new intro, hi, i’m viv 🐇.dx ana 🪽 155.5cm 🫧 ugbmi12.i don’t fb everyone but u can ask to be moots (no -16 and fetishists).tellonym: tiktok:

i usually don’t like how i look w/o bangs but not todayy :3

i fucking hate body dysmorphia.

25.07.♡ 705 cals, 83.4g protein.♡ 5625 steps.♡ 1l water. no pics again but 98% of my intake today is cottage cheese i love it soooo much.

im sad and lowk weird looking today but at least my outfit slays

whatever i don’t care anymore feel free to bully me for being fat and a fake anorexic. at this point i don’t even look bmi 15.0, which was already a huge number for me. i just look healthy and recovered. i feel so tired and hopeless honestly

i look obese.

i know i’m not measuring my thigh correctly but it’s a habit of mine, i always measure that exact spot and in the same position.

soo remember my post about making measuring tapes out of paper…. apparently i had a real one the whole time😭

talked to my psych and she upped my zoloft dosage from 50mg to 75mg.

tho i can’t say for sure that they’re not disordered :( we have a pretty strong diet culture here.

and in my country most girls my age that i see are either irl skinny or edtwt skinny so i don’t think people on the street see me as disordered.

i fear i’m too fat and eat too much to be considered anorexic.

RT @realifefairy_: @c0smicupid the “i love food too much i could never be anorexic“ to being anorexic pipeline.

RT @hallukcl: do you guys also want to be thin in an angelic and androgynous way that people are afraid to touch you a….

24.07.♡ 959 cals, 29.8g protein.♡ 4794 steps.♡ 2 white monsters. i don’t wanna talk about today. i feel like a complete failure. i’m just gonna move on and focus on doing better tomorrow.

got a rejection letter for an internship that didn’t even require sending a cv🥀 am i that hopeless?.

> “i’m gonna clean the terrace today!” .> sweeps the floor for 10 minutes and dies. like my back hurts so bad help i wanted to wash the tiles too but i just physically can’t rn☹️

tiktok confirmed my age and i was unbanned so go follow me if you want to <3 .

YAY