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@a0kigahaara
౨ৎ kikuo ♱ wants to khs
11 days
@De4dGrrrl LMAO the way he started copy pasting meanspo because he got mad has me weak 😭😭😭 what a loser
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@a0kigahaara
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edtwt rt if this is your ideal body
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@a0kigahaara
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Boy do I have news for you !! We get to look like whales at bmi 19 while tall people look skinnier than us at every bmi. Short ppl have to be one bmi point below the bmi we want to look like because our short bodies don’t give the long and skinny impression that tall bodies give
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i hate short people so much they get to weigh so little while being bmi 19 and i get to be a fucking whale
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@a0kigahaara
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@lvlykgs The flat stomach might not be in the room with us because she’s bloated but keep in mind this is skinny for non-disordered people. Irl skinny is averagespo for edtwt but by normal people’s standards she is skinny. Also at east blue her face if you’re gonna post her on here…
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@a0kigahaara
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@hiromicals Bro how old is this man.. this is so childish ☠️ baby please LEAVE AND NEVER GO BACK you deserve better and he’ll try to come back but pls reject him and leave
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@a0kigahaara
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⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ #edtwt intro because I’m looking for mutuals ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა ✮ 20 ☆ female, any prns ✮ height: 157cm/5’1 ☆ gw: 32kg/70lb ugw: 30kg/66lb DNI: basic dni, fascists, under 14, ana fetishizers ♡/↺ to be mutuals !! (Please do, I need more interactive mutuals)
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@a0kigahaara
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@dreamywl But if I called her fat I’d get attacked and dragged until I get taken down because “you are fatphobic and mean and that’s not okay and you are cancelled!!!! How dare you 🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬” It’s always “body positivity” until it comes to people with eds or naturally skinny people
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@a0kigahaara
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5 months
@g10rygurl I’d cry because it took me so long to break free from the bmi 19 plateau
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@a0kigahaara
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4 months
Why you should not binge ౨ৎ A 🧵 for edtwt Disclaimer: This is how I talk to myself to prevent binges so please do not feel attacked. Binging is valid but we are trying to prevent it !!
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@a0kigahaara
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@iratecvls I hope he leaves her because that attitude is not it
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@a0kigahaara
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@chocooluvr It pisses me off how people dehumanise Asians, it’s so disgusting
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@a0kigahaara
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@diarexiaa Everything reminds me of her
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7 months
@hiromicals Habibti that’s round three 😭😭 This was round 2:
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@a0kigahaara
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@De4dGrrrl Bro is fluent in yappanese
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@a0kigahaara
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@yeri7luvr I would end it (both the relationship and my life)
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@a0kigahaara
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@qpidsboww I be opening edtwt in public with no shame but I turn my brightness down to the lowest lvl
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@a0kigahaara
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6 months
@grrlboyy I’m too old for that if my bmi matched my age I’d off myself
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@a0kigahaara
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5 months
@jakep4uler4lyfe LMAO WHAT IS THIS
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@a0kigahaara
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11 months
#meanspo your morning skinny is someone else’s night time bloat. let that sink in and think before you eat.
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@a0kigahaara
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2 months
Upper body bodycheck ⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ bmi 18.4 Day 3 of my 7 day liquid fast and the hunger is fully gone. What bmi do I look like?
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@a0kigahaara
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5 months
@rexicoke I hope she is being satirical bcs that’s grossspo fr 😭
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@a0kigahaara
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4 months
@hiejoys Genetics and waist trainer sometimes, also low body fat percentage
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@a0kigahaara
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@PrettyPvussy What is this picture it made me want to sewerslide
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@a0kigahaara
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2 months
shtwt and edtwt are pro ed and pro sh spaces, as much as people love to deny it, because we’re here to trigger ourselves and get worse, not to recover
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"im recovering sh" post : 3 likes (sh pics/vid) post : 59 likes we are subconsciously supporting self harm. (might be a long shot but i just noticed this)
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@a0kigahaara
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@GlumAmena You can’t spot reduce fat. I suggest a lot of cardio because that’s what it did for me
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@a0kigahaara
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I saw this on instagram and edited it because this chair would be ideal for everyone on edtwt
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@a0kigahaara
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@zerocalsworld How? I need advice please post a thread or something 😭
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@a0kigahaara
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6 months
@FATLARDFAILUR Being the only non white kid in my class and getting bullied because of that, being the ugly kid, getting bullied all my life, being the ugly sister, getting always cheated on, etc.
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@a0kigahaara
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10 months
Maybe if you weren’t fat and awkward people would talk to you. Maybe if you were pretty people would feel drawn to you. But you’re not, just look at yourself. You always threw people off and you were always hated. No one likes you, not even you like yourself so stfu and starve
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@a0kigahaara
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Why is male bonespo so much more triggering than female bonespo? Just look at his chest bones, ribs and the visible pelvis bones.... I need my body to look like that too. I need to be as emancipated as him too..
