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BC ☆ Idk how to frame a shot properly but that’s not the point
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The way bitches become coquette when they relapse
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There’s no way she isn’t
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Have y’all ever tried to do even 50? Good fucking luck 😭
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Reminder that 1000 jumping jacks can burn 430 calories:)
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Idec about the message but STOP WRITING LYRICS LIKE THIS OMG are we in grade 2? Are we unaware of metaphors, double entendres, storytelling, or???
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I just find it funny
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@circusTryHard
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I promise promise promise that it’s more pleasant to be unable to eat due to an ED than be constantly overeating because of an ED
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@circusTryHard
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6 months
Someone needs to do a study on why those “anorexia recovery” girls on tiktok ONLY wear leggings. For people with supposed bdd, they wear an awful lot of leggings
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@circusTryHard
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@coppolasmuse_ POCKET CHANGE FR!! Are u supposed to get ur nails done at Claire’s? Bffr
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A binge! Hope this helps 🥰
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guys what do u usually break ur fast with??
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5 months
Me immediately after telling y’all that I’m starting ana fr this time
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ᴏʟʟɪᴠᴀɴᴅᴇʀ ~ ᴇᴅᴛᴡᴛッ
5 months
what the fuck
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Threw a sandwich at the cabinet because my family said that it wasn’t enough food so I said “how about I have none of it?”
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@circusTryHard
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The unwritten rule: if ur gonna insult people about their body / bmi / etc., YOURS NEEDS TO BE POSTED!!
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I’m not laughing anymore
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Binging is literally just an ED symptom like EVERYTHING ELSE but we treat it so differently and I’m tired
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2 months
Going for eid dinner but i literally can’t eat any of the food at the restaurant except for garden salad and onion salad 😭😭
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Posing and lighting matters 🙁
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I was telling my friend that I’m really trying to stop being bulimic ESPECIALLY before our trip to Greece this year and her response was “good because I actually want to enjoy my vacation” 😶 idk I just didn’t take it well. Am I crazy? Can u see her side?
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What if I told you that I ate all 6 of them yesterday, went to the store and got the closest match I could find, and then put them in the original packaging before anyone found out🥺🧍‍♀️
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JAN 2 BODYCHECK || I’ll start being aesthetic once I’m skinny, until then, you’ll have to deal with me making dumb faces
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@circusTryHard
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No one is screaming about the abc diet this year….did we finally learn our lesson?
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5 months
Feel like a fraud cause proper ED ppl are like “I wish I could get help, I’m scared that I’m going to die, I hate having an ED” and I’m like “I want ana 🤩🤩skinny skinny I hope I get worse IM EATING AGAIN” dear fuck I’m a fakerrrrr 😾🫵
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7 months
Bodycheck! Since you guys have been curious how I look after gaining like 20lbs 😀 be kind
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1 year ago I posted my first popular tt and I’ve only gotten fatter since then 😕 I hate myself I hate myself I hate my tt I hate myself even more
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Gonna start eating like those “wieiad in recovery” vids as inspo so I can finally lose some weight
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January edtwt is crazy because I swear EVERYONE is online these days
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9 months
Just a reminder that u can’t meanspo urself out of binging. I’ll look in the mirror, feel fat as shit, and THAT will literally cause the binge because it’s how I cope with wanting to d1e. So idk be nice to urself and good things will manifest
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Does nicotine really suppress ur appetite ? Please tell me ur experience and / or if you recommend it?? Obviously it’s not healthy but I’m ready to kms over how hungry I am, I can’t take it anymore
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10 months
This is how I look BEFORE binging today. Stomach is huge, thigh gap is gone. I’m like BMI 16. This, in and of itself, is enough to make me want to 💀
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@circusTryHard
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4 months
Woah what if I fell from a very large height
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10 months
I don’t normally judge people’s binges but this is “my 600lb life” worthy 😳😬
@raspbrrysoda
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10 months
edtwt what was ur worst binge? mine was 2 whole apples, a bowl of strawberries and an ENTIRE protein bar 😖
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Please tell me I just have a super tiny lighter and that I’m not as fat as I think this makes me
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6 months
I’m just a girl 🤷‍♀️😚
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9 months
Yesterday’s outfit because ppl have asked me to post more fits 🤩
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8 months
Y’all constantly encouraging metabolism days when they don’t work (metab weeks do!! but 1 day will do nothing) makes me think that you ARE sabotaging ppl..
