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oh yea dude i freakin love him. my handle is t8oo on all platforms as a reference to the T800 lol. hes my dad. schwarzeneggger is my fav avtor of all time

plus no wilson lol ! well watever. life sucks n i dont wanna be here but lets make up fun yaois while we can.

nobody is going to write my story in favor of a happy ending or anything. it fucking sucks.

i like to stop n think n picture house in happy and stupidly silly scenarios instead of watching the show and the inevitable terrible things that r gonna happen to him n that hell do. but i also hate him coz hes imaginary n im the one having to face real life.

trying to find a point to all of this while simultaneously knowing theres none. treatin ppl like puzzles bc it sets a safe n dehumanizing distance. keepin his mind workin bc once he stops its nothin but self hatred n regret. he has a playful nothing matter attitude. i get it man.

i constantly think abt house going. i eat my meals. i do my job. i function. i relate. its that spot where u are neither living nor surviving. youre just lingering. tryin as much as you can to distract yourself from the boredom of depression n the inevitable suicidal ideations.

and then someone sent me this clip which basicly sealed the deal. I was Gonna watch house md and i was gonna do it for taub and specifically to understand the context behind this wonderful. fantastic clip. which i reference all the time

biggest freakin misfake of my life. lol.

when i was into the office i was crazy ab toby n the slugish lack of charisma he exhuded m.n one time i ran into a picture of taub n iwas like HOLY SHIT THERES TWO OF THEM ?so i made them husbands for fun. then i decided well. if i want to kno ab taub i had 2 watch house md.

i get sm kindness and love from u guys (wasted btw i dont deserve it) how can i ever get bothered by negativity. i wish u the best !!!

this pic isnt even particularly faggy or anything but hes just So Not heterosexual to me its so blatant idk wat goes in cishet peoples minds.

sometimes i look at house and i cant believe i live in a timeline where they are tryin to make me believe this guy is cishet

like i said multiple times i DO. NOT take requests. however i do have a soft spot for taub. hes the reason why i started watchin house md in the first place

its like. can you give me at least 5 min to get over being a total pussy please. please.

idk how to describe the paralyzing fear your get when youv been siting on a message fr 2 weeks n u finally work up the courage to reply and u send one of like 3 messages and the person replies like within seconds. like u arent even done. its a cold sweat type nightmare.

i love you so much that its not even love its another thing entirely. its closer to the behavior spiders exhibit when they wrap their still alive prey in silk for later consumption. id wrap u in silk baby forget about house and get with a real man

my beacon of hope. my shining light. my gerbil flavored cookie. my angel of darkness and mirth. my mediocre white man. my boba harvest. my puppydog. my big fat seal

if my previous patterns are any indication ill be doing this for a little while and then get back to drawing but i think this is the break iv been waitin for and simultaneously been fighting against lol ! i miss my yaoi old men but im very tired.

im a bit burned out from drawing i think :/ hilson monster truck date is definitely my next drawing!! but i dont think itll come in a while. been studying electronic components and building miniature homes to occupy my time