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diagnosed autism, adhd, bpd, cptsd
been on edtwt 10+ years
BED & addiction recovery
mental health vent account
trigger warning 18+ on all content
i like to post about my sims
minors & non edtwt dni
all ๐งตs linked below:
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when you always planned to die young, end your life, there is no backup plan. so when you donโt die, youโre just lost. an adult with no goals, no aspirations, no drive. i have no real skills or education. i am passionate about nothing other than my illness. its just nothingness
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snapchat be like โon this day 4 years ago you wereโฆโ and its just me on drugs
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imagine being so self centred you make someones weight loss transformation about yourself lmao like bitch why are u crying into the camera bc someone chose to better themselves & share it online โim a human beingโ no one said u werenโt like shut the fuck up you whiney fat bitch
Bringing back this gem because itโs seriously the most ridiculous thing Iโve ever heard. I hate body positive people so fucking much
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when ppl be eating food that smell delicious asf so you just chug water and feel shit about yourself
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donโt do drugs kids my nose felt so blocked so i went to see wtf was going on and this entire chunk just came out of my nose. im sat covered in blood & tissues plugged up my nose like a tampon. itโs painful and could have been prevented had i been in therapy & properly informed
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i havenโt taken ketamine, cocaine or any other illegal drug at all in 2023 ๐
BRAG ABOUT SOMETHING YOUโRE PROUD OF ACCOMPLISHING IN 2023 โจโจโจโจโจโจโจโจโจโจโจโจโจโจโจโจโจโจโจโจโจโจโจโจโจโจโจโจ
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mothers donโt become old maids the minute they have children. women also cannot hide their curves. its one thing if shes got her tits out but thats not whats been described here. the replies are so extreme like uh no, they need to compromise. why so negative about women existing?
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this video rubs me the wrong way bc shes somehow implying she โbecameโ a lesbian due to being rejected by men (bc shes fat) which is a harmful stereotype that hurts WLW. also an envy date, but insists on telling us they have a penis & using only he/him pronouns. gives me the ick!
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trans men who pass definitively benefit from male privilege. but these are all semantics. intersectionality is a must but playing the oppression olympics is pointless when we should all be working together not just for ourselves. infighting is how they continue to divide us!
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everyone talks about how hard it is to love or be around an addict but no one talks about how absolutely gut retching soul destroying pure fucking agony it is to be addict itโs ruined every last aspect of any shred of good i had left in my already traumatic mentally ill life
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fun fact: turns out the reason water tastes sweet after a certain point of throwing up is that ur body is so physically empty and dehydrated ur stomach lining comes up creating hydrochloric acid which is obvs v bitter making everything taste sweet!
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@KokosKcalz
oh thank god im not the only one who finds her annoying and she was really rude when she commented on my post
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@STARTD4SH
i mean this is hilarious but what genius thought it was a good idea to write the calories so boldly and obvious, but even if thats just how they are, you think theyโd remove/cover it for ED patients :/
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my drug addiction recovery: a thread โข after 8 long years, breaking point finally occurred, this will be to track my sobriety journey of being clean of all drugs, including prescription drugs (that iโm not prescribed)
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@kewpeed
shes weird for implying otherwise when we all lived at home like i wore my older brother clothes i gave my little brother my nike airforces when his feet was still growing, my older brother still has my vintage adidas jacket, siblings borrow share steal clothes ๐๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ
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imagine life not as an addict. i donโt mean sober. i mean where addiction doesnโt even come into the equation. you donโt think about being sober because thats your natural state. youโre not bombarded with thoughts of using or the constant fear of falling off the wagon but peace.
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can we not infantilise neurodivergent adults we are not children nor are we cute little pets. pls stop. also mansplaining implies he was condescending not just talking about something that interests him in this hypothetical scenario so ๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ
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ur telling me i have a personality disorder through no fault of my own but bc some dickhead saw child me and thought yep. im gonna cause this small child sm irreparable damage ?? like i have to live with the consequences of someone elses actions while they get to be happy?!
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im sorry but its always overweight unhealthy people that claim stuff like this bc theyโre so obsessed with making everyone as unhealthy as they are. dieting is NOT bad for you. putting down the cakes and pizzas isnโt going to hurt you, it will help you.
