Ya’ll I have a question.
Does anyone else audio stim?
Like you repeat phrases or jingles, or specific parts of songs that you get urges to vocalize or it brings you seretonin?
Pls tell me I’m not the only one.
Sometimes I even repeat phrases other ppl say right after?
We did it...We did this. We accomplished Partner together. I keep tearing up about it. Thank you. Thank you for believing in this girl who's just trying her best. I know I make mistakes, but this was really validating. I couldn't do this without you all. Every experience I've had
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FOLKS. I havent stopped crying. Good tears.
My Gender Affirming Surgery is booked. I'm going to get my Surgery on June 1st.
I decided to go with this year as supposed to waiting a couple years.
It's Fucking Happening. I waited and endured so long.
Bottom Surgery Here I Come.
Ah!
I’m fucking crying right now.
We did it! I have a vagina! It was a success.
Worked so hard and waited so long…
I’m so…so happy. I really am.
I feel closer to my soul.
Thank you so very much.
I love everything and everyone.
#transjourneyhope
It’s man BIRFDAY! I turned 31 today.
It’s a blessing being a mother figure to all of you, family, and friend too!
Thank you for making this life worth living. Thank you for helping me walk my path.
Mama’s always here to keep us together.
I deeply love all of you 💖
Hey Just cause it's prolly gonna inevitably happened to me.
There's someone going around Furry Twitch Spaces/LGBTQ spaces and "doxxing" by following you with your personal information (like your real name).
If this happens to you - stay calm, move on.
(c)
Hey! I'm super shy posting this. But I was feeling cute and smiling that day. It took time to get this far on my journey. I know you don't get to see all of me, and maybe one day I'll show comparison picture, but I've come a long way. Thank you for being with me. Hope You like!
CW: Cub/Pedo
@/SuperNinfendo is an artist in our community and has been seen around twitch. Their partner is a twitch streamer @/MicDaMicrophone who seems to also engage with this content as well.
Ninfendo has known to scam clients too.
Be careful who you support. Hella gross
I got some wonderful news after I ended stream. Look who's new Birth Certificate Came in.
Im legit crying in so much happiness. Second Try - My Designation of Sex finally says Female.
Thank you so much for following me on this journey.
Now time to change the name... <3
Well this is it.
I go to bed to be up super early to go to my Surgery.
I won’t lie, I am scared. Many things can Happen. I hope everything goes smooth.
I want to be happy so bad. I want everything to work.
I will let everyone know when I go in.
I 💖 you.
#transjourneyhope
God
@VancouFUR
I can’t control what people do or the schedule but please don’t let Cassidy Civet have a platform at your convention.
Her ego is showing again and harassing someone who’s mourning their partner.
She’s performing at your convention and has made multiple folks -
Gross - a certain PeaceWolf is streaming on twitch.
Racists sucks - Freefurall sucks - Furry Raiders Sucks - Anti LGTBQ+ people sucks.
ACAB.
Don't give these people a platform to promote their "vision of equality" or whatever bull they try to sell you on.
Happy Thanksgiving from Canada! Love you all and I’m thankful for each and every one of you.
Ya’ll have an impact on my life, and wouldn’t be the same without you!
I’m feeling brave and cute and wanted to share myself.
Thank you💖
May opportunities fill all of our lives💖
Welp I got my Surgery time!
its at 5:45am EST on Tuesday!
My tummy nerves are kicking in <3 But im just excited to get this done.
please keep me in your thoughts this week and I'll keep updating ya'll <3
Soon I'll be a new woman<3
Hey everyone! It’s that day where I’ve made it another Year! Thank you for all of you who’ve walked and still walk with me. I wouldn’t be here without you all.
From the bottom of my Heart, love you all so much. Thank you for everything. And let’s make this year better together
Flirty Thirty!
Your panda mom’s birthday is today!
Thank you so much for sharing my year with me, being there for me when times were hard and celebrating the good times.
