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⠀⠀⠀ *﹙🎴﹚ ⠀at⠀ least⠀ curse⠀ me⠀ a⠀ little⠀ at⠀ the⠀ very⠀ end, @lostaffections . ⠀ ◝

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9 months
my six eyes tell me you're suguru geto but my soul knows otherwise.
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5 months
have you eaten? (i love you). did you get enough sleep last night? (i love you). how do you feel today? (i love you). did you have a nice day? (i love you). will you come on a walk with me? (i love you).
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6 months
have you eaten? (i love you). did you get enough sleep last night? (i love you). how do you feel today? (i love you). did you have a nice day? (i love you). will you come on a walk with me? (i love you).
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8 months
what the hell is a dnf heatwaves
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8 months
i burn you? / you melt me.
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1 month
░Y░A░O░I░ ░I░N░ ░B░I░O░
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6 months
the hour of my execution is almost here. for the sinner, the curtain call has come. i know i may not sound it, but, faced with death, i find myself a little afraid. perhaps this is one thing both gods and humans have in common.
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8 months
whose heartbeat is it, then? mine? that's absurd, i’m not even human. something as sophisticated as a heart wouldn't suit me.
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@holyaches
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8 months
despite everything, it's still you.
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2 months
have you eaten? (i love you). did you get enough sleep last night? (i love you). how do you feel today? (i love you). did you have a nice day? (i love you). will you come on a walk with me? (i love you).
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@holyaches
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8 months
thank you for teaching me what it’s like to be human. maybe i almost was.
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@holyaches
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2 months
i wanted to feel loved without feeling like i was begging for it.
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@holyaches
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8 months
if our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy?
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@holyaches
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7 months
you've changed. you're getting weak.
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8 months
i am crime, and i am punishment.
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5 months
i would recognize you in total darkness. i would recognize you in another lifetime entirely, in different bodies, different times. and i would love you in all of this, until the very last star in the sky burnt out into oblivion.
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6 months
this world is cruel but still very beautiful. this world is cruel but i still love you.
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@holyaches
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7 months
but i am working hard,i am! somebody please,somebody be nice to me!
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@holyaches
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5 months
i don't think people love me. they love versions of me i have spun for them, versions of me they have construed in their minds. the easy versions of me, the easy parts of me to love.
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@holyaches
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8 months
yes, of course. “home” is wherever we are together.
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@holyaches
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1 month
sorry i didn't kiss you, but it's obvious i wanted to.
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4 months
ah, right ... then ... i'll kill myself instead.
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6 months
i don't think people love me. they love versions of me i have spun for them, versions of me they have construed in their minds. the easy versions of me, the easy parts of me to love.
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6 months
nothing in the world belongs to me but my love, mine, all mine, all mine
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8 months
well then, amuse me. surrender is a valid option. i promise i'll be gentle.
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1 month
america ya :D
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5 months
i have a very childlike rage, and a very childlike loneliness.
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@holyaches
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5 months
i wish we could've met as kids. you would've loved the softer me.
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@holyaches
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5 months
for as long as i exist, you will always be loved.
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@holyaches
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5 months
you were a wonderful experience. you were ... everything.
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5 months
it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, ——why can’t i dіe?
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@holyaches
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7 months
nothing in the world belongs to me but my love, mine, all mine, all mine
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6 months
i'm so mentally stable, it's insane. i have bpd: beautiful princess disorder. i'm so clear-pilled that i can see through the matrix. i'm neither left-wing nor right-wing, i have angel wings that grow whenever i transcend into space.
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@holyaches
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5 months
i always think of you before i fall asleep. the words you said, the way you looked. the things we laughed about, the silent moments we shared. and when i dream, i'll dream of you. because it's about you, it's always about you.
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@holyaches
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5 months
tell me every terrible thing you ever did, and let me love you anyway.
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@holyaches
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9 months
my best friend did. my one and only.
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@holyaches
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8 months
i'm always soft for you, that's the problem. you could come knocking on my door five years from now and i would open my arms wider and say 'come here,it's been too long,it felt like home with you.'
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@holyaches
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4 months
ah, right ... then ... i'll kill myself instead.
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@holyaches
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8 months
this is also my farewell to you, it's unfortunate that it had to come to this, but from the seven years since we met all we've done is quarrel with each other now that i think of it.
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@holyaches
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7 months
we will be reunited, dear brother. but not here, not now.
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6 months
to die by your side is such a heavenly way to die.
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5 months
i don't wanna die. i sometimes wish i'd never been born at all.
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6 months
i could recognize him by touch alone, by smell; i would know him blind, by the way his breaths came and his feet struck the earth. i would know him in death, at the end of the world.
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5 months
you're out of touch. i'm out of time.
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5 months
i am destroying myself so other people can't. it's the worst kind of control but it's the only form i know.