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2 months
Do y’all find it impressive at all to maintain a low weight (like 15s / 16s) for years ???
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10 months
Lol had a breakdown at work thinking about how I’m going to completely fuck over my family’s lives and abandon my cat, my only true love in this life 😋
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9 months
You underestimate how much chocolate I can consume in 1 sitting…
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adrien
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this is so reassuring
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I’ll trust a fat person claiming to have ana WAY before I’ll trust a skinny recovery influencer
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It’s been almost 10 years. It doesn’t end. I’ve been hungry for almost 10 years. It gets old
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7 months
Sickening how it only takes 2 BMI points to completely fix or ruin my life
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My actual goal,, she’s so tastefully bony
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omg ur joking
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@fastingfawn You could literally get me to buy ANYTHING by saying “I haven’t binged since x” so LMAO I’m looking these up now
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2 months
People that troll body checking anorexics by calling them fat or saying that they’re proud that they’re eating / gaining are MORE proana than the proanas
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You can literally see my binge food (bottom left) goodbye thigh gap
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9 months
Daily reminder that u can just freeze the food if you’re worried about wasting it. You don’t need to eat all of it and MOST foods freeze and thaw perfectly
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I’m restricting but not getting any skinnier…. suspicious
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4 months
Side effect of bulimia that I never see anyone mention : Constant runny / bloody nose
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4 months
Everyone above 18yo must immediately start bullying all the minors!! Who’s excited?! 🤩🥳
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2 months
Dear god 😰😰 this is from 1 year ago exactly…..I’ve gotten so big since then
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2 months
Under no circumstances will I be recovering but GOD I wish I deserved it. Why can I be one of those bmi 10 out of control anorexics who MUST recover otherwise face death, instead I’m stuck as a pleb who never really got bad and simply became lazy and wanted to eat again
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Bulimia has genuinely torn away any ounce of happiness I had left. I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy, I’ve never been the same since it developed
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Work fit! Excuse my legs are swollen from picking up the slack for 4 hours
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Bc
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7 months
I’m not even joking, this is how big my appetite is. I can eat this much!! And I would if it didn’t make me gain
@sleepycutz
gigi ൫
7 months
he’s back
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11 months
@igottashart Ooooo maybe y can weigh urself before and after to see the difference
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10 months
Another UGLY video of my fatass :((
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2 months
Do y’all have any weird *food things*? Doesn’t have to be disordered (but it can!!) but for example I ONLY like cold food!! I never reheat food, I always prefer to eat cold pizza, or noodles, and I make all my meals revolve around cold items like cottage cheese, fruit, cereal..
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“I gain on 1,100 cals!!” someone doesn’t know how to count calories … 👀
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She really thinks you will go into starvation mode and lose your hair if you eat 1,100 cals / day??? ON WHAT PLANET???
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Can someone tell me if there’s genuinely something different about my brain and the low weight anas? There’s no way that they feel this hunger and just ignore it. IM TRYING. I’m trying my absolute best and I can’t believe that anyone can get past it everyday
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GUYS HELP DO I LOOK BULIMIC?????? My friend is a social worker and said that her classmates could tell even tho she never said anything???? They didn’t even guess “anorexic” 😭😭😭 skipped to “bulimic” that’s so embarrassing
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2 months
Vom bag weighs 5.3kg!!
