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@parcium
honestly i think this is mostly just a problem with people who frequent online sh communities since they are so competitive
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@confess4shtwt
if someone is in distress they may make decisions that they normally wouldn't make that they will regret later on when they feel better
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@pxnselenos
i was struggling with these feelings after transfusions and a therapist told me that people who give blood are just happy to save anyone's life, no matter the reason. your life needed saving and I'm sure whoever gave blood would be glad that they were able to help you.
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@pxnselenos
your sh isn't small at all, but even if it was, who cares? you're still struggling regardless of the depth or even if you don't sh
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@pxnselenos
i really hope you decide to go to the hospital my friend, you probably need a transfusion if not multiple at this point
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@confess4shtwt
i know op won't believe this but he doesn't love you, someone who loves you wouldn't enable you like this. im sorry
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should i make a tellonym (im fragile and can't handle people being mean to me)
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@pxnselenos
i relate a lot. ive been diagnosed but never really felt connected to it and i don't see it much in myself aside from the sh/sui issues. at the end of the day it doesn't matter if you have bpd or not, you are you and you experience symptoms that are distressing.
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@pxnselenos
please try not to do more. i did this and it almost killed me. its not worth it and makes you feel mentally so much worse. extreme blood loss causes really extreme anxiety and it's so hard to function feeling like garbage constantly. if you need anything feel free to dm me
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am i just weird or does anyone else feel invalidated when ppl call your sh an addiction
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@birdsmainn
they literally aren't even showing them off they're just wearing short sleeves lol wtf is wrong with people
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@jiggyfattibutt
@birdsmainn
and literally nobody who actually goes to muscle calls it "laffy taffy" bc we understand the severity of going that far
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@parcium
looks like a blood vessel of some sort but normally veins are bigger and like a tube kinda
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@birdsprivv
i saw that and so many people in the comments were like "what about fascia?" dude wtf do you think 😭😭
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she only saw me for 25 mins, kinda disappointed. ive had much better last sessions before
i have my last session with my therapist today :(
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@confess4shtwt
arterioles squirt and sometimes veins do too, not normally as far as an arteriole or artery would. if the blood is really dark it's a vein and if it's light it's an arteriole
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ive been purposely irritating this scar to make it bigger do u guys think it's working
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@pxnselenos
it's allowed because the doctor believes you're a danger to yourself, which allows them to break confidentiality. google "exceptions to doctor patient confidentiality" and go to the wkw link, they explain it if you scroll down to where it says exceptions
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i got 100% on an essay and i really want to cut to punish myself because i don't deserve that high of a grade
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@birdsmainn
im worried about her, she said in her most recent vid that she made a bad decision, i rlly hope she didn't relapse. she's great
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im scared and i wish i had someone who could make me feel safe
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@the_real_forest
@confess4shtwt
saying you're proud of someone for hitting fat isn't relating to them
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@birdsmainn
ive determined my death will be suicide because my brain feels like i need to go out in a "tragic" way for validation :/
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@pxnselenos
moon i really don't think you can do another session without NEEDING medical attention, and the worse your hemoglobin is the more likely they will keep you there
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is taking a shower after a sh sesh to make the cuts hurt instead of cutting more harm reduction cuz if so call me the harm reduction queen
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@confess4shtwt
well sh for any reason is bad, but I think this is a common reason for sh, look up the DBT skill alternate rebellion if you want some coping ideas 💗
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i was planning on cutting today. i really don't want to but i feel like i have to
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@pxnselenos
im glad you got help too and im so glad you are glad. are you feeling better physically with the transfusion?
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idk if im just weird but i always feel invalid because i started sh at 14 and not younger
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it's actually so depressing how much sh has ruined my life
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my therapist dropped me because she doesn't think she can help me. im never going to get better
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@pxnselenos
your hemoglobin is probably still quite low, when mine was that low i needed a few transfusions. in my experience you start to feel better pretty quickly. take care friend
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im going rn to buy tools im actually so excited
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@pxnselenos
your illness causes you to not be able to do assignments like a "normal" person. accommodations would put you on an even playing field. that's what they are there for
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the cut on my leg finally healed now i only have 2 small healing cuts and i feel invalid sigh
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@birdsmainn
i was really hoping for the whole thing to be muscle. it sucks so bad not to be able to do what you planned. i won't be getting it stitched as its too risky. i planned to close it myself, but since it's not as big as i wanted, i won't be closing it.
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@birdsbackup
they had to resuscitate me so ig it kinda worked but I was an idiot and called 911 on myself 😔 ty though I appreciate it
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like, it feels like they are saying i do this "just" bc it's an addiction, not bc im so distressed that i always feel the need to do this. it feels like they are downplaying my feelings
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it's been a day and i already want to cut again
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@pxnselenos
sorry for the reality check but moon it was a lot and i wish you could see the severity of it
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@birdsprivv
made it a little bigger and then taped it closed. im so upset right now and it sounds so cringe but im honestly not ok. today is just horrible
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@birdsmainn
it feels like i deserve it, haven't had a great week. i live in a group home, so im basing whether or not to do it on who's working tonight. would rather not do it with the guy who found me after my sui attempt here. the spot is pretty safe. thanks for the kind words as always 💗
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@parcium
they really should have steri stripped those holes together if you have some you should try to close them
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it's kind of hard to see (I think?) but there's ~2 in of muscle exposed
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@confess4shtwt
there can be multiple factors that go into why you sh, also, it's valid to cut for attention, no matter how many people say it's not. if you are in so much pain that you hurt yourself for attention there is clearly something wrong and you deserve help for that
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i cut but it's small and idk if i should reset my streak over it
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@birdsmainn
this is so real, self harm is so important to who i am that if i don't have open wounds im not me
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@d1gitaltear
i hope this didn't come off as invalidating i just didn't know how else to word it
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my mind is so scary and i want to cut to make it stop
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@UnsightlyTrash
i don't know if you want your real name public or not but just so you know it's in the last slide
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@pxnselenos
they've done this to me as well, unfortunately it's allowed 😕 im so sorry that happened, i know how frustrating it is
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@pxnselenos
@vampiirxs
yeah, im not sure how it is in france, but i imagine it's probably the same. doctors spend decades in their field, most wouldnt give that up so easily, yk? the best advice i can give is to go to a lawyer and see if you have a case (if you want).
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