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@a0kigahaara
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@Anylxkkami “You’re worthless” he literally DMed you first ☠️☠️☠️
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@a0kigahaara
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Please interact with me as if we were best friends for lifetime, I don’t want anyone to hold back. Just act like you know me since the beginning of your existence
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@a0kigahaara
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2 months
Why are these toddler meals so mealspo ? (I desperately need those plates)
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@a0kigahaara
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@inzefy @cryyyin33 I have something obese to say in a nikocado avocado way too.
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@a0kigahaara
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@francaafn Bag is bag, sell them sis
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@a0kigahaara
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@xilaa427 @lexiabug Uh oh.. looks like somebody is desperate for the best ana award !!
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@a0kigahaara
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@k3taminegirl You look straight out of 2014 tumblr and I love it
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@a0kigahaara
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🎀 understand the rules of fat to prevent BELLY FAT — for edtwt 🎀 6 am — 8 am this is the time when your body absorbs nutrients best, so you should definitely have breakfast or omad 10 am — 4 pm during this time the body burns the most fat so make sure to drink plenty of water
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@a0kigahaara
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11 months
@hanasbones Show us the comment section please
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2 months
Me when I decide to go on a liquid and c/s fast for seven days thinking it will be easy and won’t struggle at all but I’m already tweaking on day 1
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@a0kigahaara
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November is our month. November we ☆ve as much as we can to be the most stunning. I believe in us. We can do it. We will do it and we’ll be gorgeous by the end of it, so good luck everyone for no food november and I love you all 🎀
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@ana4rchives They’re both so obviously disordered
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4 months
@em0girLd0LL @sixteenpsychee “DR SOOSE” BYE THIS IS SENDING ME EVEN MORE
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@a0kigahaara
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5 months
What bmi would you guess I am? Gym bodycheck and current weight.. I’m starting to like my back (o^^o)
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@a0kigahaara
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Forced recovery is making me so suicidal. I can’t deal with the bloating and knowing that this bloating will become actual fat is a nightmare come true. I’d rather die, this is hell. Recovery will never make me happy.
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@a0kigahaara
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@R0w4nn333 Are you a purger? Get it checked immediately before it gets worse.. stay safe <3
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@a0kigahaara
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bodycheck // thighs… (bmi 18.6) I’m sorry for the really dirty floor, I haven’t been able to clean for a while. Am I tripping or did my thighs really get smaller? Today was a horrible day but my best friend was there for me throughout it all.. I love him so much
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@a0kigahaara
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@lamictalpilled @binsomuedeeinf @saintcals @mirubunnie This now poses the question of why the victim would cause that kind of drama in swapping the screenshots and if they’re using this tragedy to gain fame and cancel her.. if so, that is messed up
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@a0kigahaara
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GUYS WHAT IS GOING ON MY TL IS SHOWING ME LOCAL TWT POSTS AND NOT EDTWT NO MATTER HOW MUCH I REFRESH PLS TAKE ME BACK TO EDTWT WHAT IS HAPPENING?!?! EDTWT PLS INTERACT
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@a0kigahaara
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6 months
who is ED and why does everyone who follows me have it on their bio ??? is it Kpop?
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@a0kigahaara
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3 months
@bloodyb0nes2 Baby,,, the Jesus diet will send you to Jesus
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@a0kigahaara
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4 months
bc // chest (ノ﹏ヽ) I feel huge and I can’t wait to get smaller.. I hate how big my upper arms are. I hope I get out of bmi 18 soon because I look huge and I hate it so much.. February will hopefully be a month of change emotionally and physically..
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@a0kigahaara
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@pilatesluvxx to feel in control, to give myself a different pain to focus on, to make my loved ones care, revenge and spite, to be skinnier than the girl he cheated on me with, to never get wronged again, to feel pretty, to look pretty, to forget everything that has ever happened to me
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@a0kigahaara
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This is about discipline; You don’t stop when you’re tired, you stop when you’re done. And you’re nowhere near done.
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@a0kigahaara
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2 months
I missed my mum’s food… I’m ngl
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@a0kigahaara
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3 months
Finally underweight, watch me speedrun all the way to bmi 13 😼
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@Favd0minican Mine was 1g >_<
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5 months
@Bleedinghaha3 I see no 4c hair 😻😻😻 what is blud yapping about
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@a0kigahaara
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@imnotxihan Xihan why did you put me through this, I am traumatised
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@fluttersu Either high 12 or low 13s. I hate how she lies about being natural, it’s so annoying like you’re not fooling anyone babygirl 😭
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@a0kigahaara
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@_tatiannaz @chocooluvr We aren’t even talking about the US, besides you being wrong in everything you’re saying
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@a0kigahaara
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If you see this in your tl please comment, I’m shadowbanned
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@a0kigahaara
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2 months
@nicolesthin We don’t look tiny tho, that’s the thing. Healthy weight/barely uw does not look good on my small frame so I have to be severely uw to look skinny. A tall person will look good at bmi 16 but a short person won’t (experience). Idc if ppl find it cute, I wanna look skinny not cute
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@a0kigahaara
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4 months
Arm bodycheck.. Does this look small enough for bmi 18.7? Retweets are appreciated because my page is dead when it comes to interactions..
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@a0kigahaara
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9 months
Me when I speedrun again. Are we ready for the speedrun mutuals?
