Awal
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spiralling spirit Words in: @CemeteryGatesM @meethousemag @pmmpublishing
Eastwatch by the Sea
Joined August 2016
Don't look at me. Yes, I want money. Octavia Butler herself wanted to make a lot of money from her writing. Who am I? I ain't trying to be better than the queen. I can't. So I too want lots of money. We have to learn from our most noble elders.
Has an African writer ever made big money from writing? Like big, properly wealthy money. Preferably one that isn't also British or American. Because those are usually situations of birth & not something one can replicate
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none of you will ever understand what it’s like to have a real connection with your boys it’s sad to see
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This is how I want people to respond when I make them playlists, send them my stories/poetry or anything else. Write me an essay, tell me how it changed your life (or not), I just want to know. 🥺
@Bamaeyii made me a playlist of beautiful music which they called europa. i don't take gestures like this for granted. so after listening, i wrote them a kind of an essay on the playlist. they enjoyed reading it & i am glad.
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@Bamaeyii made me a playlist of beautiful music which they called europa. i don't take gestures like this for granted. so after listening, i wrote them a kind of an essay on the playlist. they enjoyed reading it & i am glad.
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Okay I may just open my legs for you 🧍🏾🥺
@Bamaeyii made me a playlist of beautiful music which they called europa. i don't take gestures like this for granted. so after listening, i wrote them a kind of an essay on the playlist. they enjoyed reading it & i am glad.
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found out yesterday that someone i have been in the same space with, one time at their place sef, is a serial woman sexual abuser. an acquaintance from germany even knows them as an abuser. my mouth was open for like 5 mins when i was told.
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Uhm,as a 'creative,' I find it somewhat narrow-minded to confine 'creativity' solely to artistic or literary pursuits. Creativity is essentially the ability to generate new and innovative ideas, and I believe everyone possesses the ability to be creative in their own unique way.
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"I had been trying to be good for them, and to believe we were good for each other. I had been trying, and failing, to be everything: the mirror, the mirror image, the one punching through it. And the one sweeping up the shards."
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I let myself believe that we felt the same defiance, the same degree of angry and powerless and omnipotent and free.
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@dimiiitree I was gonna say I don’t think that’s what they meant and then I read the comments 💀 I was thinking like lifestyle wise 😭 like my issue with dating a non creative would be THEM not understanding my lifestyle choices because of said creativity.
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