Haughtbreaker Nic ππ€
@haughtbreaker
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NB. Ace. Queer af. Old af. Palest in my family. All the indicators of ADHD and Autism, but dying of cancer, so no sense getting tested.
California, USA
Joined June 2016
If you would just like to donate, my gofundme is still open and my paypal/venmo are below. https://t.co/B64WT10Btu Paypal: @ mfloyd102 Venmo: @ nic-floyd Dorian and Raiden are both being super good boys and appreciate all of you
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This is the easiest question to answer. I saw this cover art in the comic store as I walked by and I was floored. I'd never seen a piece of art so beautiful.
A video this morning got me thinking about the first comic I ever got. So today's QUESTION OF THE DAY is, what was the first comic you ever got that made you want to read more comics? Not the best, not your favorite, the FIRST comic that made you say, "Wow, I need more of this!"
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I miss the days of being a capable #earper when I could celebrate the holidays with a new craft. All I can do now is post old photos of better times with the #WynonnaEarp Fandom #cancerIsStupid #cancerSucks
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We have completed the move from Anaheim to North Hollywood and the probable location of my last moments. Dorian said this is his new bed.
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I'm so fucking tired of this. Everything hurts. I can barely eat. I'm in bed all day. I just wish it would all end. I'm ready for it to be over. #cancerIsStupid
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Had a bit of fun tonight with our S'mornaments dinner. We had sweet & savory s'mores and made Christmas ornaments. Dresscode: onesies.
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Didn't want to do this but this but I have no choice, On September 1 2024, @AlexanderDapo reached out to me to be in his music video, "a Christian song*, we've never had any interaction before this, we came to an agreement and I kept everything professional
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I haven't opened Spotify in forever due to being bedridden most of the year. Guess my wrapped shows that lol
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I often forget what I used to look like, before the cancer & the weight loss, before sickness ate away 1/3 of me, & covid took cons from me, back when I was showing the closest to joy Id ever shown in my entire life. Now I just see a skeleton covered in flesh, sorrow, and loss
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I feel like it would be a bit petty to say: "Welp, at least I'm dying" as my last post... yet petty feels like the appropriate emotion these days
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I have 2 alarms set, 1 for my every 6 hour doses, and 1 for my every 8 hour doses. By the time 4 hours hits, my pain is up to a 6 or worse. The PHARMACY refuse to increase my meds, so I've just learned to live with this, however much longer I have. I have stage 4b colon cancer.
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Was supposed to get my last haircut today, but I received a message saying my appointment has been canceled cause they're closing the shop for good. What luck that is.... Guess I'll just die with longer hair...ugh.
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In so much pain right now I'm just standing in the middle of my room, not sure what else to do. Fuck. Also just realized my walker looks like 2 raptors
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Please YouTube gods... cancer got me stuck in bed with weeks left to live. Don't take one of the channels I watch regularly away. I need all the Thai tea to enjoy what time i got left
Yβall my whole YouTube channel just got deleted for nudity!!! Like what?!!!! Iβm appealing it butβ¦ DAMN! #lingorm #Fayeyoko #englot #freenbecky #ezeexnatalie
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Congrats!!!! Gimme all that happy queer love ABSENCE MEW SINGLE #MewPressconAbsence
#MewSupasit #Tul_Pakorn
I'M CRYING RIGHT NOWπ OH. MY. GOSH!!!! THEY'RE ENGAGED ABSENCE MEW SINGLE #MewPressconAbsence
#MewSupasit #Tul_Pakorn #MewTul
https://t.co/YS48r8OHNx
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Dying is so draining... at least there are donuts
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That feeling when your legs just give out because you've fallen asleep, when gravity takes hold and there are no thoughts until your cancer ridden bottom hits the ground in agony and you're rolling backwards until a second later you see stars then pain as your head hits the wall
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Why did I wake up 1) in excruciating pain again... and 2) hella craving a Nanaimo bar? Well I suppose 1 is easier to explain than the other, and that's that I have cancer, which is hella painful. But why does my body crave such a delightful treat that is impossible to get here.
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