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-whump gojo fic / protective suguru
-10 chapters in total
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hc where satoru was so sheltered while living at the gojo clan he didnt know what basic things were - like sweets.
aka the one where suguru is the reason satoru discovered that sweets not only stimulate his brain, but also he's got a sweet tooth
gojo fighting while his brain was deteriorating and internally bleeding, having a stroke due to strain? and he still fought until he was defeated by the world slash to protect everyone around him? pushed his limits to prove why he’s the strongest, to protect +
his students? came up with diff back up plans when he inevitably would lose but didn’t tell some bc he didn’t want them to worry? being the beacon of strength yet ultimately human? the reason why sukuna can’t use his domain and created a significant impact +
“Who did this to you?” Prompt, but make it Eruri. Levi shows up at Erwin’s front door, beaten, bloody and bruised by the hands of his husband. Here’s some angst coming your way! ⬇️⬇️ possibly will be finished and released on ao3 soon. Pls lmk what you think!
"when i first met u i thought u were cruel..."
erwin tucks a strand of levis hair behind his ear, stroking his cheek softly. levi leans into his touch, looking up at him, curiously.
"..but u are the most gentle person ive ever come to know."
10 years later
now satoru is older, buying a pastry from the same bakery, and he sits down next to suguru's grave with two cupcakes in his hand. he sets one down on the grave.
"happy anniversary," he says.
satoru takes a nibble, then a bite.
hc that levi only ever called kuchel “ma” and nothing else. she was just “ma” but he confused it with “mwah!” when he was a toddler and would blow her kisses when he called out for her
"You fight like a man plagued with self doubt." Erwin Smith went hard with that line in No Regrets : Part Two (English Dub). Sir, respectfully, degrade me.
"come with me to the bakery."
"huh?" satoru looks up from his ds, an annoyed look on his face. suguru stands in the doorway of his room. "why?"
"cause we finished with our lesson, and im hungry." suguru is already grabbing satorus wallet from his desk.
watching satoru eat isnt pretty. he takes one nibble, then a small bite, and then he inhales it like kirby.
kirby is a fitting nickname, suguru thinks.
when satoru wipes his face, suguru offers him another pastry, satoru takes it, and repeats the same process.
spoiled.
still sitting on his bed, satoru looks back down at his ds, continuing to play his game where hes taking care of dogs. "just take my wallet and go. i dont care."
okay. so maybe satoru is still angry about suguru waking him up this morning for their lesson. hes always cranky.
thinking about levi after isabel and furlan died. he goes back to the barracks and sits in his bed, alone. nobody notices him bc hes just one person instead of with two others. nobody notices bc he doesnt have any friends, and other soldiers dont like him. they think +
eruri, but the "i dont have a _, but i have a _" tiktok trend
erwin: i dont have a boyfriend. i have a levi. levi takes the duvet in the middle of the night. levi makes me tea every morning & tells me the chores we have to do around the house & if we dont the world will collapse
when erwin talks on the phone he lays on his stomach on the bed, swinging his feet back and forth and trying to hide his smile. his momdoesnt have to ask who hes talking too.
on the other line is levi, doing the same exact thing. mama kuchels never seen her son blush so hard.
suguru tilts his head to the side. "satoru, whats your favorite candy?"
"i dont know." he shrugs, and bites into another sweet treat. "never had it."
oh.
now suguru has to buy him all the candy.
"a bakery is a place that sells sweets. like cupcakes and stuff." suguru explains.
they round a corner.
"whats that?"
"whats what?"
"a cupcake."
sugurus heart drops to his ass because what. the. fuck.
"you dont know what that is?"
satorus confused. "am i supposed too?"
he can hear the smirk in satoru's voice, and if it wasnt for his headache, he would have smacked his head. "idiot."
"you love me." satoru grins.
i do.
but suguru doesnt say it out loud.
once theyre outside, suguru hates how satorus eyes squint. hes obviously in pain.
now suguru feels bad for dragging him out.
