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@s0ulDirect0r

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mystery & dopeness. artist. sorcerer. quest guide and chaos agent @ the Service Guild.

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anansi 🌞 in nyc
13 days
THE PRIMAL IMPULSE - what do y’all see? what do you feel? what does this evoke in body, thought, heart? share with me, please, so that i may understand.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
@nvpkp back of house line cook at buffalo wild wings in tuscaloosa, AL reporting in, that shit was wild…remembering the deep relief of the first ‘wet t-shirt’ (this insane high-proof mixed drink we always got) with the team after each shift 🤌🏾
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
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@m_ashcroft holy shit that’s cool
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
4 months
damn, my worst nightmare of my early 20s came true. i ended up being one of those “failure to launch” kind of men. and i’m still alive. i guess i just keep going now 😂😅
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
4 months
incarnating on this planet is a devastatingly heroic act and I am so fucking proud of all of us
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6 months
weird premonition that theater becomes relevant again as AI tech advances
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
everyone wants a calling until they can actually Hear it and it becomes a permanent fixture of their experience annihilating anything in its way
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
watching myself say increasingly unhinged shit, in emails, tweets, video calls, everywhere. i'm holding back less and less. if i feel love for someone i tell them i love them. if i like someone's vibe i'll say some flirty shit. it's kind of nice.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
starting to understand my role in this life. never having mentors. no ancestors. i’m being groomed to be the ancestor and mentor i’ve never had. fuck, man.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
5 months
note to self: accept & master living in this world instead of wishing in the darkest shadows of your heart for it to be destroyed and replaced with one you can win in.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
10 months
what book really blew your mind and opened you up to a deeper awareness and intelligence around relationships and relating to people?
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
8 months
I did a kintsugi workshop this weekend and this is the artifact that came from it. I did a bit too good a job breaking my cup at the start…and I ultimately couldn’t put it all back together. And yet…that Hole, feels so important to the whole piece
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
9 months
did you know you can simply refuse to let people kill your vibe?
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
10 months
are you still resisting the call, even partially?
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
11 months
type of guy whose job it is to wander around the world and keep the flow of magic strong and unblocked
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
@sashachapin i got in a giant group brawl in college and it was one of the most surprisingly amazing experiences of my life. probably not the most wholesome example but...man it felt good. seeing my friend getting ganged up on and jumping in, all of us fighting these asshole frat boys...
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
@Bolverk15 i would watch the shit out of this
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
10 months
embodying offering sex and dates as an act of generosity instead of craving them as a hungry ghost
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
why do y'all keep living? what keeps you going, moving forward? whatever you're doing...why?
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
I need to stop doing yoga because I think it’s doing exactly what it’s supposed to and that is terrifying
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
i have a question: what exactly IS a shitpost? i like the idea of doing it more, but i don't even get it at a vibe level. please help me understand 🙇🏿‍♂️
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
i’m finally getting some traction reading Unsong and holy shit this is amazing.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
yeah I’m ready to show my physical face again.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
i regret to admit there’s a part of me that’s almost exclusively looking at women as sex objects right now i am so sorry please persecute me please cancel me tell me how evil and terrible i am ruin my life 🥵
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
6 months
fuck it, everyone start yearning in the replies
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
1/5 I suck at making money, I'm broke as hell, and I'm ready (and I NEED) for that to stop today. So I have a request: I would really love it if someone would sit down with me help me figure out how I can best use my creative, technical, and imaginal skills to make some cash ASAP
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
@sama the immense value of being Really Fucking Cool
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
YO I BEEN KNOWN HOW TO ENTER THE JHANAS LMFAO, i just immediately sank into some positive charge hanging out in my body, let go of the breath and went right in!! i had no fucking idea it was this simple!
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
9 months
if you dig someone’s vibe, connect with them as much as you can while they are around. the flow of life is strange and you might not get another chance, at least not for a long time.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
5 months
oh fuck yeah
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@michaelcurzi
𝖒𝖎𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖊𝖑𝖈𝖚𝖗𝖟𝖎
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I'm into it 😂
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
send me a face pic and i’ll turn you into a sorcerer
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
4 months
it’s my birthday today and i have turned 35. here’s to getting older and weirder and hopefully wiser! honored to be living this crazy life with you all!
