me acting like idgaf, knowing damn well that i got the most sensitive heart.

i'm so attracted to emotional intelligence like damn the way you actually listen and communicate turns me on.

in my silent days, i hope my family knows i'm trying so hard to make them proud.

"are you ok?" no. i want to change my identity, move to another country and start a new life.

i highly recommend a clingy, lovey dovey partner. life's too short to be with someone who acts like showing love is a chore.

life so private, no one knows i'm at my lowest again, struggling so bad with my mental health.

unfortunately, i'm not nonchalant or mysterious i'm just a naturally awkward person who becomes talkative once i'm comfortable.

"you handled it so well" no, i didn't, i went insane, lost my spark, distanced myself from everyone and hated myself.

"what's your favorite horror movie?" i don't know. probably me, when i see myself falling back to the lowest point of my life after promising everyone i was okay and healing.

maybe in another universe i wouldn't be emotionally dependent, i wouldn't take everything to heart, i wouldn't minimize my feelings and i wouldn't lose myself.

life is getting better hair is getting longer parents arent strict no more genuine friends got free will life is good.

"you barely talk to me" i ghost my family too, please don't take it personally.

when people ask what my type is but my type is someone who naturally bring my inner child out, makes me laugh, never stop flirting with me and loves me a little extra on the days i don't feel so loveable.

i'm social butterfly but my battery drains so fast. i'm a yapper yet nonchalant at the same time. i have attachment issues but i can detach easily. i love socializing but i hate crowded places.

so lucky to have someone who is aware of your sensitivity and learns to handle your feelings gently, with patience and care.

the older i get, the more i understand why some people choose to disappear and live a quiet, private life.

idk, i think i miss someone.

i hope july is better to me.

deactivate acc is another level of pain.

why tf is januari so sloww.