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overate to hell just now omg i don’t even wanna know the cals

i’ve been on my period for 7 whole days. what is going on 😥😥😥

it's so dumb that the reason i get told to continue living is because "you're just a kid still. there's sm to life later on." like what do you think i've been telling myself the past 8 years ? i will forever be suffocated in this house until i kill myself

if i can i might go to the beach ? idk i kinda wanted to go during the summer but waiting for the "right moment" never came so uh i'll go alone maybe... might smoke too ......

i don't think i'm meant to ever be happy

fuck my life

ok i'll try go out tmrw because i cannot be in this house at all

suicide THIS WEEKEND!!!!!!!

i genuinely don't know why i try anymore

actually spiralling !!!! hahahahah i hope i DIE

staring at some pills rn hmm either i'll take like half the bottle orrrr i crush n snort some idk... i ripped the label off so idk what it is LMFAO

guys it happened 20 hours later🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍 can’t wait to feel this way for a couple of weeks now🤍🤍🤍

i am going fucking insane rn i cannot stop crying

it’s funny that the session was based around a safety plan of things i can do before i end up cutting because i am about to cut the second i have the opportunity to

never in my fucking life have i EVER been mischaracterised so badly;;; i nearly cried at least 6 times

holy fucking shit i need to die after that session

she’s here omg

idk why my mom decided to make every session at 6pm on a FRIDAY. i don’t have the energy to talk about my feelings any day BUT SPECIFICALLY on a friday

wait nvm she's coming at like 5:30-6 but stillllll i'm not in the mood to talk😭 i usually don't utter a single word when i come back from school until after 7pm LOL

family therapist is coming over at like 5😢😢 i’m sleepy ughh but ik if i sleep now i’ll be woken up randomly in the middle of it