i realized i need to lock in this week bc i want to go on fancy dates w my gf and dress pretty for her. so gonna try to eat only protein bars this week except the days i see my gf. if they have a lemon flavored crumbl cookie this week tho it's over
just a quick psa uh im very fucking disordered n depressed. im not doing well mentally at all n im putting myself thru this so i dont kms this month. ik its insane but im desperate to lose weight. its the only thing keeping me going. pls stay safe everyone n take care of urselves
hi everyone i am now on my way to getting admitted to the psych ward. thank you so incredibly much for ur support and kind words. it really means the world. i hope this will help me. be back soon i love u all !! 🧸🤍
why do i feel relieved. like a weight has been lifted off of me. i don't have to hide my struggles anymore. i don't have to deal with this alone anymore. i finally found the courage to reach out for help
opening up to my mom ab my binge cycle rn and also locking myself in my room so she understands how serious of a problem this is. i just sent the text i'm so fucking scared. but i need help.
i've been pretty emotional ab this all day haha. i can't believe i was tied up in my room, overdosed on pills, and tried to shoot myself w my dads gun just like. less than a month ago. things really do get better huh
was craving a late night snack and saw that my parents didn't lock the fridge that well. had a couple bites of something to satisfy my sweet tooth and then went back to bed. oh this binge cycle is SO OVER
ROUND 3 LMAO
my heart is beating kind of fast knowing i won't be able to get out at all even if i wanted to (scissors r not in the room) but i have to do this. for my own sanity. survival mode starts now
OMAD !!!! omg i haven't had one of my yog bowls in so long i fr needed this. i had a bit more than this but i don't even feel that guilty. i missed eating these for breakfast haha
thank you everyone .. so incredibly much. from the bottom of my heart. thank you for taking the time out of ur day to leave me words of encouragement. i don't deserve ur kindness. ur words motivate me to try a little harder to keep going. thank u for helping me try n save my life
today was the first day i was without supervision bc my parents went back to work. AND I DIDNT BINGE! even tho the fridge was unlocked! haven't even had binge urges THIS BINGE CYCLE IS SO OVER
february my month. no more games. i'm out the binge cycle. i'm adjusting to restricting again. not letting my girl make me fat. rejecting any food she offers me. play time is over. i will become prettier for her
february my month. no more games. i'm out the binge cycle. i'm adjusting to restricting again. not letting my girl make me fat. rejecting any food she offers me. play time is over. i will become prettier for her
@spiderrstar
i have been binging multiple times every single day for the past week. i am so depressed that i have no self control anymore. it is making me severely suicidal. i have to do this. i can't stop the binging w strong will alone so i have to take these measures.
does anyone remember the person who chained themselves to their bed while their parents were out of town?? what ever happened to them 😭😭 it’s a hot topic rn w me and ava
i realized i need to lock in this week bc i want to go on fancy dates w my gf and dress pretty for her. so gonna try to eat only protein bars this week except the days i see my gf. if they have a lemon flavored crumbl cookie this week tho it's over
i rlly want to enter the new year feeling hopeful n positive. so im going to try my hardest to go binge free for the last week of this year. w my family's help i really believe i can do it :) !
i'll b making a thread to hold myself accountable but uh wish me luck !! 🤍
opening up to my mom ab my binge cycle rn and also locking myself in my room so she understands how serious of a problem this is. i just sent the text i'm so fucking scared. but i need help.
going to try my hardest to live and be happy. life is rough but it is still worth living. i deserve better than locking myself in my room for days at a time i think. it's time to pull myself back up
hiii ^^ little life update ! things r going well w my gf :) so in love and happy 🩷going to be moving in w her soon although not sure when. as for my ed uh things have gotten easier while at the same time harder. im not sure if a full recovery is the goal but im trying my best :)