do yalls friends joke about sh amd suicide? they do bcs they found out i used to sh; now im forced to laugh and get annoyed by that joke, idk guys deep down it feels weird because im not over it; i still have those thoughts of cutting myseld yet i dont because its visible

why did i let myself get fat again

how it feels to admit you’re struggling

fuuuckkk i hate love, miserable feeling bro i hate it i hate it i hate it

my stomach growling acting like it doesnt have 17years of fat to eat

me watching those who can cut their arms freely cus i cant

can yall motivate me to get worse? like actually harsh one that will break my mental bcs wtf am i doing rn. #edtwt

which spot is least visible to cut?

i wanna make carrot cake so much

https://t.co/eudA2DKSm3

can i just skip to the skinny part

https://t.co/TvlOzMz8nK

wanting to lose weight with no self control

https://t.co/1yHSqcMppL

𝟐𝟏𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝒕𝒐𝒕𝒂𝒍 𝒇𝒂𝒔𝒕: 17h 6mins 𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒑: i spend 3/4 of the day hanging out with my friends(watched avatar 3)--eatin' small popcorn, small lemontea, and a cheese donut. my dinner was a full combo of kfc--rice, chicken, 2 chic strips, and 1 mocha float

𝟐𝟎𝐭𝐡 𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝒕𝒐𝒕𝒂𝒍 𝒇𝒂𝒔𝒕: 18h 9min 𝒓𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒑: not a great day, probably will lose my closest friend in few weeks or months, conflicts happen and I'm actually kind of scared and relieved that I won't have any friends anymore (cried btw)

gon' always end up alone ig, dont trust anyone chat

just found out my CLOSEST friend is talking behins my back

yay, im out of 59kg (130lbs for u weird people)

what if i actually just slit my vein and my bed sheet will be covered in blood