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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
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@nextdoorisla
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6 months
the way you talk about others already makes you an ugly cow, no amount of weight loss is changing that. rotten insides
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@nextdoorisla
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5 months
her fits are always ass
@Mina63559457391
Mina ⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅
5 months
I wish i could look like that :(
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@nextdoorisla
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4 months
why do so many people still believe lax cancels cals??
@goatzcals
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4 months
lax b/p, too lazy to purge, hopefully 20 will get rid of it
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@nextdoorisla
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7 months
Ngl the people that are this aggressively fatphobic tend to be fat themselves ….
@sn0tbubbles
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7 months
this is disgusting behavior
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@nextdoorisla
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1 month
this lives in my mind I kinda hate it omg
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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
the way people call themselves “ednos” on here is just a shield from admitting they have bed cycles or bulimia
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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
April 15th. You’ll start to feel a sudden wave of hunger and you think all you need to do is increase to maintenance …. This makes it worse and you’re suddenly eating 15k cals everyday, not knowing how to stop. You will find yourself in a vicious binge cycle
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@Ella221809 She’s bmi 9 she’s in recovery now sadly
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@nextdoorisla
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4 months
like yeah it gives u the flat stomach at the very least but it’s literally fake it dehydrates the fuck out of you until you eat/drink again
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@nextdoorisla
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7 months
my god the quasi glow up
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@nextdoorisla
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13 days
@reaIsnowhite I got so scared for u in the first bit
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@nextdoorisla
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5 months
THINGS THAT HAPPEN WHEN YOU GET TO A LOW BMI (REALISTIC EDITION)
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@nextdoorisla
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5 months
@unlawfullys cuz what is THAT! like these people need to be bullied more into having a good fashion sense, no way they get the free pass
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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
This was debunked + most of u guys don’t actually care whether this is true or not and want to jump on a hate train
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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
is this true or not true I don’t wanna assume
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5 months
@sollana13 they’re just skinny nothing is coordinated
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@nextdoorisla
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6 months
@xPrxttyinPxnkx the makeup doesn’t compliment your features ! u can do ur makeup however you’d like ofc but once you do makeup that makes ur features stand out it’s sm better
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@nextdoorisla
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6 months
To be loved is to be changed
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@nextdoorisla
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4 months
an informative and educational thread about edema for edtwt 🧵 🪡🪼 PART 1 of 2 (next part will be about my personal experience with photos)
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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
A lot of these ppl are binging constantly 1-3 times a week promising that it starts tomorrow and they’re frustrated they’re gaining and losing the same 1-2kg…
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@nextdoorisla
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5 months
60 missed calls from Tumblr 2012-2014 university
@THINPIXI
janis🧚🏽‍♀️୭̥⋆*。
5 months
i hate my body so much it is so embarrassing to walk around with your greed hanging off your bones
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@nextdoorisla
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4 months
@ioeaeaau this person and a lot of people do genuinely believe this and I’ve unfortunately witnessed it a number of times
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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
It’s okay to not have anorexia, but most of u don’t fit the ednos criteria either.
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@nextdoorisla
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4 months
@n0sferata It’s really weird because her modelling page shows photos like the right too. maybe she uses corsets??
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5 months
@evorexic like it’s not giving Dalmatian at all…
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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
Yall are moots with the wrong people on here, ur friendship should go beyond ur ed
@marchrexic
march ⚢ 🇵🇸
2 months
why do i feel like an edtwt meetup would lowkey be hell… a bunch of ppl awkwardly standing around with nothing to do! u can’t go out for food bc duh, nobody has a personality bc of malnutrition, nobody has interests other than their ed, you can’t even walk around
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@nextdoorisla
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1 month
@lovsmez The whole exclusivity thing would be a lot funnier if they made a bunch of different small sizes
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@nextdoorisla
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1 month
why not me
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@nextdoorisla
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4 months
@edamameIuvr I know why people use lax besides thinking it cancels cals!! I just think people who do believe it cancels the cals they ate like op does r not well informed at all
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@nextdoorisla
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28 days
@dietvwestwood Whattt I’ve never heard of this, a 1pm finish is so good tho
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@nextdoorisla
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6 months
@crystalsnpurge If these people cause something bad to happen to her, I wonder what energy they’ll have ..
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@nextdoorisla
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6 months
@rottingblondexx she’s gonna wake up 35 and still be a toxic ana girl 💀💀
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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
You will eventually create video reviews of whether you can fit into the rides at Disney world and universal studios or not. You shop at maternity and plus size stores .. the imminent doom awaits you.
