veraaa (recovering!)
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but we cannot sit and stare at our wounds forever
edtwt
Joined June 2025
ARE YOU FUCKING JOKING
ok guys i'll stop counting calories starting at dinner if my chicken weighs less than 120g deal?
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i hadn't panicked abt gaining 30g in the morning but i am now, literally what the fuck am i doing to myself i can't do this i can't
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forcing yourself to choose recovery when you don't even want to is another kind of struggle
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i'm literally still so full from dinner, idk why i'm having breakfast
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i wanted to skip breakfast so bad but i didn't, despite having nobody to tell me to have it or support me while i have it
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there's no reason to freak out over breakfast! yes, there's almonds and ppumpkin seeds in it, but those are healthy fats and cannot hurt me. and who cares if it's 500 calories, i need those calories
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milky coffee tastes sm better when u don't limit the milk amount
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so when does not weighing food start to feel freeing rather than daunting
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good morning, i still don't hae any desire to recover. i weighed myself andmy yogurt but i didnt freak out from the minimal weight gain and i'm still choosing to challenge myself with scrambled oats, seeds and nuts added, and free pouring my milk
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if i don't start to feel better in two months i'm relapsing idc
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i literally have so many opportunities to relapse, why don't i take them if i don't want to recover i'm such a fake anorexic
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Fun facts to get to know me ๐๐๐ Im chopped I'm fat I'm chronically online I have 0 irl friends I have no life Im actively suicidal I'm in my academic downfall era I have a fucked relationship w food I'm in an abusive relationship w myself I have fucked up mental health
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when my loving and caring mother doesnโt let me starve myself because she cares about my physical and mental wellbeing
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Trying to fill my mind with positive affirmations but there is this recurring thought in the back of my mind about Killing myself that wont go away
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i'm still so full and nauseous and abt to fo go sleep send help, i don't want to eat ever again
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