just updated the prints for the first time after 3 months ^ ^

going out for coffee even though it's expensive and unnecessary I really wanna sit outside for a while in the early morning.

moving my stuff to a smaller room and I'll stay there for a couple of weeks.

RT @yourstrulymyu:

when I'm free from this form I want to have my ashes put in a cute little box that connects to my spiritual self as a magical cat in space when you open it.

I hate existing in my body there's nothing enjoyable in it anymore.

feel like sending my drawings to my friend instead of posting publicly because I need approval a bit and she'll say something nicer than most people anyway but I don't wanna act weak.

it's like going to piano classes as a kid, you can pretend to practice for a while but then you'll have to really focus and fry your brain to find ways to learn, or cry in front of everybody and you'll remember that forever.

it's not good being too easy on yourself. I realized artists who change or improve over time are mean to themselves and live under a lot of pressure, even while being happier you still keep that masochistic nature in a way.

right now my situation is that everyone is being good to me to the point it's a little spoiled, so if I get in a bad state mentally then it's clearly only my fault, in a way at least it's easier to know where problems come from.

it's nice feeling like I have a few little internet friends I love a lot now, but also I like the people I know from real life as well ☺️so that way it's more peaceful.

still happy last night I watched one of my fave movies with a friend and they really loved it. maybe more than me in a way, because I've changed my opinion a bit but still affected me.

this turned out of my favourites from last few days.

RT @azull_estragon:

suddenly got happy because a friend watched a movie i recommended and they liked it a lot.