You all are very important to me, and my ya’ll are my world.
You’re not just a person, you’re my family.
Lumi and I have been spending time bonding and today September 7th 2020. He asked me to be his Girlfriend.
Over time our hearts have lost pieces and some can't be re-attached. But the beautiful thing is our hearts fit together to make one.
I've been slowly getting comfortable myself. And I just re-did my hair. So I kinda wanted to share it if thats okay! I hope you all enjoyed! I have magenta as my main colour, and Mermaid blue as my bangs. I added a bit of purple here and there! Hope you all enjoy this shy girl!
Welcome new friends and old alike!
I wanted to introduce to you folks a little bit about me if you don't know me!
I made this dorky video 👉👈
The Unemployed Friend:
With all this discourse happening I think it’s time to promote Furry Music! Without the gatekeeping :)
If you’re Furry/Furry Adjacent - please drop your stuff in the comments. Your artist link, your songs!
No one gets to decide if you or it is “Furry Enough” I see you!
💖💖💖
Hey. For you Streamers.
I know you may be questioning your content. I know that bad day has been lingering on your mind. Or maybe someone did something that brought you down. Indecision and doubt filling your mind?
You Got this. I'm proud of you. You're making people smile.
EVERYONE IS BREAKING THE IMMERSION AND I WANT TO HOP IN ON THIS.
I found that really sexy Cartoonify filter and I know I posted this pic before, but I wanted to see it edited.
Share yourself if you choose to! Dont let anyone tell you, you cant.
#Vtuber
#VTuberEN
Hey I have a dorky request.
I want to see your couples/polycule art. 👉👈I like gushing about peoples relationship and I think it's important and healthy to take pride in what you've built with your partner.
If you don't have art you can show me a pic together!
SFW Obviously!
ITS MY BIRFDAY! I'm the big 32!
What a year it's been. From Self Discovery, to doing my best to break out of my shell.
It's something I try to work on everyday. I may not be the most social, I may not host alot of community things but it all boils down to my dumb anxiety.
Also, anyone else just shut down when you screw something up?
Like when you upset someone, or screw up on something you're working on, you just beat yourself up?
Looking for ways to stop that xD
EXCITING NEWS!
I'm also so freaking nervous.
My Bottom Surgery Date is Early October!
I lost the weight, and everything!
I'm obviously scared and I'm prolly gonna need some extra loving as we get closer but I'm gonna do my best to keep healthy!
Vagina SOON
Hey!~ Its Late at night👀People sleeping! That means I can share this cute art right? Am I pretty? :3 Gorgeous Girl <3 Let Diva make your Dreams Come True!
Art: K_I_D_A Original
Close friends that drift away from you cuts deep and hurts. :/
It’s hard when you’ve spent so much energy.
If you ever felt someone drift away from you, know that you’re loved, and you have friends who do care about you.
Like me :) I care about you 💖 Mama always does.
Man I think I need a break. idk.
Feelings and emotions are high and just. Bluh.
I love you guys. To everyone that's reached out thank you so much. Its nice to sorta feel not crazy - and know I have people side me.
I'll always do my best as Mama to keep you warm and safe<3
I may have found a VRChat model that really suits me
maybe I'll make a fun video with this.
God Im really feeling this Dragon+Panda Side of me, am FLUFFY
Happy Asexual Week my friends! As a Demisexual (Sexuality on the Ace Spectrum) - I'm always happy when we get to this week. Its amazing bringing awareness to this spectrum and even helping people talk about their feelings around this. A thread!🧵
It's been a year since we lost this Legend. I haven't stopped thinking about him. He was one of my best friends.
I still message him hoping he sees it.
I record voice messages for him hoping he can hear me.
I miss hearing him calling me beautiful and fighting him on it.
Dude Fuck Transphobes.
I won't lie I got a pretty thick skin when it comes to transphobic remarks towards me but it always breaks my heart seeing how backwards people's views are.
