happy midsummer, here's a lake picture 💙

and I make some friends irl who live nearby. maybe I should take even more Japanese courses locally in person? even though it's expensive and nearly pointless because I'm already studying it in uni. but just to meet people??? hmmm.

istg I'm so done with not having any friends in the city where I live in at literally any point in my life, so now that I've moved, and my next uni course is only part-time, I'm going to fill the rest of my calendar full of random ass hobbies until something sticks . .

jogging for 20 minutes straight for the first time, just barely managed it

RT @y_e_j_j_i_: 🫣

can't say for sure but I'm pretty convinced that this is why I got rejected from like 5 different art schools back in the day.

It feels so freeing to just draw random fun stuff without any regard to likeability / marketability, potential for printing, etc etc 🥹.If only I always had the time to do that.

This is actually so true, I do all of these things almost daily, and it's actually also the reason I started streaming art back then.

First good sleep in ages and the headache is finally going away too thank goodness 🥹.

It felt soooo good this morning to wake up and *not* be dripping all over with sweat 😭✨✨✨.

Finland's heat wave is over!!!!🥳🎉💃🏼🎊🧊🍨✨🌟❄️🌧️😊😊😊.I survived!!!!!. and may it never come back!! .I don't care that August is still peak summer shoo shoo.

Finland has been around 30°C for 20 days straight now and I'm being cooked alive in my apartment, which should rather be called a sauna instead of a living environment . But it seems like this period of Dante's inferno will end tomorrow if the current forecast is to be trusted!🙏🏼.

I was gonna draw one of those quick studies per day but I've been knocked out with a headache all day 🥹. It's clearly due to the heat because it disappeared in the air conditioned grocery store and came back the second I got back home 🥺.

I finished week 4 of C25K!!!! 🏃🏼‍♀️. I've never had good endurance so I wanted to try my best to improve it, it's really hard so far 😅.

I was gonna draw, but then there was a razer synapse update (for the keypad I'm using for shortcuts) and little did I realize that the update would delete all my shortcuts 😂 . So I spent the evening remapping all the shortcuts to the keypad.wah. what a waste of time.

It's been between 28-30℃ in my apartment for two weeks now and I'm feeling so sleep deprived and sad 😭. I'd like to hug someone (preferably, a cute girl) for like 30 minutes to restore my happiness gauge and energy please 🥺.

How is it even possible that I bought an ice cream called "double chocolate" and it was vanilla! Give me a refund!.

My heart breaks for all the people affected by this vshojo scandal :(. Getting your trust and passions trampled on by the people who were supposed to help and be on your side. that must be devastating. Not even a first for some of the talents involved :/.

Finnish rye bread is the best~ 🥰 I'm so happy to eat delicious rye bread every day 😌. today a neighbor woke me up early but I wasn't even mad because I'm so looking forward to my tasty breakfast sandwiches 🤤.

One thing I'm absolutely not going to say anymore is that I'm going to try my best. I'm tired of trying my best. Always trying your best and pushing yourself to your limits is not a sustainable way to live. I'm going to try at 80%, and all will be good I hope!.

Anyway, I guess I just wanted to straighten out my thoughts, and write a bit about what's been going on in my life aside from studying and drawing. I do hope I can continue to recover and regain my passion for art, and actually enjoy life again. :).