i am awful. i am heartless i am scared that these things are actually true.

don't worry. your father is only your father until one of you forgets.

... It's fine. Everything will be alright.

there is no more desperate a creature， than a human being on the verge of losing love.

The mere presence of this man, whom he despised deeply, unsettled him. “Please leave me alone, i have a husband and kid.” He asserted, his glare is stern; one of those things that he almost never show to anyone. ( @TRYHAKR )

How did this man managed to find his address? Voski had departed without a trace, keeping his whereabouts a secret from almost everyone. No way this man stalked him all the way here right? his departure is too suddenly afterall. Ugh, this man.. always got everything he wanted.

“As I explicitly stated, your presence here is unwelcome,” he said, his voice quivering, his legs feeling unsteady, not expecting the guest that come to visit him. The very notion that this entitled individual had managed to track him from the city to his small village is creepy.

was i raised without love? or was i born unlovable?

my suffering is virtuous. it has to be. otherwise, what is it for?

if all i can do as a human is to believe… my god. my universe.

i'm neither beautiful nor admirable. i'm tired and i'm bruised.

How sweet, he thought to himself. Maybe... He’s actually a good guy? Should he put his trust on him to take care of his son? …He’ll consider it.

For @fliirns, you've received a package with a note: “I am not an expert in baking, but I hope these sweets may suit your taste. If you don't mind, then I and Silas would like to visit your place someday. Sincerely, E. Zamoyski.”

he just… deep down, he doesn't take himself into account, y'know? he's always been like that. and now that he can do so much more… something doesn't feel right. it makes me wanna keep him at arm's length.

* Inilah mengapa jangan buat thread pas ngantuk

Though, i still think that i can do better..

It wasn’t really a fond memories.. but parents did the best they can for you, right? Though i didn’t do those sort of things to my son, i’m 100% sure i raise him right, i tried my best afterall and finally got his acknowledgment in the end!

it was fun. thank you for everything. goodbye, my first love.

* TAKUT... Ini namanya saya diracunin. 😭

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