your father's blood will be your blood until you're both rotting in the ground. when you stare in the mirror, his face will be glaring back at you with the utter disdain and disappointment only a father can truly have.
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⠀⠀ ﹡ did a really fun thing with really fun people. thanks for letting me drop an album ,new york. / hice algo realmente divertido con gente realmente divertida. #̲
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⠀⠀ ﹡ today’s r/samloomis winner: “ her voice was higher before the trauma. ” great observation ,i also thought i was straight.
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as littles that she’s placed on top of their dresser. the most thoughtful ,most nostalgic gift she’s ever received.
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it doesn’t stop. even after release ,it doesn’t stop.
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⠀⠀ this kid came to me just days after i won a fight for my life … again !! i was wary of returning to rp after months ﹠. scared i couldn’t do them justice; ﹠. now ,i can’t live without them.
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⠀⠀ my favorite trauma victim to consensually hug is gale weathers ,former / current head of top story ,total entertainment ,﹠. good morning with gale weathers.
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⠀⠀ that being said: if 𝘪 unfollow / don’t follow you back ,it is entirely because my adhd is so severe to the point where if i engage in a single act of unserious writing ,i will never be serious again. 😭
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⠀⠀ i’d like to offer my deepest ,sincerest apologies to anyone who’s ever felt any sort of attraction towards me. except for that one guy i killed.
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⠀⠀ it is never anything personal ,i adore everyone. i’ve just put so much time into my characters that i can’t afford to lose to my brain wanting to shit itself on tl.
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⠀⠀ heart of blood around their neck is warm against the skin. pen to paper dictates possible arpeggios ,scratches breath marks ,﹠. scribbles a myriad of lyrics yet to stick.
it doesn’t stop. even after release ,it doesn’t stop.
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⠀⠀ it’s the same brick walls everyday 𖬺͟. they’re closing in 𖬺͟. the room’s dirty 𖬺͟. the fucking’s half - hearted 𖬺͟. the scars are deep red 𖬺͟. the sounds are loud 𖬺͟. the sun is bright 𖬺͟. the god is fake 𖬺͟. -- …
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pretty sure if I tried,
he wouldn’t even feel
me de-wig him. 𝘰𝘳, he’d
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absorb my luscious head
of hair. that’d be kind of
a bummer, honestly.
I can’t be bald 𝐚𝐧𝐝
eyeless.
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muse was born in 1997 ﹠. is written as an agender lesbian.
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⠀⠀ back where you haunt me ‚ where she saved me. a 𝘷𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘮 of someone elses rage ‚ like many others. hand shakes. you took my calm. / 6:56 𝑷𝑴. 6:56 𝑷𝑴. 6:56 𝑷𝑴. ⠀⠀
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⠀⠀ my name is samantha carpenter. it’s 6:10 ,𖬺͟. we’ve sat in silence for twenty minutes. the food’s gone cold. the quiet makes my skin crawl. i only wanted to wish you a good day.
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⠀⠀ account is handled by daphne ,1996 ,sapphic. writer’s pronouns are she / her ,muse favors they / them but will accept she / her socially ﹠. he / him romantically.
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⠀⠀ psychosis ,﹠. sex work are / will be present on this account.
content will not be tagged due to prevalence but will be handled with extreme care. lack of consideration towards these topics ,whether towards this muse ,
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⠀⠀ for my birthday this year i’m asking that we all get together 𖬺͟. rob mark kincaid’s body. my mom ﹙ gale weathers ﹚ worked really hard to make this world safer for me 𖬺͟. i want to make sure i appreciate her efforts fully.
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⠀⠀ the post office closes at 4 -- that’s * 𝘴𝘪𝘹 minutes to sign off on this letter , run across town ,𖬺͟. drop it in the bin. but where’s the— 𝘧𝘶𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘮𝘱.
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⠀⠀ held ‘ round throat by sleep inertia with eyes too blurry 𖬺͟. fucked to properly read the name displayed across phone’s screen -- looks like it might be another u͟nknown caller.
not in the business of answering those.
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⠀⠀ show down in austin today. very excited to be sharing this bus with a bunch of reject band members who don’t understand you’re not actually supposed to shit in the toilet as a courtesy.
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