SHEDTWT INTRO hal (it/he) 16 I am autistic, my special interest it Star Trek bpd ednos, restricting & binging stats: 5 feet, 3.9 inches hw 130 lbs (bmi 23) lw 96 lbs (bmi 16.9) gw anything lower than 80 #edtwt #shedtwt #shtwt

Healing cuts

Low-key just hit fish I'm kinda scared

I cannot do this again

my calorie logic for myself 0 - amazing job 100 - should’ve starved 200 - should’ve starved 300 - should’ve starved 400 - should’ve starved 500 - should’ve starved 600 - should’ve starved 700 - should’ve starved 800 - should’ve starved 900+ - should’ve starved

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Reached fat for the first time ever It will NOT stop bleeding lol

Whats an ED lifehack you REFUSE to partake in? Mine is cold showers. Yes I know it takes energy to stop you from being cold, but idc you can rip my boiling showers from my fat grubby fingers. Cold showers suck so bad.

MOM!!!!!!STOP WORRYING ABOUT ME!!!!!!!JUST BECAUSE I!!!!CUT MYSELF AND!!!!!!!TOLD YOU NOTHINGIN MY LIFE MATTERS EXCEPT LOSING WEIGHT!!!!!!DOESNT MEAN IM NOT NORMAL OK!!!!!! ALSO CAN I HAVE 15 BUCKS

#edtwt Losing the same five pounds for the tenth time

I love feeling my cuts, its like reading braille and all it say is “cut yourself more” #shedtwt

cat scratches are valid. styro is valid. beans are valid. fascia is valid. laffy taffy is valid. bedrock is valid. skinning is valid. burning is valid. hitting/punching is valid. scratching is valid. hair pulling is valid. no, i am not valid.

IM SOOO FAT *i keep eating*IM SOOO FAT *i keep eating*IM SOOO FAT *i keep eating*IM SOOO FAT *i keep eating*IM SOOO FAT *i keep eating*IM SOOO FAT *i keep eating*IM SOOO FAT *i keep eating*IM SOOO FAT *i keep eating*IM SOOO FAT *i keep eating*IM SOOO FAT *i keep eating*

words cant explain how much i relate to this

i dont fast for 2 days, i dont hit 10k steps a day, i dont exercise, i dont do 80g protein per day. Im a wannorexic

https://t.co/XZ4ATAfs2E

how i feel knowing it’s already getting warmer while i have scars that were very clearly not there last year all over my body

having depression but also being slightly functional https://t.co/Id2u1IJB36

Today’s calories

“You can’t give characters sh scars as self projection!!”