@sk1nnyp1ckles
SHES SO FINEEE i’m trying to make use of my forced weight gain by eating lots of protein and working out more so i can get more muscular like her
@dostoevskgs
u have to change the “survives only off of sweet treats” i’m so sorry 😭 eat chicken noodle soup for meals, but emergen c and umcka are sweet medicines and they will help you recover faster! also get plenty of sleep and if u exercise, lessen it or stop entirely
@icyycaIs
i play varsity tennis, i’m an honor roll student, AND i’m trying to hide my relapse from my parents. under 1000 is quite literally impossible for me 😭
@CleanK1tten
low fat cottage cheese and cucumber, fruit and low fat string cheese, hummus and vegetables, nonfat yogurt and fruit, sugar free jello or pudding, slices of deli meat style turkey
the teenage boys next to me r eating half their bodyweight in snacks n ik they’re going to have an even bigger lunch immediately after… but they’re still so thin… god why was i born a woman
@elizadreamz
people talking about how awful it was and how everyone on here is toxic and encourages ed’s so of course i searched it up (this happened before i was disordered i was just very curious)
@yeri7luvr
bc we fuck up our metabolisms so we have to eat much less to lose only a little, we don’t have the energy to exercise so we can’t burn as much off, we restrict so much we end up binging, and we get so underweight our bmr gets ridiculously low
@contrrl
all my friends in a friend group of mine have at least mild depression with a few being passively suicidal but none have an ed besides me 😞 i think if i wasn’t the only one then i cld make jokes abt it
@Blair_is_tired
telling my friends that something looks so good and i’d totally have some if they got it and when they do get it i say i have a stomachache 😭
my mom confronted me about my bad habits that verge on self harming and my ed and she said i’m the only reason she has to live so if i’m not okay she doesn’t see why she should keep living. it’s over for me.
let’s play guess where my brain fog is coming from! is it a) my ed b) my lack of sleep or c) i’ve always been this stupid and haven’t noticed until recently
some people seem to have disappeared from edtwt while i was gone for months, does anyone know where they r?
-low bmi girl that only ate two cans of condensed milk every other day
-wannabe tradwife range rover mom
-bellakcals. where did she go
-that american psycho fan who was a-
@beomskcals
@libelcals
divide 190 by 60 to get the amount of cals in 1 gram of protein bar and then multiply that answer by 64.4 to get the amount of cals in 64.4 grams of protein bar
im so convinced that if i eat a single nut all the health problems i’ve given myself from restriction will evaporate and my period will come back & i’ll be full for hours but it’s so disappointing when i realize it won’t happen like that
@bigdickorexic
nooo i was shopping for protein bars earlier and was about to get a built bar for the macros but i remembered your display name and didnt buy it… who else would teach these young and impressionable twitter users to not buy built bars if you deactivated???
question for the gymbros that are on edtwt: do you care about fiber? like is the steamed cup of broccoli in the stereotypical chicken and broccoli meal for the fiber or is it just for balance? or r u solely into protein?
@heliacalsash
they don’t know and don’t care from what i’ve seen, but most of my friends consider it too sweet/rich/filling to have more than occasionally anyways
@honeysluvr
microwaved barebells chocolate cookie dough or quest chocolate chunk! also the chocolate bars from lily’s have REALLY small portions so i can break off 2 and it’s like 20 cals
maintaining is probably the smartest choice for me rn because my mom will definitely put me back in treatment if i lose any more but i really don’t want to do it… ughhhh
had a hersheys kiss (still under my cal limit 🔥🔥) and now i’m finally gonna go to bed and fantasize about the food i’m gonna eat tmr until i fall asleep 😐 fml i’m so fatigued and hungry even on super low res
i feel like i’m losing weight differently than i did my first time, my chest bones r more visible but my thighs and waist aren’t shrinking? what’s going on
in case any of u needed the reminder!!! any exercise is better than no exercise, any self care is better than no self care, any positive habit is better than nothing!!! don’t beat urself up over not being perfect because at least you tried!!
nice catholic
trying all in recovery
pfp of the actor from the show i don’t like
just some gymbro
cigarette in pfp
foodpoll
used to be moots on my old acc
chainsawman fan
idv fans who are friends
idv fan with cute layout
triggering meanspo
condescending sweetspo
cute foodpolls
i’m sitting on the floor looking up how to purge because i can’t keep eating this much to make my mom happy and still lose weight 😐 does anyone have any other advice before my ana-r becomes ana-b/p (which is not optimal, but i want to get thinner no matter what)
umm hello to the people in my phone what do i do if my heart keeps like. skipping beats?? it feels very weird and i have a test in ap world tomorrow so i can’t die
i literally hate my life my mom ate some of my chicken that i was planning to eat over 6 days bc i don’t have a food scale but i know the total weight of the chicken so i wld eat ~2oz/day and i started crying so hard in front of my parents because she messed up my measurements-