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Yknow when ur stomach gets so big during a binge that u finally poop because ur stomach needs room to take up ur entire torso
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5 months
The main reason I refuse to recover is because it’s pushed so heavily. Anytime my ED was brought up, people would cover their ears and go blue in the face yelling about how I have to recover. I will sooner destroy myself, than listen to those who wouldn’t listen to me
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6 months
Pre-purge selfies! Bulimia-core! 🎀🩰✨🤍🌸
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2 months
Introducing : Doll EDtwt •┈••✦ ✯ ✦••┈• saw ZombieEDtwt and GhostEDtwt so I wanted to make my own!! Doll is referring to (haunted) actual toys / marionettes / puppets, or even plush animals! 🧸 Slightly overlaps with GhostEDtwt!!
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Dressed up for the occasion
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4 months
Nothing better than having a giant gap in ur waistband AFTER dinner 😋
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10 months
:((
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10 months
all my weight gain goes straight to my hips / thighs and it makes me look so ~womanly~ /VERY NEG idk what my problem is because im SUPER feminine and I fully identify as a girl, but my heart sinks when my body looks feminine. I want to be an alien in women’s clothing
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9 months
I fast for 1 day and start acting like I’m a lot skinnier than I am. I need to be humbled
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8 months
Photos of my coffee from 1 year ago vs today :) people CAN change
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16 days
Still the same…yikes as fuck
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3 months
Bc
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6 months
I genuinely mean this in the least bitchy way, and this is a general statement abt ppl who post this kind of stuff (not op specifically) but it’s cause ur so far from ur gw. When u get to it, you’ll see it’s not skinny enough, you won’t stop. No one does
@kanashigrl
enya ♡
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am i the only ana on here that doesn't really want to be like 85lbs bonespo? like my gw is 110? absolutely no hate to anyone that is/wants to be super smol tho!
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5 months
This chart thingy with my pics 🥴
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I love tiktok
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9 months
Binging on laxative granola bars? Call that binging and purging in one 😎
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15 days
Felt better after an outfit change
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4 months
@pinkcorpsebride Damn I guess we can’t use picrews anymore 🤦‍♀️
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7 months
Haul 🥰 who wants some?
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6 months
@irenegekko No stats / BCs, no opinion! Hope this helps 😋
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10 months
Yes this is totally why there’s a global obesity crisis
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10 months
“You’re still skinny” this was me 3 weeks ago
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6 months
Y’all overestimate how hard it is for me to eat 8 bars of chocolate
@oatlyforever
illona ᵕ̈
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Thought this would help a lot of you
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“I wish I could eat more but I just can’t, anorexia sucks” I’m genuinely so sorry and I wish u could be happy and free but I promise that whatever the fuck I have is worse
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1 year
Why do I still look fat?
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5 months
Me when I restrict : 😭👎💔😩 Me when I don’t restrict : 😭👎💔😩
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4 months
@angelicfemme444 Lowkey it’s giving “newbie” when ppl think that lw anas restrict super hard. Like…think for a minute. They would die SUPER quick 😭😭
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@shaunapples No but I will now!!
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7 months
I hate when people get all up in arms whenever you say that EH and binging are the same. THEY ARE. Everyone being so adamant to distance themselves from binging only reinforces the taboo and stigma. Idc if they have different causes, they are the same symptom
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6 months
“Your eating disorder will kill you” thanks but I don’t have an eating disorder
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4 months
Update? Any loss is from mid Jan -> now cause of the ip situation but I think it’s decent?
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6 months
This is where we’re at these days. I’m posting it cause I guess it’s progress :’)
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4 months
“I don’t pose that much in my bodychecks” My bodychecks:
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5 months
Knowing that many people that I interact with on a daily basis would rather die than be my weight makes me feel so disgusting
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Y’all if I made a Doll EDtwt community would u join?? I’d be really embarrassed if I made it and it flopped 💀
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Just deleted 5 months of food scale pics 👍 I am allowed to forgive myself for what I ate months ago, I can start again
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6 months
I need a new diagnosis because I simply cannot accept that I have the same disorder as ppl who starve down to like, bmi 9 or 10 🤷‍♀️
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2 months
@kittybby0 That’s gotta be so expensive to maintain
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6 months
At my worst (fat) but wishing I was at my worst (skinny) 😔
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26 days
@wonderlandfilly A range of 3 bmi???? Girl just doesn’t know how to guess
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