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am so hungry i feel like my brain is being fried ive been studying for 10hrs already and still have more to go 🫩🫩

I don’t even eat when I’m hungry I just eat to eat it’s the gluttony

my diet day 1 binge day 2 binge day 3 binge day 4 binge day 5 binge day 6 binge day 7 binge day 8 binge day 9 binge day 10 binge

losing 10 kg would heal me

how i feel losing weight ive lost before

I struggle to stay below 4000

starving urself while studying for an exam is another level of hell actually

yay i dont have uni for a few days i can finally restrict again 😋

"how do u starve? dont u get hungry?" what do u think

checking the actual cals of something i estimated as like 200

im not sick or thin enough for recovery 🫩

being a small account is so freeing bc you can say literally whatever the fuck you want and genuinely nobody cares 😭😭😭

im so busy with uni 🫩🫩 i have to restrict and lock in next week to make up for this week ugh

uni again tmrw 💔💔💔💔💔

i love bananas so bad bro

"man this regret after eating all this food is so horrible im never binging again" me later:

thinking about the people around me seeing me as healthy because they always see me eating normally around them is so distressing actually i need to get so much worse

no morning skinny = morning ruined

the glamorization of an ed is crazy because i don’t enjoy anything i used to anymore ,, i only care about my weight loss .