in search of new friends:
hi my name is Pawsy, I love caffeine, i love my cat, raging in video games, i love watching movies and i’m a little shy when you first meet me but I have a big heart and just want to vibe.
would you like to be my friend? 😬
I unmodded someone due to reasons, ever since then I see them in streamers chats talking about me, she messages my friends to get them to turn on me. and now this
My ex mod did this petty thing where she went through and deleted all 400 clips she made. is there anything I can do
idk how else to say this to all the discord DMs, twitter DMs, insta, people who come into my stream, etc.
no I don’t want new graphics. no I don’t want to be a vtuber. no i’m fine with my emotes. i’m good with my panels. i’m good with my overlays. I don’t want a png character.
good morning ☀️
if you have a
@KickStreaming
can you drop your links below so I can follow you back?
thank you guys so much for following me over there! if you 👉🏻👈🏻🥺 still wanna follow 👉🏻👈🏻🥺
🖤✨
i’m just gonna say this:
if you become petty over me unmodding you or taking away your VIP. you can kindly fuck off.
i’m not walking on eggshells anymore. you dont get to yell at me in front of everyone on stream and in discord. you dont get to twist my words and make them lies
“pawsy you fell off”
no. I got a big girl job and i’m tired asf. i’m more stressed than I was and i’m just trying to get my life together.
I play games and stream when i’m not mentally drained or exhausted from working.
just please be patient 🥺
some more fun facts:
I play valorant, but open to new games. I love listening to music, yes all kinds. I work in IT field, but i’m not smart. I also like to read/listen to books! I overthink A LOT and I have a lot of anxiety. I will still put a smile on my face and be “fine” 🙂
in search of new friends:
hi my name is Pawsy, I love caffeine, i love my cat, raging in video games, i love watching movies and i’m a little shy when you first meet me but I have a big heart and just want to vibe.
would you like to be my friend? 😬
my job literally said: “hey we’re gonna let everyone go, sorry”
“but still come in this week and finish the week out, we will be letting people go in waves so if you’re not wave 1, please keep working”
are they joking 🫠
today officially marks one year of not drinking excessively🖤
and one month of quitting vaping cold turkey 🖤
man has it been a journey. but look where we are now 🥺🖤
what’s everyone’s sunday plans? 👀
sundays are my busy days with:
-grocery shopping
-chores
-cleaning
-laundry
-movie nights in discord
-house of dragon
if only the weekend were longer
this year I lost a lot of “friends” due to a lot things that happened.
i’m just grateful to those that stuck around and are still sticking around through all the hardships and difficult times. and thank you to those who check up on me and tell me it’s okay 🖤 y’all are amazing
The moment you’ve all been waiting for… Please help us give a warm welcome to
@PawsyTV
!
We’re excited to have her on board as our newest Valorant content creator 😊
#BeyondLimits
One of my mods told me last night “sorry I haven’t been around, but streams dying for you because no one wants to see you play Valorant everyday.”
And honestly it really got to my mental. And I know it shouldn’t. I’m having fun playing. And I know that’s all that matters.
it has been 3 years since I started streaming on Twitch 🥳
today marks my 3 years of affiliation on Twitch 🥳
today also marks 3 years that I have been blonde - so here’s a natural hair picture 🙂
I can’t believe a year ago I was with someone who was constantly cheating on me and bringing me down. I’m so so so so so glad that their toxicity is gone. I’m not 100% better but I am better than last year
good morning ☀️
I know I had anxiety and overthinking killed me yesterday…
but let’s have a positive attitude today!
we are going to have a great day today!
what is everyone up to?
✨last day of interviews for me this week✨
you guys are so awesome for continuing to wish me good luck on my interviews and helping me stay positive 🖤✨🔮🤞🏻🥹
I hope you all have an amazing day today 🖤
unfriended half the people on my val friends list because I lost all respect for them ✌🏻
you’re the problem in this community of getting boosted, not knowing how to play the game and not using your mic when i’m trying to rank up
today marks one year that I got fired from my job of 10 years
at the time I thought it was the end of my life , but today i’m working with my amazing boyfriend in the IT field and furthering my career.
blessed 🖤✨
📣 ANNOUNCEMENT TIME📣
super freaking happy to say I am now partnered with
@KosmicKandles
🕯️🖤 ✨I love this company so much and I love love love love their products! If you want to know more about them please feel free to reach out to me!
use code PAWSY at checkout to save $$$
so many new friends today!
im going outside of my normal streams and im going to be painting the inside of glass bottles and vibing to music!
✨just chatting and AMA stream! ✨
💜
I did NOT expect this many responses 😂
I am adding songs to my queue as fast and I can but hey. I probably have an entire weeks worth of songs to listen to!
if I seem irritable or anything weird these next few weeks - I am so sorry
i’ve quit vaping and drinking sodas cold turkey and withdrawal is a bitch
🖤I still love you guys🖤 don’t hate me if i’m sassy
quit saying sorry, I was the bitch. quit coming around because you and your new friends were making fun of me, I was the bitch. I unfollowed you bc I was hurt about everything you said/did, i’m the bitch. now i’m blocked and banned 😂
honey, I was protecting my peace
Sorry for this:
It took me 7 months to clean up their side of the room and to throw away their things. You tossed me aside for another. I’m still picking up my pieces but I’m really proud of myself for becoming who I am today because of you. Thanks but also F you 🖕🏻😁🖤
y’all 😭 today was a shitshow 😭
I tried to stay positive today but i just can’t. im exhausted. my boss takes me for granted. my coworker is so rude. and i’m just over here trying to look on the bright side of things.
just wanted to say to everyone, thank you for being patient and being understanding as to why there has been no streams. once we are fully settled into the apartment and everything is working properly, streams will return. you guys mean so much to me and I miss you all (1)
it’s a sad day when you realize you gotta block yourself off from toxic family. block their accounts and your nieces accounts so that the parent doesn’t creep on you/talk shit about the things you do or post.
protect yourself friends. blood doesn’t make you a family.
oh yeah 3 year anniversary of mixer shutting down
3 year anniversary of finding out all the shitty things my ex did to me 💀🖕🏻
shout out to the ladies that reached out to me and made me realize what a big douchebag my ex was 🖤✨ hope you ladies are thriving 😘
Being the black sheep of the family, being alone and being misunderstood are super hard around this time of year Thank you guys for the love and support and for being my family 🖤 I am constantly criticized and it’s nice to come online and “get away” for a while Merry Christmas🖤
cant believe I have to even say this:
stop assuming. it gets you nowhere but looking like a jackass. when you assume i’ve done something and are accusing me of something I didn’t do. then I go to your page and realize you’re doing it to a lot of others. you need a life dude.
I had an ABSOLUTE blast this past week on my “staycation” thank you for letting me show you around Houston! and thank you for hanging out with me and nerding out with me 🖤✨ safe travels going home ✈️ 🖤✨