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@nextdoorisla
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23 days
@chicdietchick whoever sent this:
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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
@waifcigss Giving 2014 tumblr I love
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@nextdoorisla
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5 months
This tt is so weird ngl. My first pets were fish and just bc they aren’t emotionally intelligent like a dog or cat doesn’t mean you should lack empathy & care for them. They’re living creatures and should be respected
@dxckiii
ducki 🏳️‍⚧️
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OMBJOINNNNFJICOJFKXICJIFJDGZICFBFJFIXJVJGJXHF
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@nextdoorisla
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7 months
@6GlRL they’re still fatphobic it’s just an observation with most people I’ve seen on here making fatphobic commentary lol
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@nextdoorisla
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7 months
@fujiankg cuz people wanna try and be a hit twt farm
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@nextdoorisla
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4 months
Jesus I compared an old vid of hers to the 2 most recent vids she’s posted now
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@nextdoorisla
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6 months
@collarbonefiend It’s literally so evil like nobody can exist in peace anymore
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@nextdoorisla
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6 months
I used a water bottle as a tripod for this
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@nextdoorisla
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6 months
fatphobic, ableist, racist pls pick a struggle oh my god
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@nextdoorisla
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6 months
@slaystayrexic no bc for some reason people think having an ed is a pass for being a shitty person
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@nextdoorisla
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5 months
you literally cannot ignore mental hunger tho, it goes beyond just normal cravings. you think about food from the moment you wake up, to the moment you go to bed… you anticipate your lunch and dinner after you just ate breakfast. even when you’re busy, food is on your mind
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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
@heranorexia Hey this is a really bad idea, I’ve fasted a lot before and it’s something u need alot of knowledge on and it’s very dangerous. even tho ur sw is high it will do more harm than good. please try to just be consistent and eat in a normal deficit, it will be so much more effective
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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
rice cakes are actually rlly good when you don’t have a bitch breathing down ur neck and telling u that it’s not …. have u ever experienced the joy of a sundried tomato or sour cream rice cake. they’re not a meal but god they’re a great snack
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@nextdoorisla
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5 months
people start to avoid you. at first, people thought you were disciplined, now people think you’re out of control. they aren’t jealous like you’d want to believe, they’re grossed out.
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@nextdoorisla
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5 months
@oncaldef Oh yeah I forgot sorry, I haven’t seen them for a while so I accidentally defaulted
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@nextdoorisla
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7 months
she’s beautiful either way but wow she shouldn’t have been allowed to be operated on…. she was fine the way she is
@whitney_jewston
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7 months
Im gonna be sick
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@nextdoorisla
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5 months
everything is exhausting, your body essentially only works to exist. you sleep for a majority of the day, eat, exercise (if you can still manage), more sleep and repeat. you’re on a routine and everyday feels the same.
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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
@starving777 low intake has a higher chance of causing eh, more likely to be hospitalised and then ur forced to gain, more loss of muscle mass & bone density, very unlikely you’ll be able to maintain ur gw
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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
If only I had this body type
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@nextdoorisla
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7 months
@chocypr0tein yeah that makes sense tbh I’ve rarely seen people be this aggressively fatphobic and they’re skinny …. A lot of the time it’s projection like ur saying
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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
the amt of comments where it’s like “finally a genuine reason to hate miru” like omg yall are weird!!! And btw this isn’t Twitter drama it’s fucking real life
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@nextdoorisla
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5 months
your parents/friends/and or other family etc are worried. maybe they won’t express this to you in an explicit way, but they’ll do inconspicuous things like buying whatever food you want and encouraging you to eat more.
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@nextdoorisla
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8 months
breakfast 🩷
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6 months
@crystalsnpurge LMFAOOO run to ur room
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@nextdoorisla
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4 months
@oatlygf deciding whether to accept my womanly body or go back….
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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
this is why ☠️☠️ embarrassing but I looked and felt like dog shit
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@hearts4formaya
𝙢𝙖𝙮𝙖 🫧 (semi recovery ?)
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These videos make me so scared, disgusted and anxious like wtf why would you GAIN WEIGHT ON PURPOSE?!?
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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
@muminstarvs Well what did u expect ??
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@nextdoorisla
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5 months
you’ve reduced the variety of food you eat to the same 3-5 things everyday. every other food gives you anxiety. you feel like you’ll either lose control around it or it’s a waste of cals.
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@nextdoorisla
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5 months
they think something bad is going to happen to you soon, so they tell you they love you a lot more than they usually do. sometimes you hear them crying at night because they feel powerless over you.