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thinspо ☆
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@a0kigahaara
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Is it messed up to say my boyfriend caused me to relapse and fuels my eating problems indirectly? (Cheating and other things)
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@a0kigahaara
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1 month
“___ cals don’t count right?” you may not count them, but your body most certainly will.
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@a0kigahaara
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2 months
Forced recovery is ruining me. I probably look bmi20. I just want to overd0se and d13 I’m so huge and I hate myself so much. I never wanted to recover. Why are they putting me through this? Why did they have to ruin all my progress? I hope it’s over soon I can’t wait to speedrun
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@a0kigahaara
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@euoneia 45.. they are cooked
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@a0kigahaara
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2 months
My sister took me and my grandmother out to eat cinnamon rolls and they were so good.. Would you eat these to reach your ugw?
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@a0kigahaara
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9 months
@cynocure really bad insomnia, bad breath because of not eating, really fragile nails and teeth, sore bones while moving and when you sit or lie down they get more sore
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@a0kigahaara
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1 month
EDTWT HOW THE HELL IS THIS REAL? Omfg I’m losing my mind someone please tell me this is edited and even so, I don’t care if this is edited, why am I not built like this?!
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@a0kigahaara
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6 months
Why does almost every social event include food and eating together? It bothers me because I am a really lonely person but every time I want to socialise I’m forced to eat.. it’s so hard
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@a0kigahaara
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2 months
Lunch 🥭 why is mango so high cal in comparison to other fruits? You’re a fruit, act like one.. anyways it’s one of my favourite fruits so I’ll let it slide
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@a0kigahaara
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5 months
@Bellsnvibes @mirubunnie All edtwt? Who is all edtwt? ☠️
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@a0kigahaara
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Reasons ౨ৎ - not only does the bloating look bad, it feels even worse than it looks. You will feel out of control, fatigued, guilty, nauseous and puffy. - the physical pain of the uncomfortable bloating and the bloating itself will take a while to fully go away
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@a0kigahaara
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5 months
@curryfoid @dirtvault You don’t, you just wanna be special
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@a0kigahaara
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4 months
bc // bmi high 18 back.. being skinny-fat is the bane of my existence. I hope I can lose more fat instead of muscle. I need to look sharp skinny, not soft skinny.
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@a0kigahaara
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8 months
I will be skinnier than the girl he cheated on me with I will be skinnier than the girl he cheated on me with I will be skinnier than the girl he cheated on me with I will be skinnier and prettier
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@a0kigahaara
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4 months
@zerocalmunchies I just want to look as sickly as possible and be a living dead girl
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@a0kigahaara
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5 months
@chlanakgs I would say 5kg but because I’m not hw I can’t lose weight fast so I hope to lose 2kg (at least), that should be pretty possible. But I’ll try to lose as much as I can obviously
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Me in forced recovery be like
@elfyunj
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how it is feels to log back into my edtwt account after gaining back all the weight
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@a0kigahaara
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- as corny as it sounds, what you eat in secret you WILL wear in public - one binge will lead to another and so on. Binges are addictive and sugary foods are even more addictive. If you don’t train your mind and teach it discipline, your restrictive ed might develop into bed
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@a0kigahaara
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2 months
Abolishing edtwt will not automatically abolish or cure people with ed, you realise that right?
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we need to abolish edtwt i've had enough of them send them mfs to the psych ward
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@a0kigahaara
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I feel horrendous. My best friend just told me my body made one of his other friends almost relapse and she (his other friend) cried for two hours after seeing my body.. I want to d1e. Why is everything always my fault? Even by existing I’m already an issue
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@a0kigahaara
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@hiromicals I hope you stick to it, you’re better off without him. If you ever feel like going back to him contact me and I’ll try my best to keep you from going back.. I never thought I’d survive without my ex but here I am, 2 months later and better than I’ve been for years
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@a0kigahaara
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@celestesbunni Plus sized creators come across as jealous each time they preach about body positivity. Because why do they always have to degrade people with eating disorders? If they were truly happy being plus sized they would NOT feel the need to put down skinny people or people with eds.
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@a0kigahaara
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@imnotxihan No because gaining weight from forced recovery is the worst I swear to god. Because that will only end up in “healthy body sick mind” and it will make us spiral (I am currently in forced recovery) because we feel as if we were sabotaged and lost everything sk I fully get you 💔💔
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@a0kigahaara
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@lilahsbody IM SORRY WHAT
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@a0kigahaara
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4 months
@sunwoolvrlol Who is SUGA 😭 istg if it’s some alpha male with a microphone and a podcast, that is one goofy name
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@a0kigahaara
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@calsgonewest Nope, only a few suspect it but they just think it’s a minimal problem. Not a disorder
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@a0kigahaara
౨ৎ kikuo ♱ wants to khs
7 months
@brie_and_honey Go to a friends house without telling him and call the cops. Once an abuser ALWAYS an abuser. Leave. He needs to pay
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2 months
@lowcalbae Bmi 15 , I want to be you
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@arminsDA @skinnyangel07 Interacting = you’ll get more edtwt posts on your tl
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