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Ok now fr cause the image quality was shit 😑
(sh archive)
(creative stuff)
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Y'all your feelings don't deserve to get taken less serious just because you "don't cut deep enough", let's remember that there are plenty of people in therapy that don't self harm at all to begin with and those people also need and deserve the help. You do too.
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Friendly reminder that there is no such thing as "safe" sh. Just areas and types of sh that bring less severe consequences/risks. Hurting yourself on purpose isn't natural, our bodies are not made for harm. Plus even with the "safest" sh there's still psychological effects.
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Why you shouldn't escalate: a thread from my perspective ✨️
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@suic_princess
Watch out with that, because it's easy to sever smaller tendons there and losing function over this in your hand just sucks.
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Not much grounds cause I deleted yesterday's convo but this person was l just kinda making it obvious they're trying to nudge people into amputating a finger. Just throwing it out there, maybe somebody worth blocking 🤷♀️ idk if anybody would fall for that but who knows
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Omw to get it stitched but I feel really guilty for it now because I could've just taped it up myself but now I'm just making it somebody else's problem.
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Fellas did y'all know asking for help is also a strength
One of the hardest things to say. Together with worcestershire sauce.
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Should I just make a telegram archive again and just post there? Is there a way to enabld comments there or something cause the interaction felt nice
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@Su1c1dal_23
Nah they'll just stitch me up and I'll be ok cause it wasn't through any vital structures, muscle and big vessels intact afaik. I'm fairly sure it will be fine considering previous experiences
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@parcium
Wtaf what kind of teacher says something like that to a student? That is actually insane
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I make silicone wounds for work like semi regularly and I always joke to my boss abt being an experienced expert.
I also don't have a filter ig cause I asked if he wanted to see cause I was saying something abt fat structures and not having seen it every done right in sfx
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People really following a shtwt acc and then report the sh
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On that note, how do you guys feel about getting stitches? I'm curious because I never see people talk positively about it, mostly just abysmal experiences with hospital staff.
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also so turned out this was a lie, the anemic feelin didn't even last a day 💀
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In other news, looking through the pics of my cats and noticed the camera did something weird with his face. Looks a bit freaky. Not what anybody's here for but whatever.
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Do you guys also have one side of your body that just feels wrong to cut deep on? My preferred side is left and I cut right as well but all the scars there are dermis or less, though that side also is ok for burns? I wonder why that is
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God I cringe at how some people I just can't follow cause I'm too jealous of their sh
Also how much I yap like I'm the most severe or some shit 💀 Sorry if it gives anybody else that ick too I just prefer talking into a public void instead if somebody specifically
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Maybe it's cause I wasn't in the sh comm til I was like 25 but I don't get why people pretend some picture is theirs when it's not. What's the goal?
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@nyonbv
Well so THIS is why this pic keeps getting reposted! It's me and it's real, though the picture is taken with the .5 lense which is why my arm looks so long.
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Can anybody give me feedback on layer? I assume just fat but idk mayne somebody else sees something I don't
Or like maybe something that makes me feel less pathetic for this ._.
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Also potentially verging on pro sh territory so I want to preemptively emphasise that most people are actually negatively affected by their self harm in some way or another and recovery is always worth striving to but I gotta vent (also cringe little snowflake yapping warning 🙃)
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Idk if I got anybody following me who is also fat but gonna ask anyway. Fellow big peeps, do y'all ever feel like your sh is "cheating" cause your brain says it only looks more dranatic cause you got more fat?
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I wonder what in the brain it is that makes things look severe on others but not on me. Feels like something's scratching the inside of my skin wanting to come out. I always put myself in dumb places. Why can't I feel connected???
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I hate feeling my bones and seeing/feeling veins. Grew up fat so it was always less noticable but I think aging is chasing that. Annoying cause they make my brain want to cut there to get to it.
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@parcium
Some people love going around and showing the world just how pathetic they are. Imagine.
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You ever just look at your own sh pics like "self harmer? Nah, human anatomy enthousiast" (a very stupid joke)
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Do people irl know about your sh? And if so, how in depth? Do you hide them in public?
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I'll romanticise the shit out of my own self harm but there's one thing nobody can glamourise
THE ITCH, OH MY GOD, THE ITCH! 😭
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My brain is whirring. I never know what I want/need out of any form of help. I'm wondering, ideally, what would you need? If the support was limitless and not dependent on finances or availability, what would the ideal support be for you? & What is it you feel needs to change?
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Sometimes my job gets me that skin hunger lol
"Good" thing my urges aren't very trigger responsive I guess 💀
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○ Increased frustration due to shrinkage no matter how big the original wound was
● Other people aren't automatically going to take you more serious for it
It just ain't worth it, please heed the warnings and remember that not giving into the urge is a strength!
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@carpetcactus
Dunno if they actually do in English as well but over here we do call the yolk on fried eggs like that "tits"
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Just tried durian. Thought I would hate it but I get why it's a popular flavour in desserts and stuff.
Also local ice cream place here is experimental with their flavours and they had mustard flavour once.
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I'd genuinely just forget about my sh if I didn't document it, it'd just be like yeah ok ik I did it cause there are scars but it's not like I'd remember how severe it was and whether I went for stitches
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Me, I realise I'm part of the issue posting because maybe seeing those of others "helped" me escalate. Though I have been told by some they actually help prevent worse, I can't really wrap my head around that. Not a justification. I just have a desperate need to be seen.