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@nextdoorisla
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7 months
yes I’d break up with him if he watched that
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5 months
I love being a girl but I don’t like being a woman
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@nextdoorisla
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4 months
hiii
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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
the whole idea of demi sexuality as a label is kind of ridiculous ngl I mean feel free to disagree but I think it’s pretty normal to want/need an emotional connection or have chemistry before wanting to have sex with someone
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@nextdoorisla
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25 days
@chicdietchick both for me 😍 and they don’t suit my body type bc I have a rectangle body
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@nextdoorisla
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7 months
she’s like bmi 19-20 in what world is that chubby …. besides ur disordered one maybe
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@nextdoorisla
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1 month
there’s nothing wrong with what she’s saying, even if she has an ed it doesn’t mean she wants to be associated with edtwt and she has a right to control where her content is seen
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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
the way preteens nowadays don’t have an awkward phase is killing meee like they all look like tiny influencers
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@nextdoorisla
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5 months
you’ve lost any friends or connections you made. this sounds good at first because the ed brain tells you it means you can focus on your ed, but now that you’ve burnt bridges with those you care about, it’s hard to get them back if you decide to get better…
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@nextdoorisla
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6 months
@bruisedsnvff Self aware king in the first image
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@nextdoorisla
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4 months
Ppl on here need to stop putting other e/dtwt user’s recovery under a microscope. who is it for u to decide if someone is recovering properly or not? yall r acting like we’re recov celebs and need to get better in ur ideal way when you wouldn’t even do that for urself.
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@nextdoorisla
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5 months
I have something fat to say
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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
me and the ugly guy who sends me money
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2 months
honestly so jealous of high functioning mentally ill people how do you do that
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5 months
you’re not sure why you’re doing this anymore. maybe you wanted to lose weight at first, but now it’s more about wanting to disappear. you don’t know when this has evolved but you know you‘ve lost your way over time.
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@nextdoorisla
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4 months
currently bmi 19.8 after being in recovery for almost 8 months, kinda giving body positive vibes ☠️☠️
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@nextdoorisla
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5 months
at this point she has to be in the bmi 15’s right ?? she keeps getting smaller
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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
Looks kinda bad but avo, crispy baked tofu, and baked sweet potato ^_^
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@nextdoorisla
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4 months
ppl that do this are genuinely so boring and lame
@K1LL4M3
𝔠𝔢𝔩𝔢𝔯𝔶
4 months
jenna has gained sm i'm actually shocked 😳
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4 months
@SK3LEDIET u can still lose if u were binging & restricting depending on the cal average. lax will not make u lose weight in fat, by the time you’ve pooped it out u already digested the food
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@nextdoorisla
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5 months
you eventually lose the ability to exercise. even walking for more than 5 mins is difficult. you wonder why you’ve lost so much energy
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@nextdoorisla
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7 months
@libramooncals skinny fat where
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@nextdoorisla
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5 months
you’ve reached your ugw multiple times, so you keep setting new ones. but every time you get to it, it’s still not enough like you once thought. you’re addicted to seeing the numbers go down at this point, so you keep going.
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@nextdoorisla
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5 months
you’re always really cold. not like it’s an “it’s cold outside” cold, but an internally freezing cold that has you shivering and next to a heater when it’s summer. you start wearing multiple layers of clothing to compensate but it doesn’t help much.
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@nextdoorisla
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6 months
the unattainable goal
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5 months
crazier than abc ..
@calorierefuser
Melanie ✦
5 months
🌻 Rules 🫡 ✔︎ 20k-40k steps everyday ✔︎ Pilates everyday ✔︎ 150 cals limit ✔︎ Try to fast as often as possible
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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
@baby_bunny_piss You were manifesting 😭
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@nextdoorisla
isla
25 days
flick the ash girl it’s okay
@PH0ENIXOXO
phoen1X edtwt
26 days
Painful being the baddest chick on the strip
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@nextdoorisla
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1 month
baklava my love 🩷
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@nextdoorisla
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4 months
challenged myself and ate at a cafe today for lunch 😄
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@nextdoorisla
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5 months
you don’t really feel emotions anymore. you can’t laugh, cry, or feel joy in anything. at best you’re able to force the odd weak smile when someone cracks a joke.
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@nextdoorisla
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7 months
@fix_it_fox92 ok thank you for proving my point
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@nextdoorisla
isla
4 months
what’s ppl’s problem on here with being judgemental over middle eastern and/or mediterranean food. just say u have no taste!!
@fatspofromme
♡.Edtwt (mostly fatspo)
4 months
The hair,the food,the skin,the body,everything in this video is greasy
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@nextdoorisla
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5 months
you no longer have interests or hobbies. you’ve forgotten what once brought you joy and replaced that with your obsession with food & numbers. you don’t recognise yourself anymore
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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
@brapbabe Yeah but it’s mostly in relation to atypical anorexia, purging disorder, night eating syndrome etc…. but these people clearly fit the criteria for bed or bulimia 😭😭
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@nextdoorisla
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4 months
@hospidollita u gonna get lax belly anyway, food bloating can be fixed but lax bloating can’t
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@nextdoorisla
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2 months
“no shade” after humiliating their so called best friend 😭 sick behaviour tbh
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