I really hope folks like these get like banned from games. I know im playing CoD and it can get-
*Shakes her tail* It’s mah BIRTHDAY! I love you all so much! Usually on my birthday I ask folks to treat themselves! Be kind to yourself today. That’s my birthday wish! You deserve it! Levelled up and ready to keep walking this adventure! I wouldn’t be here without ya’ll.
Wanted to keep everyone posted! But we sadly didn't get Partnership this time. But that's okay! We'll keep trying right?
For now let's continue to show the world our Sanctuary and keep people cozy in our Blanket Fort.
The Journey is not over - It's simply a detour <3
So surprisingly it went amazing. I was really scared knowing his religious background, but he was super open and supportive. He even asked some questions for clarity so he doesn't offend me, asked my new name, and called me his daughter! Wanted me to be at peace and not be afraid
Got my second assessment for gender affirming surgery (Bottom surgery) in about an hour!
Once I get the second assessment I get to see if we’re in the clear to get it!
Love you all, wish me luck 💖
I'll 1v1 you if you're the person to bring up how slow or dead someone's chat is, even numbers!
Its discouraging to hear even IF the streamer is having fun, and no one asked, and it's really condescending thing to bring up.
People also like to lurk! Let them have their peace!
I do want to say this about Storytellers dissolving as I was an Ex-Admin there until the vision of the Team Changed.
You were all chosen to be apart of that team cause you were unique. You offered something. There was potential and there was strive. You had your story.
Things are a little difficult and hurty right now.
Can I get some hugs?
I'll hug back and if shit's tough for you too, we'll just hug it out and I'll tell you everything's gonna be okay.
Happy Birthday to my Soul Mate
@Lumetric
! I got him a really personal piece, and wrote him something deep. Although Long distance, it feels like he’s close, and although I talk with him frequently I miss him. One day we’ll share the same stars💖 Drawn by the lovely
@Alinta_Arts
Hey can you tell me cute things about your Long Distance Relationships?
Like maybe how you dated, or how you first met, if you met irl/plan to meet irl somewhere?
Or maybe about how you figured moving plans, or gifts you got each other.
Looking to smile. 💗
Done my doctors appointment! We filled out forms together and are ready to send bottom surgery forms to Montreal! I put my name in for Vancouver as well for a surgeon here!
I’m so excited, it feels like yesterday I was just starting. Time to play the waiting game for surgery!
Man...
I just want to help people's dreams come true. Or be a stepping stone for believing in their dreams.
Whatever you love, whatever you're fighting for, whatever you hold close in your heart. Be it anything.
Don't stop. Please. For Me.
I'll always do my best for you. 💗
Ah!
I’m fucking crying right now.
We did it! I have a vagina! It was a success.
Worked so hard and waited so long…
I’m so…so happy. I really am.
I feel closer to my soul.
Thank you so very much.
I love everything and everyone.
#transjourneyhope
Hope checkup:
My vitals are perfectly fine and everything is good. The proper blood drainage is happening, my body is not so numb any more so I can move.
So far so good my loves.
Again thank you so much I’ve read all your loving words 💖
#transjourneyhope
So I haven’t really talked about this, but today is a rough day. Our dog’s health has been slowly going down the past 6 months dealing with a disease.
Today was his appointment where we’d grant him comfort and let him go.
15 years is a lot of memories.
I’m gonna miss him, alot
Good morning Family, im debating about a stream today but I think im gonna take the day off.
I love you all deeply and I hope you are all keeping safe out there.
I know I’m not perfect but yesterday resurfaced pain from my relationship I had with him. Maybe I’ll talk about it
Hey Friends.
If you're a streamer, or an artist or a musicial or whatever!
If you're in that realm.
You can fucking do it. I believe in you. Just have patience and lets work together <3
This is not aimed to subtweet anyone.
