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full-time yearner, part-time lover girl | she/her

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@bezaarinsan
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2 years
“slut era”, as i spend days and nights waiting for this one person to just call me and tell me that they've been missing me.
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3 years
the feminine urge to die before turning 25 because of societal pressure for getting married
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@bezaarinsan
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2 years
deep, nurtured friendships drifting apart into nothingness is for real worse than any romantic breakup i've ever experienced ufff
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@bezaarinsan
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3 years
who the fuck said, "sardiyaan bardaasht hojaati hain, garmiyaan nahi hoti" i wanna know
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@bezaarinsan
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3 years
idk who needs to hear this but please return the books that you've borrowed from your friends
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@bezaarinsan
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3 years
i need a fully-funded scholarship to become the main character of my life
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@bezaarinsan
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9 years
I wanna be Contigo and live Contigo and dance Contigo para have Contigo #EnriqueIglesias <3 <3 <3
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@bezaarinsan
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11 months
yes i get it, it'll pass. it won't be like this forever. but is there an exact date or can you at least tell me the year? like in which year i would stop feeling this way? can you, please?
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@bezaarinsan
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4 years
Islamabad weather be like y'all gonna bear one hot day then y'all gonna be rewarded with a beautiful, chilly day, have fun.
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@bezaarinsan
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2 years
To someone, I can't forget you, not because I have a strong memory, but because I have a heart that never denies those who settled in it once. - Mahmoud Darwish
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being unemployed is so weird, one day you're hopeful towards your future, being productive to do some actual job hunt, and the next day you're down the spiral of how much the economy is fucked up while you're being a depressed, useless piece of shit all the time. fuck.
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@bezaarinsan
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9 months
can someone fucking linger near the door uncomfortably instead of just leaving? can someone fucking forget their scarf in my life & come back later for it? please.
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@bezaarinsan
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6 months
ever since i was a little girl i wanted to waste all of my potential.
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the thing about sadness is that you can't do anything about it, you just gotta take your time, and sit here with it, feel it, and process it until you get comfortable living with it, doing daily life chores with it sitting with you like a whole other person with you in the room.
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@bezaarinsan
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2 years
"There are times when my longing for you overwhelms me." Franz Kafka, Letters to Felice
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@bezaarinsan
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3 months
guys suitcase bhar kay eidi ayyi hai btw, sab apni baat pakki karwa lein 🤭🧿
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@bezaarinsan
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2 years
faris shafi really said, "you should leave me the fuck alone" for this day i guess
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@bezaarinsan
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5 months
@memetazaa i did feel a little tickle while reading this, thank youuuu
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@bezaarinsan
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2 years
guys leave the beef on the seekh kabab pls
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milf (myself i’d like to forgive) and dilf (despair i’d like to forget)
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@bezaarinsan
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3 years
roti, kapra, aur spotify
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@bezaarinsan
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2 years
تو آشنائے جذبۂ الفت نہیں رہا دل میں ترے وہ ذوق محبت نہیں رہا
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@bezaarinsan
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2 years
heyyy (with the intention of sitting on your lap to make out with you)
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what's the point of mixing three hair oils, massaging them in the scalp and hair, then taking like 30 minutes to wash the hair later, and ending up with super silky hair that smells good as well WHEN YOU HAVE NO ONE TO PLAY WITH THEM AT ALL? 😭
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35 days sober (haven't contacted my ex at all)
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@bezaarinsan
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2 years
[disgustingly horny, absolutely famished for dick voice] so how have you been?
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@bezaarinsan
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6 months
girls just want one thing and it's their parents to stop bringing the rishta and shadi bullshit in every conversation once and for all.
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@bezaarinsan
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3 years
professor, apologies for submitting my assignment late, I was having a breakdown in my bathroom in the middle of the day because I got scared of how my future will turn out.
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@bezaarinsan
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3 months
just got hotter (got my nose pierced)
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can a good person just love me really nicely and give me attention and make time for me so i can focus on my work and thrive in life? please?
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@bezaarinsan
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3 months
i think my antidepressants have finally started working. i feel good about myself. i don't feel sad and depressed anymore. i feel more active. i don't feel tired all the time. i feel like doing things. i take an interest in things. the future doesn't look so bleak anymore. 🧿
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my biggest toxic trait is that i don't like to review anything carefully before submitting it. what's done is done, and no one can change it.
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@bezaarinsan
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2 years
atif aslam said, "aaj dil dhukha hai, tum yaad aye" and faiz sahab said, "tujhe pukara hai be irada, jo dil dukh hai bohat zyada"
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@bezaarinsan
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3 years
just can't stop missing this one person ;-;
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@bezaarinsan
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3 months
being in love with your friend like entirely platonically is insane. like hey, i love you sm btw. i carry a part of you in me, so if we're apart i'll still do things that'll remind me of you because i got it from you. hey, i know we're talking right now but i miss you. i love you
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i just love the way sleep fixes everything. crippling anxiety, i sleep. stressing out, i sleep. heart's hurting, i sleep. feeling shitty or lonely, i sleep. emptiness killing me, i sleep. no one shutting the fuck up, i sleep. ufff love how this coping mechanism works every time.
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@bezaarinsan
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3 months
they should invent a way out that isn't through.
