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i have a very childlike rageοΌ and a very childlike loneliness.
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and you know how thatβs gonna make me feel
iβm gonna kiss you so hard
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β β maybe we could actually come up with something together for once, β he added with a slight chuckle.
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carm nodded, hands now firmly planted on his waist. β alright, I got you. we can organise something before service one of the days next week. β he could sense she was slightly nervous about it too, which was the opposite of what carmy wanted when he threw out the suggestion. β
β β she seemed tongueβtied at his β suggestion, another bout of low selfβ β confidence in the presence of someone β who many considered the best. β βshit, yeah. iβiβd be down. i donβt have β any, like, sick drawings or anything but i + β
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oh wait
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love you
i know. π
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youβre my world too π
youβre my world
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whoβs texting who that
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β speaking neither were ( too ) far from one another with their respective ideas.
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β yours too. least that way we have a stockpile if weβre stuck in the future, what do you think? β it didnβt take much or too long for his attitude to change, once given the opportunity. carmy adored sydneyβs ideas too, and they tended to balance each other out. technically β
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carmy shut the notebook, placing it into the front pocket of his apron. his lips were pursed deep in thought, dancing blue orbs making their way over to syd. β really? yeah, Iβd be up for that, β he nodded, folding his arms across his chest. β and obviously you can present β
β β she immediately interjected, βand i want β you to know that i really like every idea β youβve shared.β β sydney had an immeasurable amount of β admiration for carmenβs ambition and β skill. there had never been a doubt in her β mind that he was the + β
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β not. once she mentioned the dish, carm picked up the notebook, shrugging his shoulders like it meant nothing. β itβs one of many ideas. I just donβt know what to do with them all. better out than in, if that makes sense. β
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β βk. β carmy nodded, hand already anxiously motioning to his back pocket for a cigarette. β one month, from last monday. got it. β now, he wouldβve liked to have told sydney that he also, does not know how to run a restaurant. but would that help matters here? absolutely β
β β brow furrowed at his odd question, β so easily overwhelmed by his attitude. β βi meanβ¦ sure, yeah. a month from the β monday just gone. if the bear goes to shit β in that time, you can change the menu, β like, daily, βcause what the + β
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β at his beloved sketch. there was a long pause. β thatβs . . one month from monday gone, right? not today? β you couldβve sworn he asked the question to be funny, but he was being dead serious.
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β back down to the counter, attempting to backtrack the anger that was fuelling inside of him. β okay, fine. one month. then we review. everyone in the kitchen gets a say. then weβll decide. β his words were cut sharp, forcing himself to take a deep breath, eyes gazing back β
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he was biting his nails now. he could barely even look at her as she spoke, knowing damn well that syd was speaking sense. carmy tried to make sense of her words. consistency was the right forward. everyone seemed to know that except for him. finally his hands shakily fell β
β β βsometimes i feel like you hear me speak β but you donβt actually ππππ me.β β her temper seemed to be reserved for β carmen. he was the only person who β could disrupt her collected disposition. β her eyes fluttered closed for a beat, + β
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