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
i am often filled with grief for a home and a tribe that was lost long before i was ever born, that i can never avenge or be compensated for.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
gm im vibing so fucking hard rn
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 months
oh so I’m a bunch of waves vibrating through an infinite field of waves
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
i could clean up so hard financially just teaching dudes out here how to dress and individuate themselves
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 months
i’ve been watching my dad decay and die of prostrate cancer for the past couple of months. it feels like i’m watching the end of an era for my family. life is crazy man.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
VIBES ARISE when the soul director and the love pilgrim @tasshinfogleman make dope art together
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
let's replace 'be yourself' with 'allow yourself' in the memetic lexicon that energy is what ultimately has made the biggest difference. allowing my creativity to run free, allowing my curiosity to run wild, allowing my sexuality to flow, allowing my identity to be fluid.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
@Aella_Girl love my hair
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
it’s ok to like women (this was such a wild thing to find a charge in my body around that i had to share it. apparently i’ve been lowkey shaming myself for having crushes and attractions lmao)
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
the fact that music exists and is a thing that people dedicate their lives to just constantly blows my mind and electrified my heart. god bless all y’all making music right now.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
9 months
fun is a good enough reason to do something
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
9 months
I think about this all the time
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James Stuber 🌱🌿🌳🍂
3 years
Mission: help as many people as possible move to the right
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
5 months
y’know. before today, i mostly felt like i was kind of ready to die. i wouldn’t have any regrets. i’ve lived a pretty wild and full life in a lot of ways. this morning though…idk. something shifted. i’m not done yet. i want to see more, do more. get into even weirder shit.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
4 months
fought as hard as i could and still lost. it’s kind of freeing to be honest. i already failed! don’t have to fight anymore. all i can do now is live as skillfully as i can using what I’ve experienced.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
today i became aware of the idea of this 5th stage of adult development, fluidity/meta-rationality. that shit hit like a bomb. i've been wondering for a while why i'm in this scene. i think i'm supposed to learn from you all how to reach stage 5...
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
10 months
this is now my pfp thank you utsu ❤️‍🔥
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Lore-Kun
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@s0ulDirect0r …永遠に
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
waking thought: i wonder how many women would be up for hooking up if i simply just asked instead of assuming we have to have a Meaningful Relationship and it is Going Somewhere?
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
it's starting to feel clear what happened to me in 2019 in NYC. i accomplished all of the goals i had up to that point. i got out of debt. i started getting laid. i had community and creative hobbies. and i was wiped the fuck out from all of it.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
6 months
mystery and dopeness. my vow. my way of being, crystallized in this sigil. what does it evoke in you? do y’all think it fits my vibe?
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
what do you really, deeply appreciate about your life right now?
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
it's ok to be a nobody
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 months
my dad called me a good son tonight 🥲
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
why are all of you so hot and smart? it's so fucked i keep meeting y'all and you're all just fucking hot geniuses
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
9 months
the courage to be low-status
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
feelin’ cute, probably will delete later fr
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
16 days
i grew up feeling really alienated from my culture, my environment, my family, basically everything, and i think i've been carrying that around with me this whole time, and maybe it's time to set it down
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
16 days
it's ok to belong
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
9 months
normalize giving longer and deeper hugs
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
Aight, I feel ready to share this: on March 31st, 2022 at about 3:30 pm PST, I took part in a private Bufo ceremony and experienced 5-MeO-DMT. I’ve been slowly watching it play out and reactivate over the past two days…and y’all…this shit wild.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
today’s my birthday and I have a request: if you have a memory of me having a positive impact on you, I’d love to hear about it.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
11 months
it’s ok to stop punishing yourself
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
I’ve had a desire arise very clearly for me since the gala: I desire the opportunity to attend an artist’s residency where my basic needs are met and I’m surrounded by other creatives while I hone my craft because it will make me feel supported, inspired, and joyous.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
it’s so strange how i’ve been for about a year exactly now. just creating non-stop. passing on hanging out, or partying, just because creating feels like THE most important thing i could be doing with my time and the only way to see my desires fulfilled.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 month
I completely lost my shit in awe and wonder at this. Fucking transcendent.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
11 months
blew my fucking mind out into space when this happened
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Patricia Mou
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@bashu_thanks The moment these 3 serendipitously stumbled across each other, all wearing @s0ulDirect0r ’s art 🥹
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2 years
Descent Into Hell: What I Learned About Ecstasy, Imagination, and Myself In 90 Minutes of Dancing A story thread 🧵
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
do you love your mind? ive been resenting and hating this mind for a long time…I just saw that. that’s why I’ve been trying to change it for so long. time to let that shit go.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
4 months
for the sake of my integrity i need to publicly admit that Steve Jobs is actually one of my biggest heroes. reading the Isaacson biography rocked my world. blew my mind to realize someone could be so epic and wounded and mystical all in one package.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
the LOVER, designed by ME (and the Muse, love u girl)
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1 year
gm
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11 months
there is always more Dopeness
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
Hello~~I’m Matthew, I haven’t been around here in a while…I felt like taking off Anansi’s Mask for a bit to chill out while some energy moves. What’s good and alive in y’all lives?
