Godless Goddess🔆⚧️
@RafaleEater
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I exist in the sludge between fiction and fact. | MDNI | It says Aspen on my ID
She/It
Joined August 2019
Media ADHD: "Ooh, look a squirrel! Let's go ride bikes!" Real ADHD: "I am currently ruining my own life by refusing to perform a 3-minute task that would solve 90% of my anxiety. I am fully aware of this. I am screaming internally. I physically cannot make my body stand up and
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i hope that theres a heaven you went to that i can run for instead of wherever im going now
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“I’m not THAT traumatized!” person finding out it actually isn’t normal to feel like you’re constantly on thin ice, as if everyone is always this 🤏🏻 close to being done with your crap
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I am good at computer because I hate computer. The moment my fingers touch the keyboard I am thrown into a state of pure sadistic ecstasy commanding my silicon slave around. Download this, compile that, do the needful so forth you fucking stupid Bitch idiot
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a bottle of adderall and a free week and i will perfectly cable manage this all the trade-off is that im absolutely getting off to it
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being unmedicated and figuring out which substance abuse combination has the best effects
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There is no grief quite like “oh I would have loved to talk about this with you.”
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"can you lock tf in" babes i have adhd i am locked tf out with the keys inside
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as the oldest sibling your job is to either become a brain surgeon and set the bar impossibly high or become a transexual droppout who needs to take amphetamines to do the dishes
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if you’re trans you have to learn the bass it’s okay if you don’t do anything else but you have to play bass
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i think there's actually nothing better than being randomly told "I love you" after doing something characteristically stupid. Like what do you mean I'm a lovable person and I just did something silly and you thought "of course you would do that. I love you.". No better feeling
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halo fans your days are numbered
New research reveals that constant complaining does more than annoy those around you—it can actually weaken your brain. Every time you focus on what’s wrong, your body releases stress hormones like cortisol, which interfere with neural function and reduce the brain’s ability to
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We got dudes literally making the Pipboy from Fallout for the entire earth and you’re blackpilling??
I built my own graphics library and got a whole map of my city onto a device with only 64kb of free RAM using my own rendering method written entirely in C & assembly, and a converter that take GeoJSON files and compresses them - this one went from 5mb to 34kb in my proprietary
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i don't really have bottom dysphoria, i just wish it could look perfectly flat in underwear or like a swim suit and that i could go out socially without having to worry about hiding everything all the time or the thought of it exposing me looming over my head or
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