This would be his reaction, I’m afraid. Suho: “…why? Don’t want to?” Sieun doesn’t say anything. Suho starts pulling his face back, that was right in front of Sieun… Sieun would grab his tshirt and pull him back in roughly! Suho’s eyes go wide thinking Sieun is mad…but…

Sieun stays quiet.. Suho exhaled loudly and smacks his own face, startling Sieun. Suho: “Then it’s my fault, not yours. If you think that’s how I feel.:.then *I* am the one who isn’t able to reassure you.” Sieun: “What? No, that’s..” Suho: “I’m sorry. I was just teasing you”

Suho: “Next time you wanna say something stupid like that, don’t.” Sieun: “I…I just don’t want you to feel like I’m not..loving you enough.” Suho looks at him and then laughs without any trace of humour: “Not loving me enough…you say? You think I feel like that about you?”

Suho pulls his face back, his eyes filled with concern Sieun’s arms around his body were shaking slightly but he still felt them.. Suho: “You don’t have to ever apologise to me for ANYTHING ever, to anyone ever actually. Just don’t.” Sieun: “But…” Suho kisses his lips shut

It’s been a long time since I’ve enjoyed writing a SHSE story so spontaneously… 😭✍🏻🫶🏼 Thank you to the original poster who made me prompt myself to imagine this storyline~

Suho complied in a second and bent down at Sieun’s eye level Sieun hugged him and buried his face in his neck and inhaled Sieun: “I’m sorry for kicking you out earlier. I’m sorry.” Suho: “….Sieun-ah..” Sieun: “And for not kissing you more..or the doing that…” Suho: “Stop!”

Sieun: “What…?l Suho touched the corner of his lips and said playfully: “You were drooling and moaning my name so loudly I had to rush here so our neighbours wouldn’t call the police.” Sieun stared at him: without saying a word Suho: “What is it?” Sieun: “Come here.”

Sieun sensed him and opened his eyes, and his eyes were full of fear for a second before they blinked and saw who was standing in front of him.. And then they relaxed. Suho noticed it all, of course he knew it all Instead he smiled & said: “Was I that good in bed? Super sexy?”

He had realised that what happened to him after that incident…happened to both of them.. The only difference is he could recover physically to his old self but Sieun couldn’t. He was different and still haunted.. Suho caressed his head, playing with his hair…

His eyes became soft but really sad.. Whenever he saw Sieun sleeping after they started dating, he noticed Sieun would wake up suddenly, huffing as if he ran a mile, or carefully check Suho’s breathing…or touch his chest over his heart.. He knew it but didn’t show it at all

Sieun murmurs: “I wish…my dreams were…as nice as yours..” He resumed studying but his mind was only half occupied.. Eventually he fell asleep without realising and when Suho came to check on him He saw him sleeping while clutching his hands together in a tight grip..

Behind closed eyes he suddenly remembered those dreams he had of Suho when he was in a coma Suho appeared in his dreams a lot, but not in the way Suho would want to know about After he awoke, his dreams of him became full of fears of losing Suho & not being there in time..

Sieun throws the thickest book he could find at him but Suho closes the door in time.. Suho from beyond the door: “Wow, Yeon Sieun just took off his shirt…wow…look at that mole on his—“ Sieun shouts: “STOP IT!” He heard Suho’s loud laugh and buried his face in his arms

He taps his cheek twice before turning around to go out… Sieun stares at him back with a soft gaze as if memorising his presence in his room Suho turns around before he closes the door: “Study hard- Hyung is going to be thinking about you like THAT for the next few hours~”

Suho: “Now be honest and tell the truth too.” Sieun: “…isn’t it…obvious…that I…” Suho smiles and leans down to kiss Sieun on his cheek: “Mhm. So keep thinking…and thinking…if you want I can strip—“ Sieun: “Get out of my room while I’m being nice.” Suho laughs loudly

Sieun: “Me? What me?” Suho gets up from the floor and stands over Sieun, looking down at him with a serious face: “You’ve never thought of me…like that? Not once? Not in a dream?” Sieun stares up at him, a hundred thoughts in them… Sieun looks down but Suho grabs his face..

Sieun: “How long have you been thinking of these things?” Suho stares at him as if deciding between telling the truth or saying the right thing… Sieun: “Tell the truth.” Suho: “Since the moment I realised I liked you more than a classmate…” Sieun: “…” Suho: “…and you?”

Sieun ignores him and keeps his eyes on the paper but only he could see his hand slightly shaking.. His eyes were seeing formulas but his vision was filled with the images Suho had whispered into his ears… His ears became red and a small sigh escaped him. He looked at Suho..

Suho: “I said one day!! Not today!! One day!! And I even warned you!! I told you so much in advance!!” Sieun doesn’t say anything but gets up and goes to finish his practice paper like nothing happened Suho was still on the ground, kneeling on the carpet: “Sieun-ah!! Please!”

Suho: “Let’s keep practicing until we get to that stage, yes? I’ll do my workout on my body, and you do it in your mind.” He kisses him: “Use this genius brain to keep thinking of all the things we will do one day~” Sieun: “Ahn Suho” Suho: “…hm?” Sieun: “Let’s break up”

Suho: “I’m just asking because you said to not cross the line~~” Sieun: “What?” Suho smirks and leans forward: “Sieun-ssi…after you get used to kissing me, the next step is to…” He leans in and whispers in his ear for a long time. Sieun: “…..” Suho kisses his cheek..