🫧Lila🫧🫧
@_prettylila
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♡ pinned!! ♡♡.- Lila,-05,-she/her 🪱.- taken lesbian (🤭🫶).- slowly recovering bvlimic 🍈🍉.- i interact with everything 🪼🪸.- mostly german, english, some russian 🌍🌎
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thread of disgusting things i did "because" of my bulimia . little FYI to prevent the fantasy of bulimia being a "cheatcode" for eating and still losing weight because its not 😊.
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short people be like yeah im bmi 17
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big one first. took lax didnt want to poop myself purging so i shower purged just in case and. surprise surprise pooped myself.
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dont tell me its fat and Chinese.
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best friend was throwing up because she drank too much vodka so the bathroom was occupied and i had to purge so i went out and vomited on the gras of a playground . and then same story different playground a week later in the same spot with the old vomit still there.
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purging on sleepovers in my friends houses . like a LOT . i feel weird and sad for them i think they know but i also drank so much water out of their fancy fridge so i think maybe they bought it?.
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eating moldy cake but thats classic, picking food out of the trash, purging in bags in my room, having a purge supply drawer, purging in every public restroom ever(people heard), binging at a fast food restaurant and purging in their bathroom, purging on trains
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purging and making out afterwards, i asked her if she was sure because whaaatttt but she said she didnt care so idk if thats weird of me or of her.
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not always washing my hands with soap so sorry to everyone who has ever touched me ever.
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when i was still in school, on lunch break going home, binging, binging on the way back to school and purging in the basement bathroom thats SO DARK.
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walking around with vomit on my shoulder because sometimes it gets there idk and didnt notice, also hair,pants, shoes,neck and cheeks/chin.
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clogged every toilet ever but always found a way to figure it out so no probs.
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ALSO FYI you lose weight in the beginning yes but at some point youre stuck or even GAIN and you cant really just stop so never try never ever even if youve binged too much or have BED.
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obviously hair falling out, face is constantly swollen you look actually sick but not cute attention seeking sick you look weird off putting sick.
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Also the "tool" got stuck in my throat ONCE and i almosz chocked to death LOL.
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for scale i purge almost every day having 1-7 purge free days a month,b/p at least twice a day and at most like 7-8 times. i have a job but i work very irregular so it doenst really help with reducing the amount of the b/pes . trying to recover but its so impossible.
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things i ate in Düsseldorf these past days 🥳🥳🥳 THREADD FOR EDTWT
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having a designated stall in regensburg i purge in every time, binging sushi,cake and a bubble tea same routine every time i literally come prepared with gloves and a purging "tool".
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having vomit splashed on my balcony window for weeks without noticing.
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+ certain foods dont flush so i have to fish them out with my hands.
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i miss the person i was on my birthday look at THE WAIST dawwwegggg
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@oatlygf i csnt finish reading this im in pain jusg hearing avout it I hope youre fjne now that sounds horrible 😭😭💗.
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Ich bin so froh dass german edtwt real ist es ist so viel besser.
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ate 2 plates, 2 ice creams, 2 mini oreo cheesecakes and dark chocolate
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purged in my friends toilet the gummybears stuck to the bottom bro i flushed about about 70 times
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literally my body was shaking hab gezittert beim bingen wie passiert das
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THE GUY AT MC DONALDS HANDED ME MY THINGS AND SAID "here you go: high cholesterol, diabetes and heart attack!! have a nice day" THIS CANNOT BE REAL.
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pre vs post weight loss.2021 vs 2023 .obvs theres an angle and light and its a video blah blah but im not using a filter either so it should be accurate? .didnt even look like a person i mean WHAT THE FUCKKKKK sorry im in love with myself now ich sah aus wie ein maulwurf
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wieso reden mache deutsche nur englisch untereinander wie cringe hä.
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sagen wir 12cal
wollte mir eig was zu essen holen am Bahnhof aber mein Bus ust so spät ich schaff das glaub ich nciht mehr dawgg rip belegtes Brötchen.
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thread of food I actually digested lately + commentary!!.small bvlimia recovery inspo thread for edtwt
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Du bist ein schlechter Mensch und ich wünsche dir nur schlechtes
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awtistic ist ein slur sorry an alle actually awtistic people ihr habt mein beileid
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Wünsche allen meinen mooties -5kg overnight ausser luca ejskönig.
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its not! hope this helps xoxo.
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i once went with my best friend to an all you can eat buffet and kept b/ping for 3 hours while she just waited.
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Also this doenst sound so bad but actually imagine the low energy you have. cant get out of bed cant walk a lot cant do SHIT.
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Also my digestion is not the greatest so when i poop i poop bigggg and its constipation almosz every time so my asshole tears a bit and theres blood womp womp.
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hiding vom bags on my balcony in a huge bag and throwing them out one by one in public trashcans, couldnt keep up and my mom found them and threw them away herself, since then i developed the habit of storing them open in my room and dumping them in the toilet when noones around.
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this is all the things i got myself
gottseidank gooottttttseidankkkk lebe ich bei meinen Eltern unf wir kaufen alle zusammen ein unf ich muss nichts bezahlen danke jesus danke alles
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zu disorderd für Freundeskreis? Frage für einen Freund. Wenn sich jemand über mich lustig macht dass ich WhatsApp status benutze literally stfu damals in 2018 wars cool und eine Sucht wird man nicht so schnell wieder los
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