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○ Fuels toxic thoughts regarding self harm in general
● Scarring gets harder to hide
○ Less "predictable" scarring
● Increased likelihood of damaging important structures, possible loss of mobility
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○ Woundcare will take more supplies, thus more expensive
● You can't half ass woundcare, suffer worse consequences if you do
○ Takes longer to heal and is generally more restrictive
● Lose sight of what is and isn't severe
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@carpetcactus
Maybe it helps that in the ward there were more people keeping you accountible? At least swearing that to yourself does mean that there is a desire to recover which is a good start but maybe you're just not given the right tools to push through once you're out of that environment
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Do you guys see constant gorey images of maiming and killing yourself in your head? Regardless of your mood or what you're doing? No triggers or anything, just always there.
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Sometimes it's nice to see sh that'll actually get my brain to go "You know what? I actually don't want it like that". Haven't had that since I found out about coldness. Refreshing break from it whining about copying others.
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I just block whatever comment makes me raise an eyebrow but I actually do want to say something abt a comment I just saw cause ik it's something a lot of shers deal with.
I don't really get stitches for everything doctors would stitch when I feel confident in taking care of it
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@ThatCrowDude
Yeah, ended up making it a bit longer after all but did get it stitched. It was a harder to reach place to take care of + the size so I'm not really confident in doing that myself.
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Sometimes I scroll through comments on (my) sh and I wonder what/if people think abt the person behind it.
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@birdsmainn
I feel that, ig technically not true cause we're obviously have a hard time with the related thoughts and urges but I look at my sh and my brain is just like "bruh is this just a hobby to you or something??"
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I have a lot more life experience and all but I've just been standing in the same spot since I was sixteen. Even though I'm so different, it feels as if I am stuck at that point but the world changed around me. It's like I'm just looking at myself standing there, frozen in time
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My boyfriend once said that maybe death would be a solution for me because living causes me such pain and another time that he felt like I was purposefully pushing him away because I wanted him to want to leave me.
I think about shit like that a lot.
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Ok how the fuck does twt work? I feel like I don't see everything under the "following" tab but then under "for you" there's so much shit idc about, is there a way to uhh make that better?
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If only there'd be a way to only get shtwt text posts in my timeline rather than all the edtwt stuff... Happens on every platform too. I don't want ED content.
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I love imaginary internet points they're such a nice stand in when all my life achievements are so far below my standards, it's almost as if my surrogate parent The Internet™ acknowledges my existence woah
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When I was younger I was super freaked out by hearing my heartbeat in my ear when I was in bed because I always imagined it was giants walking around in my street.
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○ If you ever felt like sh gave you anything positive, you're going to lose that feeling and it will start to feel increasingly useless and just some addiction you have to feed without reward
● Increased wound discharge
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@bloodymxth
Feels weirdly pro sh too. And also for some reason reminds me of creepy sh/scar fetishists. Uncomfortable.
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I wish I had friends but also I fucking suck and am a shit friend so it's my own fault but ouch nonetheless
Why I gotta be a dumb bitch
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I'm angry because I can't kill myself because I can't put my parents into debt and that's what's keeping me alive cause nothing else is worth whatever I'm feeling now. Why don't my loved ones' emotions matter more like wow okay what a selfish bitch.
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@parcium
I hope you get some nice distraction and a nice plushie to hold close (and I caught that weirdo commenting, even if we don't like ourselves or something I hope you can still be like "hey at least I'm not like that loser")
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Ngl really frustrating I'm going out with my mom tomorrow meaning I can't cut til wednesday and I really deserve it
Thinking of a spot but it's risky and I don't want to die accidentally by sh
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○ Consequences will be more severe, can't avoid the hospital and dangerous infections forever
● In addition to the point above; increasing likelihood of negative experiences with medical staff
○ Increased feeling of being a burden
● It's never going to feel like enough
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That whenever I know somebody else has sh'd or still does, my first thought is wanting to see their sh–and is it worse than mine?? The thing I hate most about this addiction, or whatever it is for me, is the jealousy and paranoia.
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What's your take on the morality of posting self harm pictures?
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@parcium
Ok but how did the 10K followers get there if nobody cares tho.
This internet stranger likes to see you succeed in beating the urges at least. Hope you can find some distraction to occupy you.
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Sometimes I wanna vent about the cuts I fantasize about that I've seen others to but I can't do that because what if that just causes other people the same urge
On the other hand, I post pics and have seen at least a few "I want this too" comments so who am I to talk 😐
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@kangelsyndrome
Gotta be something wrong in your head if you go around encouraging that tho, that ain't mentally stable
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@confess4shtwt
I don't have that extreme of a reaction, but it's def cringe. I can tolerate it from kids sorta cause being dead cringe comes with being a minor but fucking adults that do it 💀 it's kinda pro to me tbh
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Love that two minutes of "fucking hell what did I do now I feel sick" and actually having rational thoughts and then just bam, back into "o hehe haha time to think about the next cut!"... Bitch can you chill
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Why are urges so obsessive?
I'm so annoyed I have little time alone for that. It's not necessary ig but I just prefer that.
Also when you guys go in for stitches, so you guys talk to the doc much? Are you upset or joking around? How do you present?
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Why is everything on my desktop twitter uncensored?? What setting did I change oml
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Last OD my mum and sis took pics of me in the hospital and I just look at them from time to time and I miss being out cold like that hooked up to machines so bad. I'm also just kinda sad I didn't just die cause I easily could've... now I have to stay at least 2 more years
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@d1gitaltear
Be aware it will be maaaaad itchy though, hope something a bit less dangerous can suffice tho
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Yeah some longer ones feel tight but that doesn't go much further than just being aware of it. I know the people that care about me are bothered, but it seems like they trust me to not do too much damage and they don't really make the scars an issue.
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@_EXILS_
This feeling is so weird, together with feeling like you're bleeding through dressing when there isn't even an active bleed to begin with
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@_EXILS_
Glad you stopped there even if it wasn't by choice. Wouldn't have been worth it ultimately. Hope something else more helpful comes by to help you feel a bit better.
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