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@bezaarinsan
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22 days
i think yearning is only bearable and a little fun when two people yearn equally for each other and constantly tell each other how they are feeling—otherwise, bhaar main jae aisa dil ka dard.
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eid mubarak. may the heaviness of our hearts leaves us in peace 🌼🤍
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@bezaarinsan
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2 years
@LahoreMarquez also behzad lakhnavi said, "gham e duniya say ghabra kar tumhay dil ne pukara hai"
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@bezaarinsan
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4 months
@jamtoastaurchai aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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@bezaarinsan
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2 years
they finally shared the first look of Made in Heaven season 2, oooffff i almost forgot about this show 😭
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@bezaarinsan
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2 years
“I feel very small. I don’t understand. I have so much courage, fire, energy, for many things, yet I get so hurt, so wounded by small things.” — Anaïs Nin, Nearer the Moon: The Previously Unpublished Unexpurgated Diary, 1937-1939
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@bezaarinsan
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6 years
DROWNING IN THE FLOOD OF YOUR MEMORIES ❤
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@bezaarinsan
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3 years
People are making it to the Dean's list and I'm only making it to the end of semester (woh bhi after crying for 4262727 times)
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@bezaarinsan
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3 months
hello sharks today i’m here to ask how to earn tons of money without doing literally anything.
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@bezaarinsan
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2 years
"I miss who I was. I miss who we all were, before we were this: half-alive to the brightening sky, half-dead already." Ada Limón, from “Salvage”, The Hurting Kind
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@bezaarinsan
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2 years
all I wanna say after living 21 years is that being a woman is painful and tiring mentally, emotionally and physically, and i'm done living like in this pain now.
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@bezaarinsan
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6 months
god, i miss studying sm, i miss the hustle, i miss the stress, i miss the constant use of my brain, i miss saying fuck it i can't do this every two hours but then getting anxious and starting studying again, i miss chasing deadlines. i think studying is the only thing i do well.
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@bezaarinsan
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11 months
so happy to announce that my make-out playlist has 6 likes now. it's time to make a hook-up playlist now.
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@bezaarinsan
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4 months
is anyone else feeling stuck and waiting for something that will never come in order to start living or is it just me?
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@bezaarinsan
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3 years
this is not the sun that used to shine in Islamabad, yeh Lahore se aya hai bhaii
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@bezaarinsan
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2 years
Eid Mubarak y'all, may whatever hurting inside us, stop hurting and we get the strength to get over it! ❤️
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@bezaarinsan
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3 months
for every we're so back there are three consecutive it's so overs ugh
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@bezaarinsan
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10 months
Is anyone married to a NICE man please it's for research
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@bezaarinsan
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5 months
my biggest fear is marrying a mid average looking guy and then spending my entire life hearing people talk shit like "haye itni haseen larki ne kia dekh kay issay shadi karli, kia jor hai yeh? kia nazar aya isko?"
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2 years
staying at home 24/7 has to be the most tormenting thing that has ever happened to me.
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hi! if you see this, please say a little praying for me tonight.
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@bezaarinsan
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2 years
today we learned that peace and grief of letting go of someone you've really loved, always go hand in hand.
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6 months
just had a perfect plate of biryani. suicide officially delayed.
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@bezaarinsan
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3 months
i need him in a way that will make the devil feel ashamed.
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8 months
totally forgot that i had donated my eyes (retinas actually) when i was in my early teens until today when mom was cleaning and found all the paperwork and was like wtf you don't even remember? and i was like main kiyun yaad rakhon? ap log yaad rakhein, maine tou mar jana hai 🤡
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@bezaarinsan
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5 years
Tbh, vintage cars are so fucking aesthetic
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@bezaarinsan
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4 months
ever since i was a little girl, i knew i never wanted to get married. like leave me the fuck alone.
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@bezaarinsan
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2 years
"When I was a child, a certain type of loneliness filled my bones. And to this day, it doesn’t leave." ~ A. A. Roman
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3 months
i don’t care about it at all (i've been carrying its weight around like a big rock on my chest since the very day it happened)
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yes, moisturising your body after a long shower feels so nice and soft but no one talks about how tiring it is to moisturise your entire body, or i guess it's just me who's tired all the time?
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@bezaarinsan
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3 months
fake idgafer i saw you listening to tune jo na kaha
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3 months
it's all about pathetic oversharing and 2 pity likes from your favorite, emotional support oomfs on here.
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@bezaarinsan
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2 years
I'm looking for jobs in development sector in islamabad, please help!!!
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@bezaarinsan
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5 months
can y'all say a prayer for me, please? or idk just something that eases up a little?
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@bezaarinsan
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6 months
ovulation hornies are so weird and makes me so fucking sensitive. i mean why the fuck i want someone to grab me, pin me against the wall, and kiss every inch of me every time my blanket slightly brushes against my skin.
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@bezaarinsan
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4 years
i feel so empty i feel so empty i feel so empty i feel so empty i feel so empty i feel so empty i feel so empty i feel so empty i feel so empty i feel so empty i feel so empty i feel so empty i feel so empty i feel so empty i feel so empty i feel so empty i feel so empty i feel-
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@bezaarinsan
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3 years
every day i wake up to not being held :(
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