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@RenWaterOx
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virtual diary and random thoughts and responses to the algorithm
Joined November 2025
Humans are customizable characters. Cry about it
@RenWaterOx If u have to put on fake shit to be good lookin then u not good lookin, just a fraud. Idk why y’all be lookin for way to justify the shit
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Anger can blind you from the deeper meaning. Deeper meaning can restrict you from righteous anger. Acceptance mends the two.
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Slow season is over and my driving routes go deeper into PCH and NW Cal. I see so many beautiful places to take a gorgeous lady of mine. So many hidden beaches and cliffs. Beauty beauty
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You really do not understand the obsession with feet until you meet a woman you love
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2 nights next to the ocean with fresh grapes and strawberries, the scorching hot sun with shade, pillows and blankets, music, fizzy drinks, a live fire, fresh XL linen pants and button up buttoned to the 4th button, and 2 divine synchronicities w My lover would heal me right now.
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Observational intelligence converted into observational humor is one of my love languages. Being smart & attentive is somewhat of a burden to Self as well as a menace to others who prefer to be kept in the dark about occult matters of the world. Let’s laugh about it—together.
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Risk is also an illusion. One risk will never do it all or save you. Rather it’s the bravery and courage you gain from taking a series of risks that will free your soul enough to remember who you actually are capable of being and what needs to be done to get there.
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Hence why it bothers people when you constantly risk and destroy yourself for transformation, but still show signs of joy. It’s cognitive dissonance mixed with envy; they’ve learned that risk is not worth the pain, and that the pain would disqualify them if they were to feel it
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Something about high rep burnout sets stops my joints from being sore as well.
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The pump for the rest of the day and the next day of soreness is its own high. And I don’t give a damn what people say about junk volume, either. I do burnout sets at the end of my workout solely for the DOMs high and I still grow exponentially every 2 weeks lmaooo
Going to the gym and lifting heavy gives me an incredible high. Once you’re addicted to that high, you’ve just unlocked being healthier than 99% of your peers for the rest of your life.
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if you’re so smart how come you never had a psychosis
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CPTSD is NOT like PTSD in one major way. Most of us don't have a "moment" that broke us, but a book. A very large book.
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