want, right? to be in proximity to pleasure, academic cooptation for social/financial gain, to be relevant, to seek external gratification & ‘acceptance’ from ur abled counterparts
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raising a glass* to all of the queer trans always-kids who were so deeply traumatized by their families in relation to their identities that any sense of celebration around pride month feels out of reach
*a ceramic mug that says ‘Uranus Gas ‘N Lube Company’
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if i can offer any advice, it would be to dive deep into unpacking your internalized ableism before taking your new community as collateral because your ableism is now lateral
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thai’s venmo : SensiSkins
cashapp: $ sensiSkins
see @ art_for_thai on instagram for weekly artist donation-based raffles for consistent mutual aid efforts!
subscriptions @
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spiraling with sooo many thoughts about music & disability + disablement as a musician who transformed their idea of making because of degenerative diseases a decade before covid … but goodnight for now
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honestly provided even further context for the work and being an immunocomp disabled person navigating institutional ableism at that horrid place, thanks
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every single willingly maskless flippant fucker taking non-essential risks under the guise of ‘leisure & pleasure’ today is both eugenicist & entirely loveless toward communities they don’t deserve to be in proximity to. happy valentine’s day
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it’s entirely okay to be learning & growing into a reality that’s new for you, but don’t negate the long-term reality of others in the process
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please share !!! we need to restock supplies for incoming weather 🦋 [butterfly emoji]
all these supplies listed are accepted if u mask up & take them to the community shelf in baltimore 💌 2019 St. Paul
if ur not local (or u are and have no supplies), pls order us supplies shipped directly to us to redistribute & make care packages with:
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adding this thread here! please feel free to add your links, boost, & send funds as you can❤️🩹
drop ur payment / support links here if you’re disabled LGBTQIA2S+ and have been forced to isolate and/or risk your life repeatedly for the past 2+ years —
nondisabled ppl, the least you could do is make our lives a little easier financially if you refuse to keep us safe
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pre-disabled (& laterally ableist disabled people) can’t seem to wrap their head around the idea of chronicity.
this shit will follow me to the grave embedded right behind my ribcage. i’ll live & die furious about it.
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genuinely so pissed that i’m acutely ill from going to a RHEUMATOLOGY office— this was my only recent in-person exposure.
tested negative 3 times on flowflex rapids & lucira home test, getting PCR’d tomorrow + virtual PCP appt to figure out what to do.
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PLEASE repost for community activist & chef Mama Saray Israel—
j*hns h*pkins bought the building she lives in & is forcing her to vacate by January.
ca$happ : mamasarayisrael
GFM linked below
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the entire point is that non/pre-disabled & non-immunocomp people should be doing this organizing.
it’s physically unsafe & inaccessible for high risk disabled ppl to do this alone— & yet, we have been every fucking day for going on 3 years.
i agree that covid is still really bad and that the government has completely failed us but im confused why the vast majority of "leftist" voices are still just kind of shaming people for "not taking it seriously enough" instead of like organizing against government failure?
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you say ‘uplift & protect trans people’ online, but disengage entirely when we & our loved ones are repeatedly crushed by the system and go missing, then pretend to have been involved when we’re found dead.
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researching H5N1 & seeing rapid news rolling out about its progression is making me want to evaporate into total nothingness
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to be more clear— this is in reference to large harm redux non-profits and people who have financial access/excess, the ability to seek out tools and affirming care, and systemic + social supports
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