"sorry." he mumbles, stuffing his hands in his pockets as they leave campus. "i know your head hurts."
"i really thought you just wanted my company."
"no. i - well, yeah, but, huh." suguru looks for any trace of humor, but satoru looks genuinely confused.
how does the one person he know who can scarf down 6 hamburgers not know what a cupcake is.
hes known him for 3 months, but suguru does know he grew up in a clan. maybe +
suguru orders, pays (with satorus money), and brings the entree of sweets to their table. "here." he grabs a cupcake, offering it. "try this first."
"you sure this isnt your way of poisoning me?"
"if i wanted to poison you, i wouldve done it with the 6 burgers."
"true."
in the mornings. the guy doesnt get enough sleep, and he snapped at yaga this morning, who eventually let him leave to catch up on sleep. suguru had asked him if he was alright, but satoru told him it was the migraines.
its always the migraines. suguru wishes he could help.
"they didnt let you be a kid?"
"uh.. i was one, chronologically."
"right.." suguru holds out a bag to him, "carry this, we're gonna eat these back at the school."
back at campus, theyre sitting on satorus bed, snacking on all of the candy that they bought. suguru has him try one of everything, and satoru is already declaring which ones are his favorites.
"i need more."
suguru smiles, fondly. "we can restock again soon."
both of them get a sugar high and spend most of their night on their ds games, until they crash and fall asleep on satorus bed, surrounded by all the opened candy wrappers.
the next morning they both have stomach aches - but that doesnt matter.
"well, you are. now are you coming with me or not?"
"fine," satoru whines, overdramatic, and closes his ds, tossing it to the side to get up and put on his shoes.
suguru walks out first, and satoru follows him after putting his sunglasses over his eyes.
right. migraines.
"how am i supposed to know what i dont know?"
"true. okay. well you dont know about these," he gestures to the sweets, "what foods do u like?"
satoru starts listing off the food he has at the gojo clan, and suguru stops him.
"no i mean like, 'fun' foods."
"huh?"
"whats a bakery?"
suguru stumbled when his boot catches a divet in the sidewalk. "dude - what?"
satoru looks at him like hes the dumb one. "what? something i said?"
"youre joking."
satoru whines, and as people turn their heads, suguru gives in. "fine. fine."
"this bakery down the road has a large selection," suguru tries to bribe. he doesnt want to go alone, and shoko is off with utahime. "does your head still hurt or something? youre acting like a dick."
"eh?" satoru glances up at him again. "and you think im rude?"
he just never had one there?
suguru has got to change this.
"come on." suguru wraps his fingers arouns satorus wrist, "ill show you."
satorus eyes gleam. "okay!"
they round one more block, coming across the bakery suguru was talking about. satoru opens the door for him.
sometimes I wonder what Levi’s first word was when he was a kid. It was probably something regular like “mama” or something. Erwin on the other hand was probably reciting scouting formations at 12 months
they leave the bakery and go to the cstore, where satoru buys a bunch of candy that hes never seen before. his clan wouldnt let him have it. needed to keep a healthy diet to maintain focus, is what they said. suguru says thats stupid. satoru doesnt understand.
"oh wow!" satoru swallows his bite, "this place was here the whole time?! you gotta show me other places!"
"how much do you not know?" suguru asks, taking a bite of his own pastry. he splits it, and gives half to satoru, who thanks him, taking a bite.
suguru walks in first, satoru behind him. he watches satorus eyes flicker around the small bakery, his nose twitches at the smell.
"uh -" satoru looks at the big menu. "i dont know.."
"ill order for you. i think i know what youll like." suguru offers. "grab a seat."
