NitteMare Profile Banner
Nitte Profile
Nitte

@NitteMare

Followers
62
Following
409
Media
11
Statuses
36

(23) I wanna be good for myself, not good to myself edtwt & shtwt ugw:37.6kg(83lbs)Bmi: 23 #bulimic #shedtwt INFJ - T, (DIARY ACCOUNT)

・゜・(edtwt)・゜・
Joined August 2020
Don't wanna be here? Send us removal request.
@NitteMare
Nitte
3 months
Barely holding myself together.... I just want to do one swipe. I want to take the edge off so bad... 1 year of pure torture... like would it be so bad just to do one???
0
0
3
@NitteMare
Nitte
11 months
I can't do this anymore
0
0
0
@NitteMare
Nitte
11 months
Who was going to tell me "Queen of the Itty Bitty Titty Community" Miss Clara Dao had a whole ass boob job??? Her breakup Arch is going to be phenomenal if this is how she handles genuine criticism and speculation from the court of public opinion. #claradao
0
0
6
@NitteMare
Nitte
11 months
I don't think even pregnant women have such aggressive cravings as I do during a fast. I would binge on a sofa if I could rn.
0
0
4
@NitteMare
Nitte
1 year
Does anyone know an actually good fasting app? Like genuinely, most of them have me pulling out my hair.
1
0
1
@NitteMare
Nitte
1 year
I woke up to my entire YouTube feed, absolutely dragging Clara Dao. I stopped watching her after she got her current boyfriend. (She got pretty annoying with Javi tbh) What tf happened?
1
0
13
@NitteMare
Nitte
1 year
I seriously need some hobbies/ distractions to do instead of eating whenever I'm bored. I looked in the ths mirror today and nearly had a heart attack. Any suggestions?
1
0
0
@NitteMare
Nitte
1 year
Having an ED that makes you binge is the worst, especially in this economy. Why am I spending money on shit just to waste?
0
0
27
@NitteMare
Nitte
1 year
"Prioritizing Your Mental Health" doesn't mean drop everything and let yourself go and/or rot. That's just DEPRESSION babes ✨️ My ass didn't get the memo
1
0
0
@NitteMare
Nitte
1 year
What's the point of staying clean from self-harm... I've already come thus far... I've already ruined myself... what am I trying to preserve, prevent, or protect??? I've thought about this for 3 months... 3 months I've been clean and it's brought no joy. #slittwt #shtwt #shttwt
0
0
2
@NitteMare
Nitte
1 year
I was so sure who I was several years ago, but then one day I looked in the mirror and found a stranger looking back at me. The face was mine, but the idea of "me" was foreign. I never got to mourn the me that I lost either. I just had to accept the me that I am now. #bipolar
2
1
3
@NitteMare
Nitte
1 year
I need to actually lock in because there is 60 days left of 2024 and I'm still fat as fuck. To be fat, single, and broke ringing in the new year sounds like a crime.
1
0
9
@NitteMare
Nitte
1 year
Alright, which one of you fools decided to report my ass!?
0
0
1
@NitteMare
Nitte
1 year
I just want to be held again and told, "It's okay."
0
1
1
@NitteMare
Nitte
1 year
Planning a relapse with a new friend to watch me as I spiral.. I think he's already concerned.
0
0
13
@NitteMare
Nitte
1 year
Opinion: When you're fat the clothes wear you, you don't wear the clothes. No one is sitting there debating. "Is that an outfit, or is she just FAT?" You're either frumpy or overdressed. Like, yeah, that outfit looks "good" on you rn but imagine that same outfit after you've
0
1
5
@NitteMare
Nitte
1 year
Screw, Thinspo, Averagespo, and Fatspo.... The most triggering thing for me is seeing women skinnier than me in the clothes I want to wear. #edtwt
2
3
52
@NitteMare
Nitte
1 year
Genuine question(s): How do you guys bring up your self-harm while dating? If you're already in a relationship. •Is your partner okay with it, against it, or a participant?
235
29
2K
@fenttaholic
julië*ೃ
2 years
aight
34
8K
15K