โDiets are the same as going on a famineโ and โIf you diet, you will gain the weight back harder by 50%โ are the stupidest things Iโve heard today.
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i deadass just saw a take that said โtelling pregnant people not to drink is ableist bc that implies having a baby born disabled is inherently a bad thingโ and oml sometimes i physically cannot with the internet
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my dealer doesnt speak english & i speak very little spanish so previously i was telling him what day next on my fingers ๐ญ today i surprised him with miรฉrcoles? & he goes MUY BIEN! and puts his thumb up & hands me this. hands for size reference. my fingers are long too ๐
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this is ridiculous lol they are not age appropriate whatsoever. & the only time a small child should be doing any chores is when a parent might involve them in the cleaning process eg: โlets help mummy/daddy pick up all the socks!โ or something like that. this bothers me idk.
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neurotypical brains are fascinating to me bc like what do you mean that you donโt immediately feel sleepy and want to nap after taking stimulants or drinking coffee?? in fact it has the opposite effect on them. thats just wild to me
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i just showed my mum this build i just did and she was super impressed and was like lets see how many downloads this one gets! & i was like probably not a lot & she was like i donโt believe that she was genuinely super proud of the house i made which is so cute ๐ฅฐ๐ซถ๐ป
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hi i will be going private later but i was formerly @/codeinebvby & due to family looking through my account i had to deactivate so this will be my new main so new account, not new to ED twt. pls RT to help me find my mutuals! (& maybe even some new ones)
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@kiIocals
@pbbananaoatmeal
@wzvly
no ryan is right. former addict here. theres so many impressionable young people on here. mentioning a โshortcutโ to weightloss like that is so irresponsible and should not be acceptable. starving yourself is one thing but addiction is a whole other beast entirely
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idk strong feminist here who hates the patriarchy childfree & rarely feels like a woman but when iโm ovulating i genuinely get baby fever sometimes i even have baby dreams they donโt even involve a man & like obvs ur libido goes up but it acc feels like my body wants a baby ?!?
i have never once got the sudden desire to get pregnant around ovulation, convinced a lot of people have just internalized patriarchal ideas of womanhood and brainwashed themselves into believing that it's a legitimate side effect.
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when i say dont do drugs kids im not being funny or ironic im deadly serious. bc the thing is once drugs have got you, it never goes away. you could be 10 years sober & its still there torturing you. its not worth fucking your life up over
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happy birthday to me. i am 23. i am already horribly depressed and have not slept. gonna be a loooong day
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just saw an absolute iconic women wearing a โi hate margaret thatcherโ t shirt so i told her i liked it and she just looks at me and goes โevery word is the truthโ LMAO yas
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i dont wanna jinx it but we possibly might be moving AGAIN and if we do not only will i go from a box bedroom with 0 space to a full double bedroom with wardrobe space & A VANITY (which ive dreamed abt for so long) but also an en suite bathroom!! actual adult space??
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tw drugs
thank you snapchat memories for this wonderful reminder. i was giving iconic my entire addiction. slay.
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i donโt know if this helps at all but this is extremely common for people w some EDs. its a very taboo topic so its not spoken about much & yeah itโd be weird in other situations, but its not unusual/weird within the context of ED brain.
try not to be too hard on yourselves :(
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hit the 3 month mark n im a week away from 100 days !!!
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i dont want to sound like im bragging but iโve spent my whole life in a box room and now i have a master bedroom, with a huge closet, a king size bed, big windows, a vanity table & a walk in en suite bathroom. i cannot tell you how good that makes me feel. adult space, finally.
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i fucking hate being an addict. even in recovery, im still very much an addict and it doesnโt go away. why canโt recovery just mean i worked on it now its just over why does it have to be forever its the most difficult thing to cope with
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so i got my new elvanse (vyanese) and the initial dose was pink then increased it was blue (i was gutted no more pink) and the final dose is pink and blue its like they put the two together. anyway the pill is pretty. does anyone else like aesthetically pleasing pills or?? lmao
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national shortage of an extremely common and necessary antipsychotic like thats one of the last medications you want a shortage of, you really want us lunatics running round unmedicated? ffs sort it
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i think im gonna save up like fuck over the next few years and use my mac for personal use or to use as a visual aid bc iโll have changed my vanity to a gaming set up and buy a proper gaming computer & gaming chair like my brother did
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hey i hope this isnโt a dumb question but you know your inner monologue? do you have conversations in your head? like one part of ur brain (me) and then the other voice also me but i donโt control what ii reply, like another part of my brain j donโt have access too? this normal?
