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⠀⠀⠀ ＊﹙🎴﹚ ⠀at⠀ least⠀ curse⠀ me⠀ a⠀ little⠀ at⠀ the⠀ very⠀ end， @lostaffections. ⠀ ◝
Joined June 2023
have you eaten? (i love you). did you get enough sleep last night? (i love you). how do you feel today? (i love you). did you have a nice day? (i love you). will you come on a walk with me? (i love you).
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you realize that grief is perhaps the last and final translation of love. and i think， you know， this is the last act of loving someone. and you realize that it will never end.
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have you eaten? (i love you). did you get enough sleep last night? (i love you). how do you feel today? (i love you). did you have a nice day? (i love you). will you come on a walk with me? (i love you).
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what the hell is a dnf heatwaves.
i burn you? / you melt me.
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whose heartbeat is it, then? mine? that's absurd， i’m not even human. something as sophisticated as a heart wouldn't suit me.
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the hour of my execution is almost here. for the sinner， the curtain call has come. i know i may not sound it， but， faced with death， i find myself a little afraid. perhaps this is one thing both gods and humans have in common.
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thank you for teaching me what it’s like to be human. maybe i almost was.
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no， we're not soulmates. this is not divine intervention. and this is most certainly not chance. i willed this. i knit the threads of fate myself until they spelled your name. i love you with every bit of conscience i was born with.
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i would recognize you in total darkness. i would recognize you in another lifetime entirely， in different bodies， different times. and i would love you in all of this， until the very last star in the sky burnt out into oblivion.
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this world is cruel but still very beautiful. this world is cruel but i still love you.
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i want to kiss you. not on your mouth， but on your most secret scars， your ashy black and journeyed knees， your ring finger， the trigger finger， those hands the world fears so much.
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i don't think people love me. they love versions of me i have spun for them， versions of me they have construed in their minds. the easy versions of me， the easy parts of me to love.
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please， god! i’m begging you， please don’t take my little brother away!.
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well then， amuse me. surrender is a valid option. i promise i'll be gentle.
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i don't think people love me. they love versions of me i have spun for them， versions of me they have construed in their minds. the easy versions of me， the easy parts of me to love.
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nothing in the world belongs to me.but my love， mine， all mine， all mine.
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have you eaten? (i love you). did you get enough sleep last night? (i love you). how do you feel today? (i love you). did you have a nice day? (i love you). will you come on a walk with me? (i love you).
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i'm not a good person， i'm barely a person at all. but someday i'll be perfect， and i'll make up for it all.
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it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， ——why can’t i dіe?.
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have you eaten? (i love you). did you get enough sleep last night? (i love you). how do you feel today? (i love you). did you have a nice day? (i love you). will you come on a walk with me? (i love you).
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nothing in the world belongs to me .but my love， mine， all mine， all mine.
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i'm so mentally stable， it's insane. i have bpd: beautiful princess disorder. i'm so clear-pilled that i can see through the matrix. i'm neither left-wing nor right-wing， i have angel wings that grow whenever i transcend into space.
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i always think of you before i fall asleep. the words you said， the way you looked. the things we laughed about， the silent moments we shared. and when i dream， i'll dream of you. because it's about you， it's always about you.
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i'm always soft for you， that's the problem. you could come knocking on my door five years from now and i would open my arms wider and say 'come here，it's been too long，it felt like home with you.'.
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i don't think people love me. they love versions of me i have spun for them， versions of me they have construed in their minds. the easy versions of me， the easy parts of me to love.
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this is also my farewell to you， it's unfortunate that it had to come to this， but from the seven years since we met all we've done is quarrel with each other now that i think of it.
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i could recognize him by touch alone， by smell; i would know him blind， by the way his breaths came and his feet struck the earth. i would know him in death， at the end of the world.
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i am destroying myself so other people can't. it's the worst kind of control but it's the only form i know.
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under different circumstances we could have been great rivals， perhaps even friends. i wonder why we couldn't have met a few years earlier.
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i'm scared of the love i have for you. because i know it will ruin me. and i also know that i will let it.
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i love you， in ways you've never been loved， for reasons you've never been told， for longer than you think you deserved and with more than you will ever know existed inside me.
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nothing's new， nothing's new .nothing's new， nothing's new .nothing's new， nothing's new .nothing's new， nothing's new.
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i love you. i'll write it in waves. in skies. in my heart. you'll never see， but you will know. i'll be all the poets，i'll kill them all and take each one's place in turn，and every time love's written it will be to you.
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it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， ——why can’t i dіe?.
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love me. love me. love me， more and more， love me. love me so much that it’s maddening.
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we were going to be together forever， we were going to be together forever.
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i want to kiss you. not on your mouth， but on your most secret scars， your ashy black and journeyed knees， your ring finger， the trigger finger， those hands the world fears so much.
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it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， ——why can’t i dіe?.
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i'd cut my soul into a million different pieces just to form a constellation to light your way home. i'd write love poems to the parts of yourself you can't stand. i'd stand in the shadows of your heart and tell you i'm not afraid.
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it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， it hurts， ——why can’t i dіe?.
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