I feel like the rapid weight loss and gain cycles ppl with EDs experience rlly puts some ppl off irl like it must be so concerning to watch. So embarrassing
Yk what’s terrifying?? My mom eats barely anything (not even secretly we live in very close proximity) and she is still very overweight. Those are the genetics I’m working with.
u guys are boosting my ego too much😭😭😭 I wish I had a routine to give u but all I do is ride 1-3 horses a day and work an extremely physically demanding job 6 days a week 11 hrs a day. I burn usually close to 1k cals a day and about 40k steps. My body hurts 100% of the time.
U guys don’t understand I’m so fucking entertained by the locals hating on me it’s so validating and goofy I love y’all for standing up for me but genuinely I’m just laughing my (apparently already nonexistent) ass off
So Ik a lot of u romanticize ana and actively try to get worse but does anybody actually *try* to make their Mia worse ?
I just think it’s an interesting difference that most ppl actively try to get better *from* Mia and try to get better *at* ana
Just me, my horse and my controversial fucking proportions 😚 considered never posting a bc again but I’m just gonna keep posting and y’all can get used to it or free block list! I’ve worked damn hard to improve my physique as much as I’m physically capable, can you say the same?
Guys I just made the yummiest egg white bites 18 cals for 1 egg bite and 55 for 3 (8.6 G protein) (as opposed to 75 cals for 1 from Starbs) do u want the recipe??
There is nothing left. It is just bile.
Do not rinse again.
There is nothing left. It is just bile.
Do not rinse again.
There is nothing left. It is just bile.
Do not rinse again.
There is nothing left. It is just bile.
Do not rinse again.
@starlimia
Not the first time but tbh I was kinda pissed bc my door was locked and she lit picked the lock so she could catch me red handed??? Like bro u already knew what was up all that effort to embarrass me.
@sheenabraille
Ikik it used to take me an hour sometimes it was so awful I feel for u <3 one day I just leaned over to purge and it just all came out at once?
It just sucks so hard to be at a lower bmi bc then u know how u look at that weight and nothing will ever feel good enough after that. Like u can gain to a weight u used to find acceptable or even a goal and u will still feel fat bc yk how it felt to be smaller.
Pls I need advice- my parents rlly want me to talk to this “recovery coach” and I was willing to do that at the very least to get them off my back a bit, but now her texts r kinda giving me weird vibes and is putting me off. Do u think it’s too otp or am I being dramatic?