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i am always so anxious to post my sims stuff bc like i get people want mh content on mh twt but its my special interest and i hate downplaying how much the sims actually means to me. like no its not just a game its the only health coping mechanism ive ever had.
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um so my dog died a couple days ago. weโve had her since she was 5 week old (shouldnโt have been that early but the ppl we got her off are a whole other story) she would have been 15 in march. she was beautiful inside and out, she gave really good cuddles. i will miss her.
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i love brutally honest ED accounts, like i understand the need to romanticise your ED but i love those straight up โi took lax and now iโve shit myselfโ โi binged on 3 day old takeout and accidentally gave myself food poisoningโ like yes give me gross realistic representation!!
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6 months sober today. mum just said i really mean it from the bottom of my heart i am so so proud of you ๐ฅบ never thought iโd get this far
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hi do i post this on my alt tiktok i used to post drugged up tiktoks on /gen /help also lowkey the first time doing a face reveal on this acc and its showing me at my absolute worst lmao ๐ its the little miss sunshine trend !!
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if youโre recovering from a supposed ED why would you actively shame those who are still in the trenches? this whole thing is weird to me and the stuff she keeps doing with her belly, why??? also the song sucks so theres that
I donโt look at you in pity. You did this sooo deal with it and stop complaining
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why is anorexia treated like this serious illness but when someone has BED its some big joke? its genuinely frustrating.
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my 30 day improve mental & physical health challenge. it might sound easy, but for someone like me, this is actually quite difficult. this is phase one of getting me on the track to better health. (ignore my terrible handwriting)
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in other news look how cute my vanity is now ๐ค (im so beyond happy with it iโve always wanted one)
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ignore the fact that im huge and appreciate my cute lil beach fit ๐๏ธ ๐
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i wonder if other autistic people feel the same as me abt religion. organised religion is another thing & has damaged the world irreversibly. no, i actually struggle to believe in god like at points in my life iโve wanted to but couldnโt bc its not logical. felt too fictional
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honestly i think this proves men are not born bad. its the way they are socialised in this toxic patriarchal society. look at the younger brother vs the older brothers. some men come out unscathed & continue to be good but a lot fall victim to the patriarchy and end up as bad men
As someone who was abused and people knew but didnโt help, I applaud this young man for caring enough to call the police. Shame on his brothers and dad for treating him badly for him being kind.
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heard back & i have indeed got my new grown up bedroom & bath to look forward too. i cant wait to decorate it. i want it clean looking and pretty ๐ค
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this is my memory box. its filled with photos of my family, little trinkets, tickets to festivals or exotic places, i even have a few exโs stored in there. anyway this is beyond vintage. my nana gifted it to me in her 70s, it was her great nans ๐ฅบ๐ค๐ซถ๐ป it stays w me always
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just seen sh tips for beginners that is WILD like its one thing giving disordered eating tips here n there but an entire thread dedicated to getting into self harm as a โbeginnerโ & how to make ur parents not find out ๐คจ why would u encourage someone to start self harming? weird
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honestly i fucking hate people like this. people are dying and you are funding it with all your little โdrinky drinksโ like if you cannot go without a non necessity to show basic support to people, real life humans, who are currently undergoing a genocide youโre majorly tapped
โi do not support genocide i just wanted a little christmas drinky drinkโ ?????
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my wife sent me this meme and i cannot stop laughing
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โaddiction is a choiceโ โaddiction is selfishโ โaddiction is-โ SHUTUP!!!!! UNLESS YOUโVE BEEN AN ADDICT DONT SPEAK ON THINGS YOU DONT UNDERSTAND. im sober now but im still an addict. its an illness that will dictate the rest of my life.
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left the house alone for the first time since starting sobriety and while leaving the house is fucking awful and my agoraphobia is recoiling i only bought sweets, chocolate & drinks, heres to staying clean n sober i did it i went out n didnt pick up n the world didnt fall apart!
