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@jesmooch
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quitting my ed to focus on loving my gf
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@jesmooch
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7 months
desperate times call for desperate measures
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thinking ab buying hand cuffs and hand cuffing myself to the bed so i can't get up and binge ...
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@jesmooch
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7 months
i have plans that i cannot share w y'all rn bc the haters will sabotage me
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@jesmooch
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8 months
girl math is figuring u might as well finish the rest so that it'll be gone and won't tempt u anymore .. also cal estimate pls 😭😭
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@jesmooch
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4 months
so i'm a liar
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4 months
i realized i need to lock in this week bc i want to go on fancy dates w my gf and dress pretty for her. so gonna try to eat only protein bars this week except the days i see my gf. if they have a lemon flavored crumbl cookie this week tho it's over
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@jesmooch
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8 months
literally so proud of myself for being able to fast the whole weekend let's gooo. plate was destroyed
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@jesmooch
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7 months
first piss .. it's almost half way full and i still got a whole 150 hours left .... lord.
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thinking ab buying hand cuffs and hand cuffing myself to the bed so i can't get up and binge ...
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@jesmooch
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7 months
it's been a while
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@jesmooch
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5 months
the key is to not track ur weight. or pay attention to how many cals u omad. u will lose much quicker this way and it is less stressful. trust
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@jesmooch
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7 months
I PREPARED ALL I NEEDED BUT I FORGOT MY FUCKING VIBRATOR WHERE IS IT NOOOOOOOO
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7 months
desperate times call for desperate measures
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@jesmooch
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7 months
... i'm so screwed.
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@jesmooch
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first piss .. it's almost half way full and i still got a whole 150 hours left .... lord.
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@jesmooch
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7 months
just a quick psa uh im very fucking disordered n depressed. im not doing well mentally at all n im putting myself thru this so i dont kms this month. ik its insane but im desperate to lose weight. its the only thing keeping me going. pls stay safe everyone n take care of urselves
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@jesmooch
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7 months
i am .. free
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@jesmooch
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8 months
tuna salad wrap and tomato feta soup
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@jesmooch
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4 months
slow weight loss is cool and all but i need to start speeding things up by next week
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@jesmooch
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6 months
hi everyone i am now on my way to getting admitted to the psych ward. thank you so incredibly much for ur support and kind words. it really means the world. i hope this will help me. be back soon i love u all !! 🧸🤍
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@jesmooch
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8 months
fuck protein bars
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@jesmooch
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4 months
how i stopped my binge cycle a 🧵 for those struggling, it will get better
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@jesmooch
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8 months
gonna wear this when i'm skin and bones
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@jesmooch
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8 months
just woke up (ignore the bangs)
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@jesmooch
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6 months
why do i feel relieved. like a weight has been lifted off of me. i don't have to hide my struggles anymore. i don't have to deal with this alone anymore. i finally found the courage to reach out for help
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opening up to my mom ab my binge cycle rn and also locking myself in my room so she understands how serious of a problem this is. i just sent the text i'm so fucking scared. but i need help.
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@jesmooch
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7 months
can move around a lot more this time ! ft piss and shit stations
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@jesmooch
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5 months
my dear mootie sent me a package! my heart is full
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@jesmooch
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7 months
play time is over
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@jesmooch
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i am .. free
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@jesmooch
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7 months
cannot fucking wait until tomorrow night so i can lock myself up for the next two weeks. mom's bday dinner better be so good i swear
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@jesmooch
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5 months
she asked me to be her girlfriend so .... i have a girlfriend now omg
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@jesmooch
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6 months
i've been pretty emotional ab this all day haha. i can't believe i was tied up in my room, overdosed on pills, and tried to shoot myself w my dads gun just like. less than a month ago. things really do get better huh
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6 months
hold up ... i'm. i'm one week binge free. cause last time i binged was the day before new years. omfg. i did it.
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@jesmooch
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6 months
my mom just told me to stop eating. infront of everyone. at a restaurant. in public.
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6 months
was craving a late night snack and saw that my parents didn't lock the fridge that well. had a couple bites of something to satisfy my sweet tooth and then went back to bed. oh this binge cycle is SO OVER
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@jesmooch
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3 months
good morning :) i hope everyone has a lovely day
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@jesmooch
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6 months
like it's that serious
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@jesmooch
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7 months
the last supper
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@jesmooch
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5 months
she came over ln but anyways breakfast for me n my darling
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@jesmooch
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7 months
LMFAOOO
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@jesmooch
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6 months
ROUND 3 LMAO my heart is beating kind of fast knowing i won't be able to get out at all even if i wanted to (scissors r not in the room) but i have to do this. for my own sanity. survival mode starts now
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@jesmooch
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8 months
OMAD !!!! omg i haven't had one of my yog bowls in so long i fr needed this. i had a bit more than this but i don't even feel that guilty. i missed eating these for breakfast haha
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@jesmooch
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7 months
just realized i ziptied the hand that i masturbate with ....
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@jesmooch
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6 months
thank you everyone .. so incredibly much. from the bottom of my heart. thank you for taking the time out of ur day to leave me words of encouragement. i don't deserve ur kindness. ur words motivate me to try a little harder to keep going. thank u for helping me try n save my life
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@jesmooch
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today was the first day i was without supervision bc my parents went back to work. AND I DIDNT BINGE! even tho the fridge was unlocked! haven't even had binge urges THIS BINGE CYCLE IS SO OVER
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@jesmooch
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5 months
got offered donuts and i rejected that shit. can literally feel the pounds dropping off me
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@jesmooch
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7 months
last night being able to sleep with you for a while. i'll miss u so much. i'm sorry ur mom is so ill and disordered.
