"Do you love my insides, the parts you can't see?" An independent/canon portrayal of Drusilla from #BTVS . She/her. Psychic. Vampire. Turned by Angel/Angelus in 1860. Spikes sire. Ships with Chem. Penned by #Solaris

She looks at her sister before sitting up. “Are those silly things for me?”

the first one to betray me was a god, my creator... my mother.

⠀all that i do, is bleed and bleed and bleed— and yet, you keep talking to me like i am human.

i love you， in ways you've never been loved， for reasons you've never been told， for longer than you think you deserved and with more than you will ever know existed inside me.

She’s lying on the ground bored.

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⠀i am both. the sacrificial lamb and the executioner. the scapegoat and the swordslayer. the one screaming and the angel of death.

it’s mortifying to be the one who remembers.

my soul craves to be with you.

“Did I just hear you got me a new dolly.”

"I'm loved and protected by the Scooby Gang, my Mother's little miracle. Like her, I'm also a Slayer." ¯·.· 𝐉𝐨𝐲 𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐬·.·¯ ⋆⋆ 𝙱𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚕'𝚜 𝙼𝚒𝚛𝚊𝚌𝚕𝚎 𝙲𝚑𝚒𝚕𝚍: ~ @sunnydaleblond 𝐀𝐧𝐝 @ensouledvampire ~ ** 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚏 @bexlegacy ♡ & @elitelarusso ♡

i was abandoned all along， yet foolishly believed he'd hug me once. i wasn't left behind at the end. i was abandoned since the beginning.

She practically melted feeling her mother run her fingers through her hair. Only her excitement growing more when she saw her father appear. She danced back and forth. “Oh how I love games.” Humming happily.

⠀tell me, father, which to ask forgiveness for: what i am, or what i’m not .ᐣ tell me, which should i regret: what i became, or what i didn’t .ᐣ

⠀i was just a kid and all i really wanted was my father.

⠀look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me, look at me. because i exist, i exist, i exist, i exist, i exist, i exist.

I wanted to be a puppy.

and what is love, anyway? it’s claw marks, scratches, scars, traces someone leaves inside you.

if i am doomed to death, at least, i could be killed by you... that would be worth it.

i came from violence. it was in my blood.