This, this is why I'm hesitant to connect with people.
I have tied my BEST to stay in touch with folks and respond, but I'm busy, I'm busy, and I'm fucking tired, my wife is sick with covid and I'm stressed outta my damn mind.
I will not stand for being emotionally manipulated.
Hello there
#Vtuber
audience!
Tired of seeing people using incorrect tags and waiting on Twitch to enforce their own TOS?
Here's a terrifying little tip to help you curate your own feed.
Cotton throwing herself into my chest, just crying while I hug her, and telling her how proud I am of her has to be one of the most wholsome moments yet at Twitchcon.
I am genuinely thankful for the wonderful people I get to share this life with.
TALENT? Talent ain't shit.
Almost NOTHING we do as broadcasters is special.
It's all SKILLS that YOU can learn.
I'm SO tired of seeing folks shoot themselves in the foot.
#Vtuber
#streaming
Sorry folks but tomorrow's throne review stream is cancelled.
Literally dog just died and I'mma be honest, probably my urge to stream for the rest of the year with her.
I'll keep yall posted, but I'm not in a good place atm.
See ya when I see ya.
It took me awhile, to come to terms with it. But talking to a friend tonight I really took to heart.
I'm not a burden to my peers, I earned my place at the table and people enjoy me being here. I feel powerful, my heart feels full, and I'm ready to drive on.
I've decided.
I will continue to fervently support, and uplift people.
It is happening. There is no alternative.
I am approaching, and you will be appreciated
Friends do not do this shit.
I know IRL folks I haven't talked to in half a year. They know I'd take a bullet for them.
My fuckin day is ruined and I'm deeply hurt and angry.
Talk to people, you aint gonna know shit, be able to understand shit, or solve shit.
IF. YOU. DON'T. TALK.
Stop being afraid of confrontation and communitcate. Worse case, you know you don't jive, best case you keep a friend.
A genuine friendship deserves that.
IF you had to chance to work as a company's Vtuber, openly keep all your friends, personal connection, and still had the chance to have MORE opportunities to work with other brands.
Would you?
Fine fine, heres the full cane handle.
Yes its extra AF.
But its, white european oak, ergonomic and made by a really cool woodworking shop in 🇺🇦
I like it 👌
I'll be going on hiatus for the rest of 2022.
I fully understand this is a good way to tank everything we've worked towards this year, but I need the time.
I deeply appreciate anyone I'll still see come 2023.
May you and those you love and cherish have a wonderful holidays.
Whether its creating memorable moments, building a hilarious and amazingly supportive community, or sheer comedic and entertainment skill,
@zentreya
is hands down a certified Badass.
Thanks Zen, for being just a sheer delight to watch and learn from. Rock on🤘
#zentreart
#Vtuber
HORROR CREATORS!
I'm looking for ALL who are glorious & ghoulish, to watch YOUR woesome wonderous works live on stream.
Leave me A clip below, and NEXT MONDAY we'll be going through to see who lurks in the harrowing halls of horror.
Unfortunately the rest of this weeks stream are cancelled.
Just got the news my grandfather passed.
Due to my conditions making long trips rough, tomorrow I'll have to start traveling to make the funeral.
Friends, community, know that you are appreciated.
See ya next Monday
Alright now I've had some time to chill after the false alarm.
Basically, I though I was getting swatted.
Long story short Mrs. K called me in a kinda confuse rush saying a officer or someone had called her, to let her know they were on the way to our house, they had a bad…
Im unfortunately canceling today and tomorrow's streams. My uncle has passed and I'll be taking time for both myself, family, and services.
Please be good to and cherish one another. We should be back in the saddle Friday✌️💜
Had a comment today on stream that made be VERY uncomfortable.
BUT, instead of shying away from it or just yeeting said community member that made it, I took a moment, had a conversation about it making me uncomfortable, and set a boundary.
It can be a hard thing to do, but…
I never got to show you guys.
That giant fucking beanbag yall were adamant set on getting for me.
She had claimed it for herself, just like all the blankets in the house.
Her name is Bella, and she was my little blanket goblin
Its been a month since I've stepped away from twitch.
its a strange feeling. Streaming played a large role in my life the past two years and brought a ALOT of good. But the environment of it definitely took its toll.
While I'm certain someday I want to go back, the time away…
Literally the reason I don't do comms anymore.
An elven dahmpir who was also a half dragon, half anger half demon, scars over both eyes with heterochromia, who could use blood magic, a demon and angel wings, that dressed like spartan but with element of medieval knights, was…
I DID tell him I was evil.
Amazing to see everyone showing Aethel all the love and appreciation he deserves for his hard work on this special day for him.
I'm going to have to take this week off.
The last week in October my brother passed due to an overdose.
I thought I could handle it and keep going, we've been doin so well, helping and meet lots of folks, but Its settling in and hitting hard.
I'll be back, I just need a break
"But I"
No, you tried. Acknowledge it, appreciate.
You could have sat and been ruled by fear, never knowing. But you tried and you learned.
Now try again.
Videos MIGHT start dropping on YT around December.
Gonna take some time to myself before I dive back into work, yall know where to find me though.
I'll be around😉
Quietly being one of, if not the most successful persons in my family, doesn't leave much room for anything but agreement in my choices.
Especially when I came back from their preferred choice, the military, crippled from the rest of my life.
☺️
VTubers, how are your parents dealing with you being a Vtuber/conent creator / gamer ?
My parents hates it and yet they still thing I dont have any other hobbies. They dont support it but my uncle does.
Celebrating 12 years of marriage with Phear today!
She's always been my biggest fan and supported me throughout our time together, so I will always strive to do the same.
My best friend and forever partner in crime 💜
If you think you can't be a broadcaster,
If you think you're too niche because you don't do things a certain way...
realize this.
There's 8 billion people on this planet
If 0.01% of people share that same interest..
That's 800,000 people.
start off yer year with that in mind.
Sure its a trend.
But we're all inspired by someone and for different reasons.
Giving credit to those people is something very important to me personally. Sure I did the work, but they all helped stoke the fire.
I don't normally tag but thank you all so much, I love what I do.
I've got alittle over a week till I end streaming to focus on youtube.
The fact that SO many of my friends and colleagues have taken time from the little we have in Vegas to express their support and deep desire to see it succeed is...
Humbling, deeply humbling.
Thank you. 🥲
SO I WAS GONNA MAKE WHOLE THING. BUT, I decided no to.
Basically, I'm gonna be on break for a month. Nothing bad, infact its very good!
Mrs.K and I are moving into a new house, but we'll just be in between places for abit and im taking the chance to relax.
SO, see ya in a month!
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Be kind for the sake of being kind.
Treat with others in dignity and respect.
Expect nothing, set no debts.
Do right because it is the right thing to do.
A simple but hard creed.
Wouldn't have it any other way.