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โ €โ €i canโ€™t bฬฒeฬฒ what you expect of ๐ฆ๐ž ... iโ€™m trying every day with all i do โ”€ but when we're ๐ญ๐จ๐ ๐ž๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ... oh, then my favorite gift is ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ โ™ก

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@ellequirenait
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@ellequirenait
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โ€ โ€ โ€ โ€ โ€ โ€ โ€ โ€ โ€ โ€ โ€ โ€ โ€ โ€ โ€ โ€โ€๐˜ช๐˜ต'๐˜ด ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐™˜๐™ค๐™ก๐™™ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ โ”€ ๐™›๐™š๐™–๐™ง dฬฒoฬฒeฬฒsฬฒ.ฬฒ โ€ โ€ โ€ โ€ โ€ โ€ โ€ โ€ โ€
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@ellequirenait
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he searched for an answer for a while, gazing hard at his own cup. "that's what we must aspire to be,โ€ to turn a new page the next day, to make up any shortcomings from the previous day. โ€œhold on to that feeling as long as you can.โ€
@ijshartje
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8 days
โ € โ €โ € ใ€ i thought it's work, you know ? it is, don't get me wrong, but โ€”โ€” every morning i wake up already excited for tomorrow ... is that normal ? ใ€ž growing up he never considered it possible, dreading opening his eyes. โ €
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@ellequirenait
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.... well ?
@ijshartje
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6 days
โ € โ €โ € his what ... ? oh, uhm โ€”โ€” ! โ €
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found @ijshartje's cravat from the drawing room โ€” was it on purpose or forgotten?
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@ijshartje
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8 days
โ € โ €โ € @ellequirenait. โ €
@holyaches
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15 days
you see so much in me when i see nothing left at all.
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letting out a cough, a violent one at that, its timing lands suspiciously well following that implied โ€ฆ. statement. โ€œi โ€” uh โ€ฆ. โ€ he clears his throat a few times, โ€œarendelle is indebted to you, hans.โ€ which, ever since then, the crown is rarely in a sour mood.
@ijshartje
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9 days
โ € โ €โ € ใ€ oh, you know ... ใ€ž stunted, which might for the best, that loosened tongue clearly lacking the finesse to camouflage any ... indecencies currently crossing his mind. opting for another drink instead. โ €
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@ellequirenait
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โ€” @ijshartje .
@holyaches
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1 year
however far away๏ผŒ i will always love you.
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piqued is his interest, having found a newfound question to probe, cup raised immediately to a passing server for a silent refill. โ€œhow so?โ€ while the other may or may not reveal further, it is always interesting to learn more about the young pair.
@ijshartje
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15 days
โ € โ €โ € just her being mentioned has him conjuring up a image, her image, switching out his blurring view for it, that * sอŸmอŸiอŸlอŸeอŸ returning. โ € ใ€ oh, i doubt we'd talk much. ใ€ž did he just say that aloud ... ? โ €
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+ how ๐˜†๐—ผ๐˜‚ would do it? assuming i am Her Majesty, right now.โ€
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โ€œmust be horrible, i know." he sighs, lifting his cup, forlornly glimpsing at its emptiness. โ€œcould never lie even if my life depends on it,โ€ lips forcing a thinly lined smile; his wife would smell his act from miles away if he tried. "๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต โ€” enough with my turn. let us see +
@ijshartje
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16 days
โ € โ €โ € ใ€ oh ... ! ใ€ž squinting, blinking. trying hard, * rอŸeอŸaอŸlอŸlอŸyอŸ hard to do what usually came naturally, to study the example offered โ€”โ€” knitting auburn knitting, shoving his chin forth. โ € ใ€ like ... so ? ใ€ž โ €
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@ellequirenait
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|. life is kicking me so hard so i apologise for the COMPLETE lack of activity
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+ he was going through a terrible โ€ฆ. case of mid-life crisis. โ€œhans, ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด is how i imagine i would look like.โ€
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indeed selling an act is a hard feat on its own, more so when his otherwise steely expression he wore most of the time clashes terribly with the purported tortured expression that he now ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฑ๐˜ต๐˜ด to wear โ€ฆ. let's just say it was clear the middle-aged man seemed as if +
@ijshartje
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2 months
โ € โ €โ € to see him, the man navigating through the most heated ( and occasionally frustratingly dense ) verbal conflicts on the daily, struggle to find his words, truly is a gift on its own already ! too bad he likely would not โ €ยปโ € โ €
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relief indeed washes over her, instead luring a wheezing laughter once the funny turn-of-event quickly sinks in her mind. "you were a force to be reckoned with!" alluding to his weight, his stature, stretching the line on her lips further as she laughs more.
@ijshartje
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3 months
โ € โ €โ € ใ€ goodness, sorry ! ใ€ž did not wake up thinking today would be the day to crush his wife, apparently, but accidents happen ... already pushing himself up, relieving her from his weight. โ € ใ€ are you alright ... ? ใ€ž โ €
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+ she confessed, trembling likewise, a stream of tears following suit. โ€œi am no longer your wife, but a ๐™ข๐™ค๐™ฃ๐™จ๐™ฉ๐™š๐™ง!โ€
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+ from the mess sheโ€™s left on his noble face. โ€œit is i who should apologise โ€ฆ. do yโ€”do you not realised?โ€ how such monstrous hunger destroyed the humanity in her, how he did not even ๐˜ง๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ nor fight her back, but simply be. โ€œi have irrevocably harmed you, hans." +
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how could he simultaneously ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฌ like her husband but not really โ€ฆ. ? "๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ด, ๐—ผ๐—ตโ€”โ€ a crack in that hushed voice, distraught yet relieved that he somehow โ€ฆ. lived. โ€œโ€”what are you sorry for?โ€ and she would wipe away the blood on his knuckles, switching attention +
@ijshartje
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3 months
โ € โ €โ € in merely a blink, or so it felt to him, is he * ๐’ƒอŸ๐’‚อŸ๐’„อŸ๐’ŒอŸ โ€”โ€” but changed, lush green having shifted into something dอŸaอŸrอŸkอŸeอŸrอŸ, having sunk deeper into their sockets, not gasping for air though he must have โ €ยปโ € โ €
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+ "the hardest day after strategising for .... combat."
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+ not talk, at least not at first, lest i risk telling more lies than i should .... well, i would put on the best act and wear the most tortured face as if โ€”" ๐˜ค๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ญ๐˜บ lying is not his forte, either. therefore making something up on the fly is twice as hard. "โ€” i had +
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at last, catching that hint of folly; this play-pretend of a scenario he once shuddered at. "then let us indulge in this ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต-๐˜ช๐˜ง ... you know, if i could โ€”" a moment passed. oh, clearly he did not have such privilege to do this in his prime days, isn't it? "i would +
@ijshartje
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3 months
โ € โ €โ € just barely does he catch the laugh bubbling up & bursting through, turning his head to cough in a * tอŸeอŸrอŸrอŸiอŸbอŸlอŸeอŸ attempt to guise disbelief. โ € ใ€ but what * if โ€”โ€” ? ใ€ž โ €
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@ellequirenait
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โ€” @ijshartje .
@lostaffections
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6 months
i love you. as you are now.
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