unpinning at 190lbs (86.2 kg)

i have enough self restraint to not buy coke anymore BUT GOD I COULD GET THIS DONE (will do it if it’s offered💗)

i hate substance abuse issues why do i need a bump to clean my room 🙂

i drink and then i don’t wanna eat even tho it’ll help my drunk anxiety but i just don’t wanna eat but ill be so drunk and sad and i don’t have my pen cuz i left it at my gfs so i will cope. also trying to smoke less

MY CULTURE IS NOT YOUR COSTUME

this made me recover

am i evil chat

i told her i’d buy her another i feel so fucking bad

i accidently drank half of my roommates bottle of vodka cuz i thought it was a party favor im so cooked

hello alcoholics

the anxiety tummy ache of no eating is crazy

im so drunk and want to die bc i don’t want to eat and i have to be a functioning person

me and roommate are in a fight bc i got upset she hasn’t payed me back for 4 months of electric LIKE

i’m miserable and haven’t eaten a meal in 2 days just pure alcohol. i can’t cope normally

morning buzzball to celebrate barely drinking this week

good morning i’m about to do therapy urghhh. slept okay and im not too hung over bc i went to bed early. i still have cramps and no period. life sucks

i hate my life and my friends and everyone i’m around idk what im doing with my life but im gonna get skinny

hi

lowkey ROLLLINGGGGGGG

my leftover molly line doing it for me

it might be the elhers danlos but why does my skin melt but i put on a bandaid adhesive