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8 months
i burn you? / you melt me.
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6 months
i'm scared of the love i have for you. because i know it will ruin me. and i also know that i will let it.
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3 months
under different circumstances we could have been great rivals, perhaps even friends. i wonder why we couldn't have met a few years earlier.
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@holyaches
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4 months
i love you, in ways you've never been loved, for reasons you've never been told, for longer than you think you deserved and with more than you will ever know existed inside me.
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@holyaches
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8 months
M-A-M-A-B-O-Y, MAMA'S BOY, MAMA'S BOY.
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7 months
nothing's new, nothing's new nothing's new, nothing's new nothing's new, nothing's new nothing's new, nothing's new
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2 months
it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, ——why can’t i dіe?
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@holyaches
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6 months
i wanted to feel loved without feeling like i was begging for it.
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9 months
love me. love me. love me, more and more, love me. love me so much that it’s maddening.
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2 months
i love you like the moon loves the stars.
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8 months
we were going to be together forever, we were going to be together forever.
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7 months
why'd you touch my hand?! do you want to die?!
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3 months
i'm not going to be loved in this lifetime, am i?
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4 months
ah, right ... then ... i'll kill myself instead.
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17 days
ah, right ... then ... i'll kill myself instead.
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7 months
'am i cute?' / 'the cutest in the whole world.'
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4 months
i don't wanna die. i sometimes wish i'd never been born at all.
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7 months
how does it feel to be so loved yet so alone?
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6 months
maybe i really was born just to meet you.
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5 months
i'd cut my soul into a million different pieces just to form a constellation to light your way home. i'd write love poems to the parts of yourself you can't stand. i'd stand in the shadows of your heart and tell you i'm not afraid.
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1 month
it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, ——why can’t i dіe?
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9 months
despite everything, it's still you.
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4 months
thanks to you, i am saddled with unnecessary … feelings.
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6 months
to die by your side is such a heavenly way to die.
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4 months
ah, right ... then ... i'll kill myself instead.
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6 months
please, god! i’m begging you, please don’t take my little brother away!
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5 months
i'm not going to be loved in this lifetime, am i?
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6 months
you are the sun. bright, beautiful, the world needs you. i am the moon, constantly chasing you.
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5 months
please don't say you love me.
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5 months
and i love you so much, i'm going to let you kill me.
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6 months
to me,the one basking in infinite glory is you; the one fallen from grace is also you. what matters is you,not the state of you.
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8 months
because it's such a revolting idea. how could it be possible to love a person like me?
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6 months
we looked at each other a little too long to be just friends.
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3 months
moon, tell me if i could send up my heart to you? so, when i die, which i must do, could it shine down here with you?
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6 months
the truth is: i'm from the future. i've met you over and over and every time in every time i've had to watch you die. what do i have to do to save you? i kept doing this month over again searching for the answer.
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5 months
you hate me, don't you? i hate myself too.
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5 months
thank you for a love that doesn't make me feel lonely.
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6 months
i never knew that love had a sound, until i heard you laugh.
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9 months
i understand. i understand it better than anyone else. this is my mistake ... that i have destroyed our future with my own hands. an ending like this is the best punishment. alone in a world without you ... where i can't even die.
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7 months
i love you. today. tonight. tomorrow. forever. if i were to live a thousand years, i would belong to you for all of them. if i were to live a thousand lives, i would want to make you mine in each one.
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4 months
i did not like to be touched, but it was a strange dislike. i did not like to be touched because i craved it too much. i wanted to be held very tight so i would not break.
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5 months
how does it feel to be so loved yet so alone?
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6 months
thanks to you, i am saddled with unnecessary … feelings.
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5 months
the number of hours we have together is actually not so large. please linger near the door uncomfortably instead of just leaving. please forget your scarf in my life and come back later for it.
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5 months
it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, ——why can’t i dіe?
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9 months
'cause, i feel like i'm the worst, so i always act like i'm the best.
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4 months
i never understood what made your lips on my neck such an intimate affair until your teeth grazed my pulse and i realized you could tear open my throat and make me bleed out in your arms, but instead you chose to kiss.
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5 months
i just miss you, in a quite simple, desperate, human way.
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2 months
ah, right ... then ... i'll kill myself instead.
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5 months
you were a wonderful experience. / you were ... everything.
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6 months
my darling, you will never be unloved by me. you are too well tangled in my soul.
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4 months
i don't wanna die. i sometimes wish i'd never been born at all.
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6 months
i'm mr. loverman oh, and i miss my lover
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6 months
“ i want to die. ” “ dream on. ”
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4 months
what does freedom really mean when demanded of you by a god?
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5 months
we were friends that spoke like lovers and that seemed to be enough for two teenagers who were scared to love one another.
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