This “small group of youtubers” has way more viewers than you buddy. Kimmel used to be way funnier but now is just washed up and irrelevant. Only reason you even get any views is cause Disney owns your show so youtube forces it onto everyones home pages.
Sometimes things happen in my life that make me wanna pack it all in and quit. Just give up and say fuck it. When that happens i think of all the people who wanna see me fail. I think of how happy they’d be to see us fuck all this up. That is my secret to never quitting 😁