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Joined January 2026
can you understand? someoneοΌ somewhereοΌ can you understand me a littleοΌ love me a little?
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βmmβ nope. not possible.β ilya grinned at him. βbut youβ very possible. we need to get you bigger, better helmet.β
β hard head or not, you can still get a concussion, ilya. β not really catching onto the joke, lips upturned again.
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βi have not had concussion. wouldnβt hurt me as much.β leaning over, he kissed shaneβs cheek. βplus, i have hard head. would not hurt me.β
β donβt say that. β he gives his hand another small squeeze, lips forming a half pout now.
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βmm.β ilya raised their hands, pressing a slow kiss to the back of shaneβs. βshould have been me. somehow.β
β we all get our ass handed to us at some point, iβm just really unlucky. β he was injured twice not too far apart.
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βi know, i know.β ilya squeezed his hand right back. βbut you donβt deserve to hurt.β
he muttered under his breath, giving his hand a weak squeeze. β iβll be fine, i just need rest. β
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yeah? what tricks?
it was fun, i thought anya a few tricks!
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tell me about your day.
o-okay. .
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itβs fine, hollander! really. please.
no, it's okay. i'm the person you should be talking about with in this kind of stuff.
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you are good at everything. we can talk about something else, yes?
no, it's my fault, really. i'm not good at this.
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ilya took his hand, carefully intertwining their fingers. βi hate that you are hurt.β
β stay as long as you can, then. β heβd reach a hand out for him.
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no, iβm sorry. iβm sorry. i should not be bothering you with this.
i'm sorry. .
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βi do want to.β ilya slowly laid down beside him. βiβd stay forever if i could.β
β if you want to. β he would have someone to talk to at least, since he couldnβt look at his phone much. β i love you too. β
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you donβt understand.
don't say that, i'm sure when she was alive, you did everything you could.
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no, but she looked sad. i did not do enough for her.
did she say anything?
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the way elmira flinches made ilya want to die. βis okay. youβre safe,β he murmured, despite knowing it probably wouldnβt make a difference. βyou will have to tell me if theyβre any good.β ilya didnβt read, but shane did. mostly nonfiction, but maybe he could convince him. Β»
though his words and tone are comforting and Elmira knows Ilya would never harm her, verbally or otherwise, her body cannot help but tense each time her arm is touched. and if her uninjured arm wasn't draped over her stomach, it would shake. βsome. . I picked out a few +
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after pushing shane down, ilya laid over him. βnever moving again.β
β of course, letβs lay down. β he would be happy to hold him.
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βi can?β ilya would definitely take his offer. he brushed through shaneβs hair again, careful of where he was hit. βi love you.β
his eyelids slip closed again, allowing himself to relax where he laid. he mostly had been taking little naps all day. β you can stay tonight, if you want. β
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ilya followed him as he walked closer. βhey,β he breathed out. βdid you run here?β
it wasnβt log before shane appeared, letting himself in. he was out of breath already by the time he made it to the bedroom and looks at the other before moving closer.
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heβll be in bed since shane has a key.
heβs on his way.
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