Stop chasing butterflies, they’ll fly away. Build a beautiful garden and then they will come to you. Even if they don't, you still have a beautiful garden.

the sooner you accept that its going to take longer than you want, the sooner it happens faster than you expect.

the biggest delusional lie to tell yourself is that there’s still time to learn and experience everything

People love playing the victim card. I ruined my college life. I wasted my parents’ money. I’m useless. No, you’re not useless you’re just addicted to sympathy. You don’t want to change, you want attention. You know exactly what you did wrong and what you need to fix, but

We need to encourage more people to develop an interest in mathematics, low-level programming and philosophy.

"c++ is the greatest language ever made"

The best way to 'get your spark back' is burning everything down. You have to reset your life. You have to reset your mind. You have to let go of everything you were, everything you had, every lie you told yourself. Then, something else can take their place. Only a few do it.

the end goal is to build a life i don't need to escape from

After a few days of introspection, I've decided to focus on web development and DSA/CP till the end of 2nd year. My college starts from August end, and I'll be changing cities, so with that comes a big change in my life. Hoping to make myself better, within the next two years.

another day of waking up with the privilege

The future lies in these pile of books

Do people still like and build such houses?

POV: going back home after your 8 hours shift in tokyo

for your own sanity, always take mixed signals as a no

thinking of using "applied mathematics" playlist (containing mathematics for CS, Advanced data structures, matrix calculus)by MIT OCW, after learning DSA. Will it help?

Was watching Premanand ji Maharaj’s pravachan on “why one shouldn’t be sad after losing a loved one” — here’s what he says: > You’re not sad because they left, you’re sad because you were attached to the illusion > This world is time’s slaughterhouse — no one escapes alive > We

In my next lifetime, I'd take mathematics as a major in college.

maths/stats -> probability theory -> statistics -> combinatorics -> stochastic processes -> measure theory -> linear algebra -> matrix calculus -> optimization techniques (convex + non-convex) -> Lagrange multipliers -> numerical methods -> game theory -> econometrics -> time

boyfriend was drunk and started teaching me neural networks

i have to improve a lot. There's a huge difference between the position I'm in and the position I want to be in.