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tw/// bodycheck underweight
this used to be me. i had control. i actually liked myself this way. thin, and boyish, and although it scared people it was the closest i felt to content with my body. if i hadnt recovered iโd almost be tiny by now. iโd have control and perfection.
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i just watched a short called โjunk food kids: whoโs to blame?โ and it was honestly awful. a 4 year old who needed surgery to remove 8 TEETH due to rotting & 2 abscesses & also struggling to fit in age 8-9 clothes. at age 4. how is that not abuse. i feel sick.
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guys im so nervous
tackling my agoraphobia one step at a time. currently on the way to lidl which doesnโt sound like a lot but i only leave the house if i need to see a professional and even then i kick off and try and refuse and start having a meltdown so im proud of myself๐ฅน
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i cant believe people genuinely say things like โi canโt (or donโt) believe that your mental health can be so bad that you donโt brush your teeth / shower / *insert gross thing*!โ like my guy it gets so bad people fucking kill themselves
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people who take opiods ๐ค people with eating disorders ๐ค wishing they could take a shit
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ordered my first squishmallow specifically this one ive been eyeing it for so long so ive finally ordered it its gone off be one of my new *healthy* hobbies
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my mums so cute. she was just reminding me everything i needed to do while shes away and i was like i know i know and shes grinning ears to ear at me and says โi trust you! youโre all grown upโ ๐ฅบ like ive worked so hard to hear that
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never ending โhow i lost X weight in X time. who wants a thread on how i did it?โ tweets. so many reply but its just the same few tips everyone puts in their threads:
restrict in a deficit. get your steps in. drink water. try and get enough sleep. take vitamins. fast. thats it.
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why do men get โman cavesโ genuine question when women generally carry most of the mental load do most of the domestic labour and child rearing, why isnโt there a dedicated room for mama to โescapeโ and unwind?
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its so obvious that most on edtwt do not take binge eating disorder seriously โwhat cals do u consider a bingeโ sm replied describing not a binge, like โanything over 500โ bffr. binging is defined as โthe consumption of LARGE quantities of food in a short period of timeโ
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all the replies but not one mentioning the OG, ana personified herself, maureenโฆ
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๐คช๐คช๐คช
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my family remains full bc every time i move one out another one is born also look at the horse !!!
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i use the its five oโclock somewhere philosophy only its with valium
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*singing louder* GIIIIRL DINNER โจ๐ซถ๐ป๐ฅฐ
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@brokennoseclub
they think there in a different category like they believe npd & aspd automatically makes you inherently abusive . i donโt understand why we dont come together bc to be in cluster b you need some traits from all 4 disorders. there is a lot of overlap so surely stuff in common
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earlier i sent my dad the 0 vs 365 days sober pictures & my mum was like do you still have the vid? (they filmed me when i was completely out of it) my dad went no its too heartbreaking for me to see, i didnโt know what to say then he says when its your child its too painful ๐ฅบ
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i have been having excessive pro ana style thoughts as of late like are we 14 ๐คจ im in my 20s im too old to be doing this again
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i didnt realise the sims update was a bigger update and now all my game is broken !!!! i dont know which mods to remove, what mod is breaking my game & how to fix it !! i literally might have a breakdown !!! send help
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i need to remind myself that my sobriety is more important than one night of relief
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honestly i really love my moots and i often think about some of you in my day to day life. i even talk to my mother about youse. i always wonder how you view me, if at all, do you consider me a friend? do people actually like me? i find that doubtful but anyway i love my moots๐ซถ๐ป
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mum just did the lil knock on my door to check in on me bc im having a rough night n honestly fills my heart i love her so much like more than i hate myself and that is why i continue living despite every other fibre of my being telling me to give up
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i know this is purely due to stigma and public perceptions but binge eating disorder and bulimia feel like ugly disorders and anorexia doesnโt. which only fuels the shame of suffering from a โgrossโ disorder vs one portrayed as delicate, light, clean vs dirty and disgusting
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@pinkcorpsebride
i get stuff like this too but usually its more graphic but in the same direction as you if that makes sense. i literally hate it. it causes so nuch self hate and anxiety
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