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
5 months
it's hitting me right now, that despite how hard this year was, it was almost certainly the best of all possible timelines for me. that makes me...feel...a very complex mix of emotions. there's this nugget of suppressed gratitude under all of it, and i don't want to feel it lol
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
you way out of ya depth. i'm gonna need you to sit down slowly, and hand over the amulet. (if you see this drop a photo of yourself as the villain)
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@embryosophy
+ big buddhi +
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if you see this drop a photo of yourself as the villain
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
what's do you call it when someone's really attracted to presence? like a sapiosexual but replace intelligence with being really aware in the moment
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
a dark, beautiful gift i feel i received from growing up black, is being constantly shown by the culture, from a very young age, that i would possibly be imprisoned or die violently one day, and that i need to Bet My Life on what's truly important to me.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
it is wild how insanely alive and energetic i feel lately. it is so inspiring to realize that all I need to live is God. not money, not sex, not even food for real. (i know how intense that sounds i promise i’m ok (???) and i ate today)
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
10 months
once again my belief that people don’t miss me when I’m gone has been shredded I hope you’re all happy, making me believe in my worth n shit
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
oh…i…am not in control of my awakening. it’s just happening, on its own time, at its own pace. this being lets go of things when it’s time and the process continues. Grace, grace, grace is everything. what?
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
i’ve been experiencing a daily viscerally felt bliss in my body with no effort on my part. it’s been arising as let go of my charges/attachments, spreading out through the core of my body, especially alive in my root and pelvis rn. this is crazy. i wished for this for years, man.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
...Whoa. Just looked inside, and asked if I ACTUALLY want my problems to be solved, and it came back 'No' That's crazy to feel and see my attachment to my problems...like they are a part of who "I" am. That's gonna be fun and weird to dissolve. (Welcome to Anansi's Dharma arc)
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
10 months
TIL on some level I genuinely believed the purpose of life was to suffer and struggle. letting that BS go.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
the miracle of a 19-day long relationship that ends with both parties laughing and celebrating how awesome it was. what a World we live in.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
damn TIL according to Eastern Body, Western Mind, i have all the psychological symptoms of a blocked root chakra. this book is fire and I’ve got some shit to continue working on…
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
9 months
i’m hanging out with a baby today, doing babysitting for the first time in life. yo. man. it must be so frustrating to be a baby. more thoughts as the day passes and the little dude wakes up from his nap. also, they emanate so much EMOTION like it’s so pure, it’s crazy!
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
10 months
come with me if you want to Live
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
How do I sell some organization or wealthy patron on paying me to just hang out and do my thing and vibe and make artifacts and flirt with everyone in the vicinity
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1 year
gm
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
5 months
admit it, you'd watch the fuck out of this movie
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
noticing a trend here...everytime i have an intense spiritual/psychedelic experience, going in hoping it'll knock me back onto a sensible, traditionally prosperous path...it just sends me way, way deeper into the wilds.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
10 months
imagine if I stopped being scared as fuck to let God speak through me
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
1 year
a family just randomly gave me a whole pepperoni pizza after I complimented their daughter’s sweet sunglasses while I was out walking and vibing
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1 year
i just did my first ever shift volunteering as a (tea) barista at the tea house and made a latte for the first time ever and i’m fucking jazzed about it
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
sorcerer bf muse gf
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
I wonder what would happen if I just stopped resisting this crazy, flirty rake inside of me. Just wild the fuck out and confess to women on the street, Twitter, wherever. Tastefully, of course. I’m just scared of potentially making people feel uncomfortable or unsafe
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
9 days
if i died today i'd be really happy and proud with the choices i've made, even if from the outside they look a bit crazy, and in the moment they feel quite intense
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
10 months
it never ceases to amaze how being a great dancer can make a person stand out. there’s this absolutely gorgeous asian woman flexing like crazy at the skate rink right now and my god she owns this place
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
4 months
feeling it tonight. decided i might as well make some art from it instead of wallowing in it like i have for the last two decades.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
2 years
took a microdose of psilocybin this afternoon, and i gotta say it's been really cool. i get why people talk about it so much. while i was peaking, i sold a piece of artwork, and then ended up meditating in it, and it just felt like a door opened. let's fucking go.
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anansi 🌞 in nyc
6 months
i may or may not have been telling DALL-E “MORE” over and over again to making me a badass future paladin
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