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@jesmooch
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5 months
breakfast w my girl (cals don't count when i'm w her)
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@jesmooch
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me getting binge urges and not being able to act on them
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@jesmooch
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6 months
tmi but why i have the best orgasm of my life being tied up LMFAOO
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@jesmooch
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5 months
need to stop saying when i'm craving something bc she buys it for me every time WHY DOES SHE WANT ME TO BE FAT
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@jesmooch
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5 months
.. i can't say no to her it seems.
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february my month. no more games. i'm out the binge cycle. i'm adjusting to restricting again. not letting my girl make me fat. rejecting any food she offers me. play time is over. i will become prettier for her
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@jesmooch
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7 months
can u leave please mommy needs to lock herself up ...
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@jesmooch
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3 months
cause why am i at the very bottom let's be serious
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oh I found 2023’s edtwt iceberg
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@jesmooch
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me n her
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6 months
hold up ... i'm. i'm one week binge free. cause last time i binged was the day before new years. omfg. i did it.
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6 months
whole family got me under surveillance so i don't binge
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some encouragement from my piss bottle
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gf who's not my gf got me breakfast
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@jesmooch
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6 months
my suicide attempt was unsuccessful. i'm sorry if i worried anyone
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8 months
just remembered banana n pb toast topped w cinnamon exists
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@jesmooch
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february my month. no more games. i'm out the binge cycle. i'm adjusting to restricting again. not letting my girl make me fat. rejecting any food she offers me. play time is over. i will become prettier for her
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my family when they check my location and see that i'm in my fucking room upstairs instead of my friends house
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now let's just pray she doesn't ask for me to send my location ....
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she playing fortnite while she's got a whole girl on the bed
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a big fat juicy burger w bacon and cheese fries sounding real good rn ...
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4 months
hiii
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eye bags
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@jesmooch
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ROUND 2
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@jesmooch
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@spiderrstar i have been binging multiple times every single day for the past week. i am so depressed that i have no self control anymore. it is making me severely suicidal. i have to do this. i can't stop the binging w strong will alone so i have to take these measures.
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@jesmooch
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good morning
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being thin and delicate could fix all of my problems rn. im being so serious
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@wednesdaycals
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does anyone remember the person who chained themselves to their bed while their parents were out of town?? what ever happened to them 😭😭 it’s a hot topic rn w me and ava
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7 months
1 it's just piss don't get ur panties in a twist 2 IM OBVIOUSLY THROWING THE BOTTLE AWAY AFTER IM FREE
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4 months
i realized i need to lock in this week bc i want to go on fancy dates w my gf and dress pretty for her. so gonna try to eat only protein bars this week except the days i see my gf. if they have a lemon flavored crumbl cookie this week tho it's over
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yup. that'll do it for me
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7 months
found it false alarm
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@nayeond1ets hopefully i don't get to that point
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@jesmooch
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6 months
DAY 1 definitely went above my cal limit but it's alright. at least i didn't binge :)
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i rlly want to enter the new year feeling hopeful n positive. so im going to try my hardest to go binge free for the last week of this year. w my family's help i really believe i can do it :) ! i'll b making a thread to hold myself accountable but uh wish me luck !! 🤍
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6 months
maybe i should try to get better.
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me when locking myself in my room and rotting away makes my depression and suicidal tendencies worse
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MY MASC GF LET ME FINGER HER FOR THE FIRST TIME
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opening up to my mom ab my binge cycle rn and also locking myself in my room so she understands how serious of a problem this is. i just sent the text i'm so fucking scared. but i need help.
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i'm so tired. i need someone to help me.
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6 months
this girl i'm talking to sent me 45$ so i could buy this ... i think she wants me
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good morning! (she bought me breakfast again)
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just got my period .... this week bout to be hell.
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crumbl cookie w gf
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going to try my hardest to live and be happy. life is rough but it is still worth living. i deserve better than locking myself in my room for days at a time i think. it's time to pull myself back up
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@jesmooch
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hiii ^^ little life update ! things r going well w my gf :) so in love and happy 🩷going to be moving in w her soon although not sure when. as for my ed uh things have gotten easier while at the same time harder. im not sure if a full recovery is the goal but im trying my best :)
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6 months
getting ready to rot in bed all day
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when the binge problem doesn't end just bc u say it ends
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just realized i haven't binged since wednesday?? this is the longest i've gone without binging omg
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he came ^^
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ordered him !
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sent her a nude for the first time omfg someone sedate me
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my gf saw my twitter username. it's over.
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wait till she finds out we nawt having sex until i drop at least ten pounds
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@jesmooch
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they could never make me hate u
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ok well looks like i have no choice but to transfer the piss to the empty water bottles ... if i spill even a drop ...
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6 months
ok no one be mad at me but i'm starting to find comfort in being tied up
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3 years later ..
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@jesmooch
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eating like this and still losing weight IKTR
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also. i'm running out of tissue ..... i did not fucking plan properly.
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SUCCESS!! ok now for five grand i'll drink both
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