phoen1X
@PH0ENIXOXO
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22 NPD Anorexic I'm better than you
Joined January 2022
Also had a cup of probiotic yogurt and an extra 2 slices of bread, I love food idk.
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Not really, I consider it bittersweet bc its where I am, I have the results of anorexia visually, while not being fully anorexic so I still get to live a normal life, the results aren't as good as they could be, but it's either better results with bedrotting or this.
c option is genuine hell bc it’s just disordered mindset with no disordered actions.
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RT @yoouunghoon: my dad was involved in a local chapter of this when i was a kid and it was really good !.wed do you runs for kids charitie….
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So you're glad you were abused ok weird flex dude.
no because i firmly believe we should bring back spanking children when they misbehave. not BEATING but SPANKING. good god this new gen NEEDS it. im glad my momma spanked me cause i LEARNED.
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Turns out, I remember now from my hormonal check ups, my metabolism is faster on estrogen for some reason so that's fun it's probs why Im losing faster.
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RT @PH0ENIXOXO: @endotheremin What for, it's not like I don't eat I probably eat more than you, I'm just built superior.
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So now I finally have an x ray scan set up for my kidneys, and I gotta do another blood work and pee in a cup etc, the results are probs a lot better now tho.
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was out for about 5 hours, went to my doctor's appointment and then walked to the city with my mom and bought fish and beans and tobacco and we just walked a lot carrying stuff then we bought vegetables, and she was so weirdly tired about it but this is usually my activity daily.
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Time for my meds and supplements, change of plans I'm having 3 meals we just bought fish and it's low cal and high protein so gonna have that now and then my burger later
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Went to the city and bought canned red beans, canned tuna and canned sardines
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Why is every burger like the first time I've eaten a burger but any other food is just eh whatever to me wtf wires my brain like this, like every new hamburger I eat it's the best food I've ever "tried" ever.
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Oh wow when I actually meal prep exactly what I want I just eat that, slow and with control and I'm fully satisfied wow crazy how that works.
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RT @PH0ENIXOXO: I'm slimming down so fast and I'm fucking up so much it's like how in rdr2 I keep feeding Arthur yet somehow I keep hitting….
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I just realized I lost my tan and didn't even notice till now looking at recent pics, which is wild fuckin how, I mean not completely but I'm losing color and my bones are protruding again, I think it's bc I'm eating more hamburgers recently and I'm not even joking they drain me.
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Idk it's been so normalized for years now I just before showering walk into the living room and abruptly ask HOW VISIBLE IS MY SPINE AM I THINNER and I get the same irritated yes responses ok fine I'll go shower now.
"is this too bodycheck-like for insta" mfw I literally post my bcs on insta, my mom sees them, my irls see them, me and my sister have shared bcs with each other, as if anorexia isn't like an every day thing, except people in my life know instead of believing in naturally skinny.
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At gatherings where there were way too many sweets and snacks I'd refuse to eat I refused a damn cake slice once and it was just accepted I wasn't bothered about it.
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