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Wanted to fast today but I feel so low energy and its triggering my health anxiety bad so im getting something to eat 💔

Id fuck up some birria tacos rn omfg

Has anyone tried to c/s soup? Is that a thing? 💀

@littldiary Killing the planet and contributing to the water shortage just so your little Ai can tell you your 700 calorie meal is 500 calories like ok

me when someone mentions calories and i have to act normal

I cant take this anymore. Im so tired of this. I hate myself and what I have to go through. Disclaimer: im not going to kill myself

Im tired. This disorder makes me feel so trapped. What is there left of me? Im nothing without it and theres nothing left of me with it. I don't know who I am anymore. Im tired of this cycle. I just want it to end.

Ill just exercise purge when I wake up. Burned cals don't reset at midight in my mind.

I don't want this life anymore. I don't want to be this anymore. I want to be normal and I want to be worse at the same time. I can't take this anymore.

I WISH I COULD PURGE I WISH I FUCKING WISH PLEASE GOD PLEASE

I WANT TO PURGE WHATEVER I ATE. I WANT TO PURGE. I NEED TO.. but i ate spicy food and the toilet hasn't been cleaned yet so I can't 😇😇😇😇😇😇😇💥💥💥💥🥀💥🥀💥💥🥀🥀🥀🥀💥💥🥀🥀 I cant get back in that habit I CAN'T. I need every reason not to go back.

Ate 3/4 and c/s 1/4th

Got jack in the box bc this 4th soju made me so fucking nauseous. I might eat 2 bites then c/s

Me: ill stop drinking at 11pm Also me, 2 am: opens my 4th soju bottle

Thinking about all those ppl who emigrated outside the US saying they didn't eat any differently after they moved and lost like 20-30lbs. Maybe the real weight loss hack is moving to a place with better food safety laws. Or i start gardening for my own food.

Drank 2 bottles of soju and I still dont feel drunk omfg ive never had my meds cockblock me from being drunk before

I really feel like I won't be able to reach my gw fast enough unless I start purging again whenever I binge. But omg. I always do it so loud. Volume lvl is the only thing stopping me.

I want nothing more than to relapse on sh but my gf would be devastated. I can't do that to her. But i want nothing more than to just feel that sting and see my own blood again. I never wanted to be clean for myself, I never did. If it were up to me I would've relapsed years ago

Like I'd be like "why tho" and they were just like "Well......because...." like I don't blame them I wouldnt know what to say either bc they can't just be like "oh youre fine keep going champ". 15 year old me was not convinced though.

Thinking about how when I used to cut myself as a kid, I never went deeper than cat scratches and only ever on my thigh and no therapist was able to tell me a convincing reason why to stop bc I technically wasn't at risk of accidentally killing myself or anything.