But it sucks when you used to have fun with a game with friends, like genuine fun. But they moved on to play with other people and you never are included in that anymore.
I've uninstalled said game because I can't have fun with it anymore.
So I woke up to kick ass early!
I got my official letter for changing my sex on my birth certificate! Round 2 let’s go!
Also, surgery assessment in 3-4 months for transitioning!
Things are moving...💖
#TheTrueSelf
Man I'm tired of twitter these days.
Scrolling and seeing so much shit
People getting harassed for getting on a team.
People defending CP Art.
More but my brain is so fried these days.
I'm so tired of these behaviours
Everyone who is tired, lets hide and snack together.
What if.
And HEAR ME OUT.
I slipped this gorgeous commission I got from LustBubbles.
Of me being a shy Belly-Dancer.
I hope you all enjoy! I do favor these outfits alot, but I know I'd be hecking shy in them<3
Now come dance with me silly! <3
I’m a mess but we at the hospital babes!
Had to sign consent forms!
I love you folks so much. Just waiting to be called in now.
Thank you so much for all your love and responses to my posts. They got me through and will continue. I read every single one 💖
Challenging Anxiety as best I can. I feel it growing whenever I leave the house to do something. There’s always something soothing about forests though, and once I can fight past the initial fear that controls me, I feel a lot better and get to enjoy myself~ went on a walk~
HEY FRIENDS! THE SECRET IS OUT!
NEW UPCOMING MERCH.
PANDA DRAGON.
CHERRY BLOSSOMS.
HOPE.
NEON CITY.
Follow me into the lights. Follow me through the darkness.
There's still always Hope.
Sometimes I feel embarassed to express this, idk maybe its upbringing or whatever.
But I'm starting to learn to drive. I'm 31 and basically never touched a steering wheel. (unless in an arcade) lmao
Not to say its bad if you dont know how to drive! I get its hard and expensive-
We did it! Its sent! Everything filled out, and this girl now sent in her application to get her Birth Certificate to read Female! Thank you so much for your encouragement, messages and comments. I read them all even if I didn't get a chance to respond!
So the day after surgery they encourage you to walk, it helps with the healing process, with the help of a nurse I walked 1 lap around their reception desk the first time, and 3 laps the second time!
Recovery is going super smooth so far :)
#transjourneyhope
Welcome home ME
Thank you so much for all your words. I read all your messages and they really got me through. Gonna get my shit and get home and settled and DILATE and collapse
Hey!
You’re gonna make it okay?
I know things seem dark, and gloomy and you want to give up.
But I’m here to remind you that you have friends standing with you.
I’m your friend and I’m standing right here.
Now self care, be kind to yourself!
You have willpower, I know it💖
Sometimes the thoughts can be louder than your voice, but just remember.
-You did enough today. I’m proud.
-You are valid. (And beautiful may I add)
-whatever brought you down today, you will get up from. Whenever we fall, we get back up, or someone helps us up.
-I love you.
I saw the news around going about
@XavyCake
passing away.
When my thoughts aren’t a scattered hurricane of emotions in my head I’ll love to say something. I’m just too broken...I’m sorry Xavy. I really am.
But fuck, couldn’t I just have one more chance to talk to him again?☹️
I've been wanting to do this for a while, but I wanted to express my appreciation for all of you deciding to click the lil follow button on my twitch channel! We made it to 2000+ followers! I'm legit breathless?! Like. As someone who's always struggled with self confidence this
Surgery update. My BMI is too high for them to want to do the surgery. I have 2 weeks to lose 15 pounds.
Time to work out and diet like I’ve never before. (That or snort cocaine, jk)
Wish me luck babies >.<
You like chubby-buff trans girls don’t you? 😳
Losing weight more! I’m below 220 now aroun 218. Close to my goal of below 200! Almost there!
Also I want to get my arms back again and my legs/butt!
Yay for workout progress pics!
I encourage ya’ll to eat good💖