43.4kg | bmi 16.3
really scared of going up bc i have to slowly get back to solids again bc my teeth are ouch but i don’t like the thought of gaining ;-;
was too anxious to take better photos bc ppl but the mirror irl made me feel like i looked at least a tiny bit small:,) but i look enormous on pics so idk why i even tried
stuff i’ve eaten lately besides food food
scary but including stuff more has made it way easier to not overeat/binge🤞🏼
eating snacks and stuff considered “unhealthy” won’t fuck up anything, it might even help
it’s alright to have treats even tho the guilt can be much💜
food from yesterday wasnt too bad tho/: i kept trying to stop by drinking water or make something “healthy” or something small but it kept escalating>: i hate stress binges
i miss drawing so much. music, art, photography, writing, reading. mh has taken it all, the creativeness is still in me, i draw w my eyes and play music along w my thoughts, but it’s all locked up and isolated.
MMMM😼
one of the most calorific bowls ive ever made.. but THE TEXTURE and the flavor.. so worth it
378c 28.2p🌱
10.1g fiber^^ only shit i got🥲
desc in alt^^