i'm tired of bettering myself, from this point on i'm only getting worse

killing yourself on new years probably feels good as fuck

Today is hard for me because I don’t like endings or beginnings or doing any reflection

Going into 2026 fat and scared

if three ghosts visited me on christmas I’d make them play mario party with me

gnawing at the fucking bars of my enclosure

i was put on this earth to hang out with people as they close at work

guy at the hotel bar won’t stop talking about his truck

foia-ing the bodycam from the cops i called tonight to see if i looked pretty while hysterically sobbing about my insane mother

it’s like 3 dog night but worse

3 beta blocker morning

an escape room but you have to figure out which bills your mother in active psychosis hasn’t paid

got demoted but my pay is staying the same so who cares i guess

i keep organically seeing tweets about the netflix diddy doc and it’s like i’ve been hearing about this at work every day of my life for the last year now i gotta read tweets about it while i’m on vacation????

who up bentoing they box

i have the sunday scaries except i’m in the future (tokyo) so it’s monday night scaries

weighed myself so i could weigh my suitcase and i’ve lost 15 lbs lfg

i can’t wait to use my bird app in japan

all my friends are gay or emotionally unavailable

the witch that pulled my tarot at the ren faire said that there’s a relationship brewing rn as if i’m going to start dating someone currently in my circle and it’s like i don’t think you understand queen i haven’t talked to a man that’s interested in women in years