"okay."
i think the reason why these two are my favorite is that they have this tragic story where they’re the strongest, everyone relies on them, but in the end they couldn’t save the one person that was their one and only
Here it is! Bloom🌺 is now posted! Please enjoy a cute little story, purely self indulgent, of our two favs getting the happy little life they deserve in their small town of oaksburry🤍✌🏻
its levis first time on a ferris wheel & he gets so excited, jaw drops, eyes widen, smiling wide, pointing to the landscape & telling erwin to "wow, look, erwin!" & erwin just stares at him, admiring, bc levi is such a beautiful sight when he's happy & smiling & full of love
neurodivergent levi has a hyperfixation with sharks & for his birthday, erwin takes levi to an underwater aquarium & levi cant help but stim out of happiness, bouncing on his heels, shaking his hands, squealing & pure happiness in his eyes, erwin has never been more in love (1/4)
kuchel teaches levi how to cut his hair once hes old enough to carry scissors. she taught him how to cut his undercut & all. he cuts his own hair when kuchel passes. when levi meets erwin later & one day sees erwin struggling to do his own undercut, levi helps him, undercut & all
omega Levi + alpha erwin . tw : levi is having a miscarriage . this was written forever ago but it hits close to home so pls be kind & grab some tissues . it’s another eruri work of mine that will never see the light of day on ao3.
I saw a doodle someone made of cute baby Levi and an ugly baby looking Erwin and I can’t find it but it made me laugh and now I am actively searching for it bc I saw it on Twitter and it’s so goddamn funny
“Who did this to you?” Prompt, but make it Eruri. Levi shows up at Erwin’s front door, beaten, bloody and bruised by the hands of his husband. Here’s some angst coming your way! ⬇️⬇️ possibly will be finished and released on ao3 soon. Pls lmk what you think!
alpha erwin helping levi make a nest in their shared bed, he arranges the pillows and blankets and all, and levi falls for him harder bc no alpha has done this for him before. he invites himself in, cuddles into the blankets, and feels erwin cuddle against him. this is home.
eruri small twit fic thread below! pure fluff ahead!
its been a long time - since levi has felt peace. its only been with erwin, nobody else. maybe with his ma, but that was years ago, when he was a kid. he doesn't remember that far back. his memories dont run that far.
some of my fav eruri fics, threat below!
(couldnt find some twitter handles, this isnt all of them i just have limited time on my friends laptop so heres a few of them!)
Coming next week 😊👍🏻 (pinned tweet to my profile is another snippet of this, the “who did this to you?” Prompt where whump Levi shows up on Erwin’s door step)
@Noony_Boony
I had a statistics exam that morning and woke up to the leaks, saw him dead at 7am, proceeded to take my exam at 8am, and got home and sat in silence contemplating how I fumbled my math grade over some 2D man 😭 dropped the class and I’m taking it again this semester 😂
erwin is the type of guy who’d drive his car until his gas tank is on empty, and levi gets so tired of reminding him he makes sure to check erwins car almost every day and fill the tank. erwin just thinks his car has good mileage 🚗 levis wallet is suffering in silence
hc that when levi gets excited/nervous/talks fast he stutters a bit, but erwin always patiently encourages him to get his point across bc he knows levis insecure about it
reaching out on all my social media platforms bc idk what else to do anymore. this is a rant + asking for help so pls, retweet or anything to help a girl out. i am struggling. anyway, heres whats going on.
as many of u know, i had a manipulative roomate/ex best friend. (1/7)
writing alpas!levi turning off his cochlear implant aids when he doesnt want to listen to erwin talk is the funniest thing ive ever written. hands down.
hi here’s a little domestic Eruri crack where Erwin forgets that his husband is color blind and asks him for help on his outfit to help impress his boss, cue embarrassed Erwin
Eruri, but they’re moving into their new apartment, carrying a couch (elevators broken), and they basically accidentally recreate the “PIVOT” scene from friends. Levi’s yelling pivot, and Erwin’s laughing so hard they almost drop the couch down the stairs. Life is good (almost)
#wipwednesday
needed to self project, here’s Levi, who was kicked out of his apartment he shared with his once best friend, and he goes to Erwin’s bc he knows Erwin will always be there. A bit of slightly “homeless Levi/businessman Erwin”
ive never written a twit fic before, but heres a little something. eruri on the 4th of july, but levi is afraid of fireworks and erwin, as always, is the best :) thread below!